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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Didn’t feel well this morning so I messaged the counselor I’m staying in. Monday and Tuesday I’ve had a bunch of things to do after therapy so today is my lazy day. I’m not doing anything excep...
My Gums Are On Fire in Hello
Went to the taco truck after group. Loaded them down with the red and green chili sauce. Mmm burning deliciousness. The order comes with four and now I want four more. After mom eats we’re hea...
Stir Fry-Day On Sunday in Hello
Ended up going to Publix, yet again. They had a BOGO sale on some fruit mom wanted so I loaded up on blueberries and strawberries. Also got a salad mix, baby spinach, more zucchini, fresh mushr...
Chik-Fil-A Operation Market Garden in Hello
Play on titles. Operation Market Garden was a WWII offense in the Netherlands and the Chik-Fil-A part is about their market salad. Needless to say where we had lunch today. I had to take her t...
No punchline. That’s just my old crew and I going out to party.
WTF BRAIN??? in Dreams And Nightmares
Had a very surreal dream where I relieved my first day of kindergarten but with the knowledge I have now. It was…interesting to say the least. The teacher thought I was crazy. The thunderstorm w...
Exhaustion in Hello
For starters, those fucking dogs were in my backyard again. Called 911 who put me in touch with Animal Control who got my address who then promptly never showed up. Even went online to look up ...
Southern Heat, Alabama Sun in Hello
92 F/33 C Dear lawd the humidity. It’s like walking into a hot wet fart in a sauna. I haven’t mowed the lawn since before mom went into the hospital. Backyard wasn’t so bad, knocked it out in ...
I Don't Want It! in Hello
I just need it! To breathe! To feel! To know I’m alive! Tool - Stinkfist Cravings suck. Under my usual guise of getting a Mt. Dew icee I drove to the liquor store. Arguing with myself the whole...
Guess I'm On Third Shift Again in Hello
I crashed after ten something and woke up a little after midnight. When I realized I wasn’t getting back to sleep I went ahead and tossed another load of laundry in the dryer. 2:15 AM now and h...
Emergency Network in Hello
Swear to the flying spaghetti monster I’m ready to put the remote through the tv every time the ANK ANK ANK of the emergency broadcast system keeps coming on today. We’re under a thunder storm w...
Ultimate Face Palm in Hello
She lost her discharge papers (which had the instructions of what she needed to do) and now I’m convinced she’s giving herself the wrong dosage of insulin. Even after checking the dosage info on...
Sleep Walker in Hello
Though I managed a nap when I got in from group, I’m still in a zombie haze. Feels like I could curl up on a hardwood floor and sleep twelve more hours. Currently sitting at T Mobile with mom. ...
Restless Night in Hello
12:53 AM I drank some iced coffee earlier, twas good. Dinner didn’t turn out quite as good as I had hoped. To me the chicken was a bit bland, the zucchini tasted off and I wasn’t big on the flav...
Escalation in Hello
Those fucking dogs… I wrote a while back about the new neighbors letting their two pitbulls run around with no collar or leash (or supervision…) Well, I was grilling tonight and while whipping up...
Afternoon Naps in Hello
Smokey is in my lap, mom is crashed out in her recliner. The oxygen machine they gave her keeps making me think the dryer is on cause of the noises it makes. I’m gonna have to wake her in a few ...
I'm A Loser According To My Brothers in Hello
Where were they when I drove mom to chemo for cancer? Where were they when I changed out her bandages and wiped her clean? Where were they when she had nuemonia and I visited her everyday when I ...
After I dropped mom off at home I went to the pharmacy to get her meds. When I got back home she realized they didn’t give her the insulin. I had to head back to the hospital and find out what ...
MOM IS HOME!!! in Hello
She was released earlier this morning around 11-ish. Right now I’m sitting at Walgreens getting her prescriptions filled. It’s so fucking hot and humid outside! This is by far the hottest damn ...
Philly Dilly in Hello
She now has nuemonia. Ugh. She has to do three days of antibiotics then MAYBE she can come home. Currently at home on the couch munching on a Philly from Publix with a bag of sour cream and o...
Tired And Headache in Hello
I got two hours of sleep this morning. Peeled myself off the couch and went to group. There I developed a headache from hunger. After I rode by the hospital to visit mom a bit and show off the...
Flamin' Hot in Hello
Just got back from visiting. She got her ice and around 5:30ish they brought her dinner. Why does hospital food look inedible? Pointless story time. I stopped by the vending machines in the lob...
I’m whipping up a pot of chicken tortilla soup. As I’m getting the ingredients ready I realized I’m out of cumin. It was only a half teaspoon so I don’t think it’ll be missed. Haven’t seen mo...
Da Doo Run Run Run Da Doo Run Run in Hello
Yup. Stress has given me a sour stomach today. I’m bored with tv. Wish mom was home so I could annoy her. ☺️. Peacock once said that we live to piss each other off. Kinda true. I am conce...
Achey Breaky Fart UPDATE in Hello
I think the stress has gotten to me. I don’t feel well, my knees ache and my damn arthritic hand is constantly numb. Even though I’ve slept hard, I’m very tired. Ugh. She SHOULD be getting r...
