HoniBunnyCakey ⋅ 17

I'm a pan girl with some issues and some dreams. I want to be author someday and live a comfortable life with someone.

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5 days ago

... in Journal 2020

I tried to purge yesterday

7 days ago

Harajuku in Journal 2020

I watched this short documentary on the “dark side” of harajuku and I really liked it. I was suprised I avoided watching it for so long it was really good. Anyways I had someone flag or something...

June 07, 2020

Over a year in Journal 2020

I’ve had this account for over a year and it still amazes me. I’m proud of myself for writing even if it wasnt day to day.

June 05, 2020

. in Journal 2020

Sometimes I just sit and cry.

June 01, 2020

Track O8 in Antoinette's Revenge

June 01, 2020

Track O7 in Antoinette's Revenge

June 01, 2020

Jun 1st in Journal 2020

Hey. Abandonment life. Kayden abandoned me. Ben…yeah. Single life to. I’ll explain in a later entry the breakup but today we have to focus on my health. I ate a lot.todsy. couldn’t finish dinner....

May 23, 2020

May in Journal 2020

I feel really really bad :( Everyday, I feel weaker now. My chest hurts really bad, my legs ache to the point they feel useless and I can barely stay awake. I’m trying to eat more than snacking ...

May 10, 2020

. in Journal 2020

I just ate a bowl of half cooked, pre cooked chicken nuggets. I am supposed to be watching a movie with Calin and others but it wouldnt load for me. I dont wanna ruin the movie so I’m being quiet...

May 03, 2020

Track O6 in Antoinette's Revenge

May 03, 2020

Track O5 in Antoinette's Revenge

May 03, 2020

Track O4 in Antoinette's Revenge

April 22, 2020

Track O3 in Antoinette's Revenge

April 22, 2020

Track O2 in Antoinette's Revenge

April 22, 2020

Track O1 in Antoinette's Revenge


April 22, 2020

Work ethic in Journal 2020

So, my YouTube channel is getting a lot buzz. I’m honestly shocked that people wre noticing it and I’m feeling self conscious. I wonder if I take a break but then requests are coming in soooo fas...

April 22, 2020

Hair in Journal 2020

I washed and combed my hair today. My mom said I did good. Today was good, still had its ups and downs. I dont want to talk about the downs.

April 20, 2020

Summary in Journal 2020

Sorry for not writing more I just have t had the time. Same old heartbreak from friends and relationships happening. I’ve been fighting a mean cold to. I just dont want to lose Calin. We’re on a ...

April 19, 2020

I... in Journal 2020

I feel dead inside. Just have to keep the smile up.

April 08, 2020

About lili in Journal 2020

I wrote this to Kayden about Lili, I still dont think I’ll ever get my pain across until I break free from it all. Okay I’m tired of feeling bad so imma say this: was me banning lili petty? Maybe...

April 05, 2020

April fifth in Journal 2020

Written April fifth 2019 I feel like I’m burdening so many people. Yesterday, my friend Dray finally messaged me. I was really happy as we have none each other for a while, for 5 years almost. I...

April 02, 2020

Bday in Journal 2020

Its my bday and itz gone well…just I fobt know.... I feel like I’m a burden idk why Everyone’s so and want to care for me…I feel like dirt…going to my happy place more I cant wait to just be gon...

March 22, 2020

Coronavirus update in Journal 2020

So my school closed for a few weeks a week ago and some change due to the virus. I’ve been home, lounging around leaving to only go to the store and such. I’ve been bored as heck honestly. Watch...

Calin is such strange boy. A strange boy, I have. I cant help but wonder what had happened if instead of the others, i found Calin instead. What would have happened if i had been asked out by him...

I feel hurt. I love kayden but I’m a burden to him. My mind is making it clear. I’ve had nightmares regarding our friendship and how much I’ve tainted it. I need to be a good person and leave him...

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