HoniBunnyCakey ⋅ 16

I'm a pan girl with some issues and some dreams. I want to be author someday and live a comfortable life with someone.

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October 31, 2019

Dear Will in Personal Journal

We’ve been friends for so long, and you went threw so much pain. I feel so horrible for all the things I now know and the way i treated you. I feel like my anger towards you had been so childish....

This new sub we got is a annoying. She’s one of those old woman who get angered easily and kinda snappy with you. It doesn’t help the freshman in my class are assholes and disobey her every chanc...

October 08, 2019

Have to do this in Personal Journal

Everything in my body is telling me I have to do this, but also it’s telling me that what I’m doing is wrong. I don’t like manipulating others, I don’t like hurting others. But sometimes you hav...

October 08, 2019

Well Shit in Personal Journal

The delusions have come back. Welp…

So, my boyfriend and I have fixed everything! I’m so happy, you cannot believe the stress it took off of my already heavy shoulders. There’s some more things though ahhh imma blush. Now I call hi...

October 06, 2019

Attention Starved in Personal Journal

I really am at this point (⌐■-■)

October 05, 2019

Ahhh in Personal Journal

Me: please don’t ask me to vore you dear god please I don’t wanna do this omg why me why me why am i- Him: vore rp???

September 28, 2019

Who my bf really is in Personal Journal

I never really talked about him or how we met here, so i guess i should. I met him when i was twelve and he was thirteen tho i thought he was like twenty something at the time and he liked to por...

September 28, 2019

Avoid in Personal Journal

I’m avoiding him right now, idk. He texted after two days of no contact, no messages, nothing. Afterwards he texted me again but i didn’t see a notification, i just happened to check my dms and s...

September 26, 2019

Darkness in Personal Journal

I don’t man, I don’t know what to say.

September 25, 2019

I feel really bad in Personal Journal

I feel really, really bad. So his mom’s been in the hospital (she gets sick a lot) and that’s why he’s been weird. I told him I wanted to take a break and he told me it and that he didn’t want m...

September 24, 2019

Tired 2.0 in Personal Journal


September 24, 2019

What's been going on in Personal Journal

I’ve been living a kinda two live situation. I have a whole fantasy life that just is starting to feel more real to me now, more alive. I can just sink into it and be happy. I have a group of fr...

September 17, 2019

September 17 in Personal Journal

Hey diary. I’m sad, the usual kinda just exhausted..nothing to write again.

September 16, 2019

K-12 in Personal Journal

That movie, that album is iconic and I shall forever cherish Melanie Martinez. I never really liked her music to the point of worship, only knowing/liking her songs Carousel and Dollhouse. Over t...

September 15, 2019

What's wrong with me in Personal Journal

I can’t find any answers and I’m in tears at this point. Genophobia. It makes sense but it also doesn’t. Every article I found says it’s rape or culture pressure that causes it. I just don’t have...

September 13, 2019

It's just me in Personal Journal

He’s actively ignoring me now and I feel like crap. Every time, i get my hopes uo and I now I feel stupid I haven’t been able to write in here since I feel so.dumb about my entries I don’t even t...

September 11, 2019

Letter to Alex in Personal Journal

Dear Alex, I regret agreeing to ever date you last spring. You seemed so strong, so defiant and so cute I couldn’t help but like you. I should have listened to all of our friends who told me it w...

September 10, 2019

Boyfriend 2.0 in Personal Journal

So we talked and he revealed he’s been super stressed lately and needs time alone to clear his head. I started to cry a bit, because I just feel useless kinda if I can’t be someone he can to when...

September 10, 2019

GOD DAMNIT in Personal Journal


September 10, 2019

The end. in Personal Journal

Goodnight, hopefully.

I don’t know what to do with all the pills. I think your supposed to flush them down the toilet when you don’t take them but have to hide the fact. I’ll do that I think. John said I didn’t have t...

September 09, 2019

Does he even care in Personal Journal

It feels like he doesn’t. Like he doesn’t even love me anymore, they’re empty words to me. I can’t even feel anything in my heart anymore. It feels empty and dead now. He won’t text me for nearly...

September 08, 2019

Not special in Personal Journal

I feel so dumb, I just left the writing group as soon as I could. I found a review on one of my old works online and got super excited to see i was invited to a online writing group! I haven’t wr...

September 08, 2019

Disgust in Personal Journal

I feel like a horrible person. I want to die so badly I’m even fantasizing about it. I’m terrified of anyone find where I live on here and contacting my family. I’ll be punished and I can’t take ...

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