HoniBunnyCakey ⋅ 17

I'm a pan girl with some issues and some dreams. I want to be author someday and live a comfortable life with someone.

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4 days ago

Bday in Journal 2020

Its my bday and itz gone well…just I fobt know.... I feel like I’m a burden idk why Everyone’s so and want to care for me…I feel like dirt…going to my happy place more I cant wait to just be gon...


March 22, 2020

Coronavirus update in Journal 2020

So my school closed for a few weeks a week ago and some change due to the virus. I’ve been home, lounging around leaving to only go to the store and such. I’ve been bored as heck honestly. Watch...


Calin is such strange boy. A strange boy, I have. I cant help but wonder what had happened if instead of the others, i found Calin instead. What would have happened if i had been asked out by him...


I feel hurt. I love kayden but I’m a burden to him. My mind is making it clear. I’ve had nightmares regarding our friendship and how much I’ve tainted it. I need to be a good person and leave him...


March 03, 2020

Entry in Journal 2020

Can’t think of any title. SATs tommorow. Nervous as always. Menstrual cycle started. Didn’t puke this time. Just had to pee. I’m in bed, thinking of Linka. He’s an amazing boyfriend. Amazing per...


March 01, 2020

Catch up in Journal 2020

What’s been happening 1) another creep using me and attempting to manipulate me in a weak state. 2) incoming SATs this wendsday. 3) set up my senior classes, taking four classes and only three ma...


February 28, 2020

Pt2 in Journal 2020

Adding on to the previous entry, I think Kayden’s annoyed with me. So is Wolfie. And Fairy. Everyone is annoyed with me…even Linka :(


February 28, 2020

Scared in Journal 2020

I think I’m pushing Kayden away


February 27, 2020

Nn. in Journal 2020

Crying


February 24, 2020

Jealousy in Journal 2020

Fairyfriend is so perfect, Linky must have told her so much about his life. Lily is perfect to, Kayden tell me all the time. Joy’s just as perfect as the both of them… I feel so jealous....why ca...


February 22, 2020

Coughing in Journal 2020

I feel sicker than when I had the flu… probably from crying so much… God…I just want to lay down and hife


February 22, 2020

Another bad day in Journal 2020

Another bad day and it’s barely even started…barely slept…spent a lot of the time coughing or crying my eyes out.....


February 21, 2020

... in Journal 2020

boyfriend doesn’t get it about my mom I won’t mention it anymore


February 21, 2020

Cold in Journal 2020

I feel like I’m all alone in the cold


February 20, 2020

Bad day in Journal 2020

I need to write, I feel like I might pass out. I’m very tired mentally and physically, I feel emotionally drained. I just want to do my boyfriend right....but I’m not and I feel like I’m losing h...


February 20, 2020

Rocking in Journal 2020

I think I need to sleep more, my hallucinations are coming back in the tenfold. I just had one about my keyboard on my phone and I restarted it in a panic. I’m paraniod about my bf, I’m scared he...


February 18, 2020

Confessions in Journal 2020

I’m writing this because I feel like it’s time. This diary I want my daughter to read when I’m old enough to have one and maybe she’ll understand why her mother is understandable. I had a thirty ...


February 17, 2020

Trust in Journal 2020

I don’t know if I trust my mom anymore or if I ever did. Sure, I get along with her but I don’t really trust her now. She acts as if I’m always mad or this bad, rude person. I’m not. This is why ...


February 14, 2020

Lost friends in Journal 2020

Since they diary I’ve made many friends. And I’ve lost many of them. I started to wonder if I’m the problem and reason why but I can’t find anyway to prove that. If so it must be my personality, ...


February 12, 2020

Angry in Journal 2020

I’m so angry I don’t know know why I’m just so so angry. I’m crying I’m so angry. I want to just scribble on paper until I can’t stop. I feel my insides boiling and I just want to kick and scream...


February 11, 2020

I was never meant in Journal 2020

Emi left. And I tried to DM him today only to remember her left. John doesn’t want to do anything anymore and since that’s the only way we talked we’re never talking anymore I guess. Lili’s alter...


February 11, 2020

I was never meant in Journal 2020

I was never meant to be a good person. I was never meant to be happy. I get that now. I’m tired of trying and then all my work is thrown in my face. I don’t recognize myself anymore. I feel more ...


February 11, 2020

Demons in Journal 2020

There’s bad people in the world and today kinda proved to me how bad you try, you will be seen as a bad person. It will make you rot and went to tear yourself apart from the inside, you’ll want t...


February 11, 2020

Little Mermaid in Journal 2020

Wolfie was nice today, he sent me some nice messages. I regret my crush I had on him so much, I only told him to help not make our friendship uncomfortable. He’s twenty three and I’d never date a...


February 09, 2020

February ninth in Journal 2020

So. Yeah life’s been sicky. I’ve been trying to talk to John, Lili or Kayden about stuff. But I pretty much gave up. I just. Gave up for a good reason, just trust me on this. Something happened y...


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