Sleeping Pills in Journal 2022

Today was something. My brother humiliated me in public again. I don’t have any energy as I write this tonight. I feel so alone, so done with the world over school and family and struggles to get job and bills. I just want to go away. To disappear and live happily.

Each person or pig I tell this either humors or tries to cheer me up. Nothing will change, it’ll brighten then worsen. I wish I took sleeping pills to escape into a dreamless night.