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Ive been getting into the habit lately of asking myself: do I respect myself? Am I respecting myself when I insert behavior here? Right now, is this choice respecting myself? It’s mostly on a phy...

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Despite the fact that we are in the true in-between phase where every day could be rain, ice, snow, or warm sunshine… I’m starting to come out of it. What IS it with seasonal depression?? I hones...

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It took me 33 years to begin to ACTUALLY adult. I still don’t completely adult. My husband doesn’t either. My upbringing was hardly an upbringing, though - in the sense of house I wasn’t ever in...

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I am a really socially awkward person. The funny thing is… I am REALLY social! And I love being social. Social is life lol. But sometimes I can say the stupidest shit. Especially when meeting pe...

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First off, I never apologize for things I write. Usually it’s the dark side of me - and yeah, I can’t be as “raw” usually. Before it sounds like everyone else in the world… I’ll just say - I’m ti...

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I am the worst at forgiving. And anger. And you know what??! I have no remorse, and I’m good at that, and glad I’m good at it. So I’m confident in my actions and don’t actually want to take them ...

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I hear this a lot. Like… A lot. All in college. All post college. In college it was because of my body shape and because of the fact that I want to know what racism is. I was the white girl t...

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I’m 3 years ahead and I’m still upset. I’ve written about this topic before, but while phone surfing the anger has risen again. So I may as well write about it. I was targeted by my former boss...

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This is fascinating. The past almost 10? years I’ve known her, we just can’t seem to get along. I don’t know what her problem is. She isn’t just like this toward me. She is a bitch to DH’s whole...

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I’m not going into the school shooting on Valentines Day. I’m a liberal. Enough said. What I will say is this - I am getting physically sick from it. FB friend posts are non stop. I also can’t k...

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Hey, thanks to anyone that’s been commenting lately. Your comments and words have not gone unread or unappreciated. I haven’t been surfing PB entries yet. If you’ve been reading, I’m in a funk - ...

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Bored at the moment, so of course I deal with voices. You’re not active enough. You’re not clean enough. You can’t follow simple meal plans. You can’t go to the gym. You’re still scared of “dirt...

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I had to quit work a few years ago. “You’re SO lucky!” they said. “WOW you get to raise your kids!!” they said. I’ve partially lived in shame - people ask me what I do, and I make excuses for w...

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Every day, an email from Neale Donald Walsh spurts to my inbox. (Well, his office, of course lol) Today’s was about rushing. The more you rush around to “fix everything” or “get ready” doesn’t d...

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This is about a moment in time - not about anything present or social issues of now or what’s worse nowadays than back then. Sometimes I might write things gasp for myself. If any comments pop up...

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I used to be so tightly tangled and had anxiety written all over me. Everything was rush, rush, rush. Walking down the hallway I was a rush. Driving was a rush. Shopping was a rush. I was alway...

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I’m finding open diary all over the place - I didn’t know how big it actually was over here. Well, I’m under an entirely different username and I plan to stay anonymous for at least a while. Her...

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First entry ever. “Yes, I’m doing fine.” “My oldest is a genius. I got a dog. My germ phobia is getting better, I can do dishes now. I can also clean some. I don’t see a therapist anymore. I tak...

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