Well, tomorrow's another day. in Plain ol' Stuff

I used to be so tightly tangled and had anxiety written all over me.

Everything was rush, rush, rush.

Walking down the hallway I was a rush. Driving was a rush. Shopping was a rush. I was always, always rushing.

I still kind of have that trait bc I always feel like NO ONE has a sense of urgency lol.

As I’ve been unwinding from the anxiety over the past few years into a more healthy state, I’ve started to calm down on that, too.

One of the curses is that I have been able to tell myself, “tomorrow is another day, it’s okay…” and have learned to release.

It’s a curse bc I can do that with all sorts of stuff. Then everything gets labeled as “tomorrow is another day!” and I have so many tomorrows that “tomorrow” never actually happens.

This particular instance necessarily a lazy thing… I just am able to let go more and feel okay about it. Sure, some of it is, lol ;) I’m just not “IT’S THE END OF THE WORLD!!!” that I used to be.

Blessing and a curse.

My life would be better if I had some more urgency again.