Bored. in Plain ol' Stuff

Bored at the moment, so of course I deal with voices.

You’re not active enough. You’re not clean enough. You can’t follow simple meal plans. You can’t go to the gym. You’re still scared of “dirty” things. You’re really lazy. You put things off bc they are scary.

I have the world. The whole entire world.

I can do whatever I want. I really can. I’m so lucky.

It doesn’t solve everything, of course.

I want an obsession. I’ve tried to get obsessed with something, but it hasn’t clicked yet. Whenever I live and breathe something, I am the happiest camper.

Anyone reading this - these are just passing thoughts. Know that my every day is genuine happiness. I just can improve, and here are my weaknesses.

Meh, I don’t feel like I got to the heart of the problem here. I still feel a little empty and frustrated.