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Dad’s fucked up in the head. I can’t blame him. It’s sad. He kept blaming my mom for things he has no evidence for. Things that he himself did. Things that are honestly understandable for her to ...

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We got back together. But it’s like a roller coaster. I suck at communication, but I damn well try. I fucked something up and from that point on, he said he will ‘put less pressure on me’, said h...

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It’s 1pm. I’ve been ruminating since I woke up at 6am today. Been a long time since I wrote an entry here. I am doing it now to sort myself out. Got diagnosed with Depression last, let’s see… Mar...

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Didn’t think I’d be this clingy. From the start, I was wary. Have always been. People are, generally, difficult to deal with. He said, let your guard down, I will do the same. Let’s be genuine in...

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I lost the key to the apartment yesterday. It taught me that I am bad with coping with stress. …or, actually, I’m not sure if I am. I was really exhausted from yesterday’s errands, and that took ...

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Almost a year since I last wrote. Migrated here in America last October, didn’t write ever since. Last entry was dated September 2015. Of course it was about Dota 2. (I honestly think I wrote ano...

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It’s been a while since I’ve fallen in love with anyone on a romantic sense. I’m not sure what I am feeling now. For years, I’ve fallen hard for Benedict and have done nothing about it. I decided...

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I’m not upset. …I think I am, but I don’t want to be. I just did some deep breathing thing I learned some time ago on the internet. I felt physically calm, but my brain keeps arguing about the po...

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Today I’ve decided to take a little vacation. I stopped thinking about the things that I have to do. I’m in my room the whole day, barely spoke at all. I allowed myself to do whatever I felt like...

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I wish that when I’d come to this site, I’d write something funny or amazing for once. -sigh- Okay, that’s it. I’m not trusting anyone anymore. No more. Enough. I am not a play thing. I am not st...

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Ah, dear. It’s been ages since I last visited this site. I would write on paper on an ordinary day. It’s still an ordinary day today. Well, that’s the problem. I’m sick of ordinary days. Because ...

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You read that right. I'm scared of nothing. I'm scared. Of nothing. I'm scared right now. For no reason. Much mislead. Wow. -insert meme pic here- The term should be anxious, because fear nee...

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...Okay, that title is too dramatic. I do what I want. pout Yesterday was our Oath Taking ceremony, and I had to give a speech. As I got up on stage, I flaunted my cheat script around because it...

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[I've written this a while ago, but meh.] I can't believe that my last entry was just three days ago. Usually it takes me more than a week to even bother writing. This might mean I'm suffering. ...

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