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Seems the anxiety issues have seemed to ease slightly. The one I figured that was the reason it was kicking off had their meeting last week with senior partner basically she said they sound like...

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Have been dealing with more anxiety again. Was close to calling off going out last night with hubby and a friend to an event at the bar my uncle DJs at. Did end up going, and glad I did it was a ...

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Mentally this week so far.. Husband is sick again though… He insisted he sleep on the couch so i let him..... As I was heading out the door this morning he was crawling back into bed.. lol I’m on...

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Anxiety seems to be here to stay this week.... Home - work - can’t escape it. Need to get back to taking magnesium again.. apparently that can help, but when I was sick in January I dropped the ...

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Having it big time these past few weeks. Stupid shit I’ve done at work making my brain think the boss(es) 1- hate me, 2-I’m going to be fired or 3 - at least severely reprimanded, and 4- that I ...

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Tired of this month already. D lost one of his aunt’s last week, and now tonight I found out that my old lady neighbor who was one of my Avon customers passed away.. Her wake is tomorrow, so I’m...

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Had a physio appointment today in regards to my fall injury.. and while not happy withy progress healing wise, apparently the specialist is with what I told her and how I’m doing physically. She...

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Is my life this time of year.... And about a week ago, I went and made it worse.. I had a nasty fall at my haunt.. I was up on a high perch, and after doing the same thing I had been doing all mo...

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Mom was in an accident tonight on her way home from work… she says she’s at fault but I’m trying to figure out how… I know WHERE the accident happened, and the only stop sign there would be the o...

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Ooopps .. long one.. hadn’t realized it has been so long… Welp. There hasn’t been a peep from ex-younger co-worker since the last entry. So that’s dusted! We had about half a dozen interviews - n...

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Welp.. a little bit more drama with the exited younger co-worker, and I’m pretty sure this will be it. She put the two lawyers she left in a lurch down as references for her ‘dream job ‘ . Well, ...

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… of being the only support staff member on at work.. Older coworker was on 3 day vaca… (though i know she wasn’t exactly relaxing.. she was actually babysitting her grandkids…) I managed well en...

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Typing this as I am on the bus enroute to work… Younger co-worker is finally quitting.... It isn’t pretty and it’s going to throw a shit ton of work on to me that I am not there for… I at least ...

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Found out this morning while I was at work that a good friend of my father’s has passed away. He passed a week ago today he was here in the city in the hospital that my father was in when they w...

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So far feels exactly like 40… Woke up a little later than normal this morning, D gave me some cash to go get my hair done at some point. Where we are now is right by a cosmetology school, so look...

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I was to damn drained to write about yesterday. I’m not sure what the fuck is happening to me, but my tough skin I used to have seems to be wearing thin.. or it’s just bad (monthly) timing, but ...

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To update… Work ~ Just passed my 1 year at work. 🎉 Had to do a self evaluation a few weeks back. Fucking hate those. Followed up with one on one meetings for each of us about a week back. Hate ...

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Fuck. I do this all the time it seems. Get going on a spree where I actually log in everyday, check on my regulars, and leave an update or two, then I go and not log in for like a month..... spe...

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I realized I haven’t updated lately. We’re in the new place, and roughly half unpacked. Need to get curtains and rods for the balcony doors and windows still…and kittens are finally warming up ...

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Took two truck loads and 3 car loads, but we’re in. we beat the wind and rain we were forecasted last night. I am sitting on the daybed in the living room, which thank gods its an ikea pull o...

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Went to the inspection. Went well, and found out about visitor parking, or lack thereof..... We have a spot in our lease at least, so where we don’t currently have a car, ppl can use that. He di...

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Left in the apartment in the house that’s been my home for almost 16 years. 10 for Dirk. It’s bittersweet, and there is still so much to do… A friend is booking a U-Haul for us for Wed late afte...

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Confirmation from power company finally came through, so sent that off this morning. Now lease is signed, and sent a text to the building manager asking when works for him to come do the “in” ins...

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So we finally landed a new place. Official move date is less then two weeks away. So much packing to do. On top of working and trying to prep for the THREE craft shows I have in Dec. We though...

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Landlord was in tonight. Gave me notice Trying to tell me he was doing me a favor cause he didn’t have to legally give me notice. “Bullshit” Tells me he is moving out of province and needs ou...

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