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1/13
I am really just so over everyone being sick. When will it fucking end?
1/4 (edit)
I had a rough night on NYE – couldn’t sleep well, woke up a lot, etc. I’m almost in my third trimester, so it’s par for the course, I suppose. The kids only went to bed about 15 minutes later tha...
12/29
Christmas was great! We had family over and managed to keep the house pretty clean. The only thing that wasn’t great was two kids ended up getting sick. They had fevers, and then two kids were th...
12/21
I’m on break from work and school! I’m doing some laundry, did some dishes, dyed my hair, and finished putting together all of the stockings and wrapping presents. I need to finish cleaning for g...
12/18
Life’s going! Things that have happened recently: – Lorelei had her tonsils out. She’s all healed up and never had any major issues. She was acting like herself a couple hours after the procedure...
11/27
Thanksgiving break is at an end, and life as normal is resumed. I’m not too thrilled about it, really. Although I only have three work weeks left before my next break (which is about a month long...
the deep end of the darkness
Sometimes I do so well. I’m a machine who can keep humming along, until one day, I can’t. Sometimes I think I am in constant motion and planning to avoid letting it catch me. But I cannot always ...
11/13
ONE MORE WEEK UNTIL THANKSGIVING BREAK, THEN TWO WEEKS LEFT OF THE SEMESTER! I’m very much looking forward to next week off of work/school, then I only have two weeks of school, and three weeks o...
11/2
Halloween went off without a hitch! I was able to leave work early and go to Cannon’s school to bring snacks and visit him at his class party. I love doing that stuff! I love interacting with hi...
10/30
I had an intake appointment with a therapist today. I think it’s going to go well. She specializes in CBT which is what I wanted to do. I dread going to work. The professor that I’m having issues...
10/27
All I ever want to do is make plans, lists, and goals. I have personal goals, home/kid goals, and vague work/school goals. This week for personal goals I made myself a dentist appointment, and a...
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I feel like everything is mostly daunting. I understand now why I’m so anxious about having a baby and James isn’t. He said “I know I can do it.” I don’t think that I can. I don’t think I can tak...
10/9
I’m woefully behind with my reading for class tonight, but I need to read one more chapter and then I’ll be caught up. Next week is halfway through the semester, and I’m awfully glad for that. It...
9/27
He’s home. ❤️
same as ever
I can’t sleep. I can’t keep doing this. I’m tired of everything.
9/25
Today I am focused. My car was done, but I took an Uber to pick it up. $300. Plus another $100 to get the alignment fixed (I spent almost $2,000 last year after I hit a curb, but I guess it’s sti...
9/13
Life’s been pretty uneventful! Just normal stuff. I have some downtime at work, so I’ll record stuff. I did get legally married recently, but we didn’t have a ceremony and I haven’t changed my la...
I AM SURVIVING.
This is a long and arduous week, but I’ve managed to not fall asleep at my desk during my first week at my new job as a graduate research assistant, and I’ve gotten most of my school work done. I...
8/18
The next week is going to be insane. Monday: Head to work for some paperwork/ironing things out/training. Do eclipse family stuff. Go to class at 5. Get home at 8. And maybe a budget presentation...
8/15
Today is Cannon’s first day of kindergarten. He’s so excited. I’m a nervous wreck. It’s so hard to send my son with autism to a classroom full of neuro-typical kids who may not understand him. I...
8/10
I am rather stressed out, as usual! Life is busy and I can barely keep up. I’m always exhausted. I’m pretty damn sick everyday too, so that isn’t helping. Cannon’s first day of kindergarten is ne...
8/4
I got a new job. I am a graduate research assistant for the division I’m a student in at my university. I’m nervous because, well, early pregnancy is no joke, and with starting a new job there wi...
Dang
I love my outfit today. Tie dye shorts are my fav. https://instagram.com/p/BW3CiClFBIH/
7/21
Today is Lorelei’s third birthday! I can’t believe she’s such a big kid now. She always has something to say. She’s rather extroverted. She loves to play with other people. She’s always been dete...
7/17
I finally got to go swimming yesterday and it was glorious and I’m definitely going again as soon as possible! What is summer without swimming?! Not my kind of summer, that’s for sure. We got a l...
