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I’ve been on a mushroom kick lately. I put them in my ramen, in my eggs, in my salad. Who knew they could taste so good and work with everything?! Tomorrow is my first day at the gym again. I’ve ...

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I’m really tired. I haven’t worked this hard in months and now my body is starting to feel the toll. Even now,I feel like I could sleep another 4 hours or so. This whole week I’ve have to leave t...

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Yesterday went by pretty fast, which I’m grateful for. I’m trying not to let myself get so worked up for the 25th. I made a long To-Do-List to help keep myself focused and it seems to be working....

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I feel invincible. I want to wake up at 4 am and go swimming at the gym. I want to come home to shower, change and then go kill it in my classes. I want to learn how to jump rope like a real boxe...

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I took a mental health day today. I emailed my teacher at 7 am to express I wasn’t going to be there because I didn’t sleep well at all last night. My cramps woke me up around 2 am and then it wa...

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I’ve gained 5lbs, I’m officially the heaviest I ever been in my life. What’s going on with me? The gym I go to has shut down at night due to staffing problems and so I either have to drive across...

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So I had a pretty good day yesterday. My phone died around 3 pm and I had ZERO motivation to charge it. The silence was fucking golden and I was knee-deep in Dragon Quest 11. Chu made burgers aga...

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I’m bringing in the New Year on my period. Great. Well…it is actually pretty great because I’d rather that than a baby. Let’s pray that 2020 we stay baby-free. I’m going to take it easy today, I ...

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Damn if I didn’t feel the Christmas magic this year. Going over to my ex-sister-in-law’s house was a really great decision on my part. With Chu being in Cali with his family I was able to freely ...

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I got up early today to head to the bank, fill up my gas tank (something Chu was supposed to do) and go to the grocery store for my shake supplies. Happy to say that I did all that in record time...

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I talked to Chu the other night about my options for school. He made a really good point about me not wanting to waste my time at dead-end jobs. We did FASA the other night and I was actually eli...

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Happy Monday everyone. I got up early with Chu (5 am) but didn’t get out of bed until 7:30 am. I hope I keep this same energy when I finally get a job. I applied to like 4 places today, the close...

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I applied for 2 jobs today, will do a 3rd one after my shower and workout. I already know the site and they ask a lot of questions.` I woke up a little mad today because the stray cat that has mo...

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I was supposed to get my nieces this weekend but I just got a text from their mother and it seems like one of their best friends committed suicide last night. They are in Jr. High. What the hell ...

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I had a good weekend. I did my math on and I had room in my budget to splurge on a $60 game. Another JPRG, which is perfect because the replay value is so damn high. My favorite. So I pretty much...

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I had my interview the other day. I felt like crap though. I was on the third day of my period, belly bloated to hell and I had to squeeze, I mean really shake my ass to get into my good intervie...

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I really enjoyed my weekend. When I left school on Thursday I knew that all I wanted to do for the upcoming days was to lay around naked and play video games. That’s all I thought about really. L...

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I went to an open mic last night. I’m trying to get back into the groove of being “busy”. Plus, it was a free event and since me and Chu are broke as a joke right now, we decided it was a good co...

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Chu wants kids. Dear God, help us. Its always been a back and forward issue with him. I know as a male he has never thought too long about what it takes to raise a child. His upbringing and view ...

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Long-time, no write. I just wanted to give a quick update and make a dedication to writing more. I’m going to break it up into categories to make my mind less messy. Love & Sex Whatever stran...

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The Jerk-Off fest is finally over! Hallelujah! I only masturbated once today and it was weak sauce. Never had such an uninspiring orgasm in my life HAHAHAHA! The fever has totally left me and I’m...

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So it finally happen today. One of my classmates in my legal class was walking into the building the same time I was and gave me a slow look over. She complimented my hair, then my dress and then...

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I bleed a little bit today. I think I over did it. I’m tender and sore and utterly exhausted but behind that I still want more. What the hell is wrong with me? Why am I like this? What has change...

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I’ve been masturbating to the same porn scene for like 8 years. What the fuck does that say about me?

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I recently finished a beautiful anime called Natsuyuki Rendezvous. Silly me, I thought it would be funny…and parts of it was but I cried during every episode. It was written so well and I couldn’...

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