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Im so tried staying ip till 4 was not smart as i walked the door for school my stepdad said do we have a understanding who is in chatge . I just looked at he and said yes sir he then life is goo...

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First I wrote a really long mean entry because I was mad but deleted it so if you read it sorry just the troll thing again but I got over it I never stay mad long. This is my longest entry yet ...

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I was talking to my girlfriend probably the only person I really trust and I told her about this journal and all the comments I get she read it last night she didn’t learn anything she didn’t kno...

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First thanks to everyone for being so nice and I don’t think I ever wrote this but if my stuff is hard to read I have Double Deficit Dyslexia phonological dyslexia and rapid naming deficit dyslex...

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One thing about writing on here about my life I have learned there are nice people outside my world and just give support and even advice that helps. but there are some that sent messages not so ...

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Stepdad is on a mission to make up for not riding me Sunday He woke me up at 5 am and ask if I thought I had got away with the way I acted all weekend. going off when his friends were there disr...

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It is so messed up my stepdad keep pushing so hard today. He is going to fique out a way to blame me for the house getting broke it to not sure how I caused it but he has done everything he can t...

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My stepdad is still on the warpath, He just keeps pushing today I ask him to stop he got in my face and said make me I got mad and said make me really were not 3 he turned red and knocked me do...

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I looked and I have 47 entries I hate writing about this crap it is all most embarrassing I so hope documenting all this helps get him one day soon like my teacher said but round two it’s going...

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This will be long Going to be a long weekend I walked in from school went to my room my stepdad walked in yelling because of the mud I tracked in He walked in and shoved me on the bed yelling how...

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Well life’s back to normal for two weeks my stepdad is home two weeks and out of town a week so at least I get a normal life ever two weeks for now. He got me out of bed at 530 and showed me ever...

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My stepdad has been working on the road but he is back and it has all ready started he walked in and started naming things I had done wrong.The list was long of course that is normal for him. it ...

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well, just another day. Walked in stepdad let me know how I did everything wrong and made me redo the dishes from breakfast it was kind of funny because all the dishes I had to redo we didn’t use...

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Well almost time for my stepdads super bowl party to start. I guess it is time for the perfect loving family to get ready. I got my list of duties. I hate this stuff but it does mean at least par...

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emphasized textThe day started with a new wake up time not sure why but now I have to get up at 5:30 am instead of 6:30. My stepdad rolled me out of bed literally and ask me why I didn’t set my a...

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The break is over My stepdad got home. He walked through the house, but I fooled him he couldn’t find anything out of place lord knows he tried. I hate it mom had to go straight to work so it was...

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I got up in such a bad mood because well I explained in my last entry my stepdad likes to humiliate me, I think, well he tries it doesn’t ever work on me. but I was so mad. I think he thinks it w...

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I hate I have to title entries never know what to call them He finally came in my room and started on me for being late and I ask him why I was in trouble for being late and not my stepbrother a...

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we had another round I got home late from school by 10 min. the bus was late.so that set him off and it’s been downhill since at least so far he has just grounded me to my room. But he is getting...

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got home it started again I walked in and he unloaded on me my stepdad started yelling how he was sick of the house be messed up and grabbed me and pulled in the living room pointing out glasses ...

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First I want to thank everyone that reached out it does help so what I’m going to write may sound different than what I mean for it to so please nobody take it wrong and I’m not making excuses fo...

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well, he came home mad and loaded I stayed in my room, but he came in to tell me how sorry I was and deserved everything I got for messing up his life. I lost it and ask him how it was my fault h...

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Finally got the internet back. Not even sure why I was grounded from using it. I guess I was annoying my Stepdad when I was around him, He said I was pestering him (I had to look that up) I nev...

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Finally, home from my stepdad’s family. O learned his whole family is just like him full of bullies. I never seen so many people spend there time bulling each other. I mean they did crap to each ...

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Peace never lasts my stepdad got home walked in yelling about work being shit and if it weren’t for me he wouldn’t have to work at that shit job not sure how that works he has worked there for li...

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