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Sweet Surrender
I’m on the tail end of a head cold. It was pretty quick, thank gods. Yesterday I managed to not give a fuck. It was an interesting state of mind that I would like to visit more often. All the wei...
Classy
I just had my first class. I’m overwhelmed, as per usual. Why? Math! I need a strong understanding of what I’m doing. I need to see it in my head. Luckily, I took Applied Math this time last year...
Jitters
I had my physical today. My thyroid was a concern again. It is very prominent. I mentioned that we did an ultrasound on it a few years ago. I assumed that no news was good news. We went over thos...
Plot Twist
Plot twist. I think I’m coming down with the flu. Did I microwave my brain with my new wireless headphones? lol. This will be over quickly. I think I might be the only person who enjoys it. The ...
vf = g x t
In Newton’s Law of Physics, I am not allowed to get my way. I am being melodramatic, I know. After I wrote my previous entry, my body decided that it needed to do something. I could not stop urin...
Get a Grip
After I wrote my entry yesterday, my anxiety hit me pretty hard again. I don’t experience that fear and panic anymore so it took me a while to clue in. I was just feeling flustered at the grocery...
Hello Darkness My Old Friend
My anxiety flared up yesterday while I was at work. I haven’t experienced anxiety in almost two months. Following that high is always a low. My depression usually follows it. That also happened a...
Dream Dream Dream
I haven’t been sleeping too well the last few nights. I keep having vivid dreams that wake me up. One after another. I wrote some of them down the moment I woke up because they felt cinematic. I...
Randomings
My new computer speakers arrived yesterday evening. I had missed the Amazon driver while I was out with my grandmother. I didn’t want to wait an extra day so it was a pleasant surprise that they ...
Intervention/Hustle Culture
I need an intervention. I keep abusing my credit card. I just made my last purchase for the week so help me god. So help me GoDaddy, I should say. GoDaddy is the site that is going to host my web...
Launch
I am trying to prioritize my journals and other projects today. I am actually winning with the journals, finally. I managed to figure out how to get the cover to fit within the parameters for dir...
Trinity
Things don’t usually happen in three’s for me. At least I never notice. This morning, somebody reached out to me about doing a podcast with her. The topic is healing from sexual trauma. My friend...
Violated
I actually made it to the gym this morning. My social anxiety made me freeze up the moment I turned off my car. I sat there for several minutes before I bit the bullet. Just as I thought, there w...
Insecurities
I was feeling fun and confident and decided to play around with my new microphone and get myself comfortable in front of the camera. In no time I became miserable and insecure. I was face to face...
Long Weekend Kick-off
This week was a busy one at work. We have a long weekend so I am kicking it off with some whiskey and Jakub Józef Orliński. It is a one-minute drive to my work so I keep getting there early. I d...
Once in a Blue Moon
My mood changed shortly after the entry I wrote yesterday. My headphones arrived and I fell in love with them. They fit over my ears and the sound was great. I’ve never owned a pair like this bef...
Slight Dread
Today was going well until con-19 propaganda started popping up in my feeds while I was doom scrolling. They’re manufacturing consent up here in Iranada for masks. Last time it was just two weeks...
Dilemma
I officially registered for my course today. They offered me physics again which brought up some PTSD. I am contemplating it though. I wanted to take chemistry in January but they only had 40S (g...
Choices
Well, I knew that my interactions with this certain character that added me on FB was going to end with him blocking me. I responded to one of his posts. It was a public display of attention. He...
Side Quests
I’m in too deep and have to see this project through. The side quest is to create blank journals to sell through Kindle Direct Publishing. I can’t seem to get the measurements to work out for me....
Sleepwalking
I slipped back into one habit that I am trying to break. Just one little habit comes with a lot of baggage. It’s like I become somebody else. I have a different mindset, a different set of emotio...
TGIF
I liked today. I decided to throw everyone’s caution advice to the wind and just do what I do. Report hazards and report everything wrong that I find. I got a lot of praise and positive feedback ...
Eye of the Storm
My part of the city got wrecked by a big hailstorm. I had just started to lift some weights, while I was at home, when it started to sound really bad outside. I grabbed by phone once I saw it hai...
Hump Day
If I am going to be addicted to my phone I might as well stick to content that is a little more useful. I looked into Chat GBT and I am sold. I will pay for the premium. It’ll be like my little r...
Wonderlist
I managed to will myself to focus on two of my side projects. I made the journals I am aiming to sell through Amazon for a passive income but they have watermarks that I’m not willing to pay to r...
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