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6 days ago

At The end in meh...

My pms is backwards. I have controlled the bitchy part of it at the on set, but it always comes around when it’s almost over. With it, I also feel sad and everything in my life that is super pat...


April 11, 2018

A Bit Here, A Bit There in meh...

Nothing much to scream about really. My daughter and I had a conversation and I told her that I can’t always trust her to tell me the truth about a lot of stuff because she has a penchant for lyi...


April 08, 2018

Never. A. Gain. in meh...

I will watch baby girl, but this here great nephew of mine??? I thought I was the baby whisperer. All the babies love me and I them. But this little boy… I just can’t watch him again unless we sp...


April 06, 2018

Unpopular Opinion in meh...

So once before I made a comment about how technology is cancelling out basic common sense. Like the app or whatever it is that allows you to realize that you’ve left a child in the car and shit l...


April 03, 2018

She's Up To No Good in meh...

Since she received her tax refund and got her car, she’s been hanging out with “a friend.” Some little rusty ass dude that she is driving around and dumping her kids off at places. “What did you ...


April 02, 2018

Random As Ever in meh...

As of 11:59 on Friday, my cell service was shut off. I can only text with other T-mobile users. So the only other people I’ve been able to communicate with is my son & Him. So my weekend wa...


March 28, 2018

I Was Talking To Myself in meh...

I was thinking to myself, which turned into a one sided conversation, as it always does. I was thinking of my niece and about shit relationships. This always brings me to my kids father. One thi...


March 28, 2018

Since I Have Some Time in meh...

I came home from work yesterday and decided not to cook. As a matter of fact, my son wasn’t home and I laid on the couch and stayed there. I think, when I go through hormone changes, or because I...


My credit union account has been mine since I was a teenager. I’ve stuck with it through acquisitions, name changes, I’ve always been there. Now, I think it’s time to leave them. So I think I wro...


March 24, 2018

Saturday Morning in meh...

So I’m trying to figure out if I can do without my phone for a week. The short answer is yes I can. The other answer is should I? So I sat down and went over my costs for this pay period. I will ...


March 19, 2018

Couple Things in meh...

1) Daughter’s car. So, her tax returns afforded her to buy a car from someone. She thinks it’s all wine and roses. She keeps asking me how much plates cost. I keep telling her that plates are rel...


March 19, 2018

Starving in meh...

Note: Written 3/19/2011 In the wild, half naked, alone with nothing to sustain The hunger grows everyday The pain of without becomes unbearable Sustinence is, at best, a mere memory, but I had a ...


March 19, 2018

Day Is Ending in meh...

Daughter bought a car. I can’t even by a new pair of pants. I’m just really feeling defeated with this whole tax thing. I talked to a friend who told me to file an extension. I looked it up and I...


March 17, 2018

It's Official in meh...

I owe the feds $747.66. I went a head and wrestled with my state taxes as well. I’m getting a small refund of that back. At least I’m getting something. I just don’t like that I can’t have it dir...


March 16, 2018

I Need Some Assistance in meh...

I’m about to scream bloody bullshit. So I use this website that Scott told me about for taxes. Yeah I owe $747 dollars. Would have been more if I hadn’t paid on my student loan. So I started tryi...


Note: This was written for a someone I was lying to myself about, trying to get Him out of my system with another. White hot flames lick & stoke passions, Combusting into a primal scream That...


RJ sent a text asking what happened that I didn’t make it to her party. I replied and have heard nothing since. No need to discuss why my feelings are hurt though. It wasn’t my birthday weekend. ...


March 12, 2018

Is It Me? in meh...

Perhaps I am the one incapable of making connections. Perhaps I am not as equally grounded in the reality of things as I think I am. Perhaps I walk the line of fantastical thinking more than bein...


March 11, 2018

Hmph in meh...

So…when she texted me about this evening she asked if I could catch the bus to her by 6 to go out there. 😐 I knew that was coming. I told her I’d see if a friend would take me. And I did check wi...


Conversation between me and Jay. He’s been rather quiet and I know someone passed away that he knew. I was just checking on him and this is what happened: Him: I’ve got a regular karaoke buddy wi...


March 08, 2018

Mom in meh...

My mother isn’t deceased. I love my mother. I really and sincerely do. Sure, there are times when she has grated on my nerves, but for the most part I like my mom and love to spend time with her....


March 05, 2018

So Many Losses in Him

So not too long after burying his mother… His grandfather (who lives here) passed away. The family is still feeling the loss of his mother and now this. I guess it’s been a few weeks ago. On top ...


March 04, 2018

Just Another Sunday in meh...

Spent the morning loving on Bubby Sr. He breaks my heart when he says he wants to live with me and visit his mom. He told me a secret: he doesn’t love her a lot. I’ve been doing some reading. W...


February 28, 2018

Advise, Please in meh...

I can’t believe I’m shaking. I think it’s a combination of me wanting to explode and me not being able to. I could be a combination of me being disgusted at the gall and audacity and his conversa...


February 26, 2018

Movie Sort of Day Today in meh...

After a 72 hours worth of rain the sun is out. I woke up before the alarm. Stayed in bed to cuddle with me, pray a little, give thanks for my eyes opening. Read my bible verse for the day, then p...


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