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July 13, 2019

That's That in meh...

Dinner was nice. My belly is full. This water is amazing. Good night.


July 13, 2019

I Try Not To... in meh...

I try not to look for hidden racism but I sometimes, it’s not hidden. I don’t give it much weight because most of the time, I’m trying to give humans the benefit of the doubt. There are times tha...


July 11, 2019

Aggravated in meh...

So that last entry… I called my Aunt Max to wish her a Happy Birthday. This is one of the…nah. She is anti everyone. She is the toxic one I keep trying to love where she is. Anyway. So remember I...


I’ve kind of poked at this subject I think. Like when my dad had to have quintuple bypass surgery, there was a noticeable divide in my family between my stepmother and her children and my father’...


July 11, 2019

After All in meh...

1) The church anniversary service is over. After all the rehearsals, lost sleep, etc. It’s over. I did the lead on the song and apparently crushed it. My mom and cousin were there. She and my dad...


June 25, 2019

Quick Run Down in meh...

I turned 45 on Saturday. 2 I was off work from Thursday to Monday Him called me and I spent maybe 30 minutes talking to him and being us, then it turned into him droning on about stuff and I rea...


Ever since I can think of, car insurance has always been a thorn in my side. I’ve never really had a car long enough to benefit from having insurance. Insurance is mandatory and when you’re tryin...


June 06, 2019

::Shrugs Again:: in meh...

I talked to my little brother. I was afraid at first, not afraid, but I thought perhaps I had offended him by asking if he has been using again. He said he’s been smoking some weed, but otherwise...


June 05, 2019

Like I Always Say... in meh...

…other people have issues and I get sucked into them. My three biggest children are my baby brother, my niece and my daughter. I texted my baby brother and asked him if he was using again? Just b...


June 04, 2019

::Shrugs:: in meh...

Finally made it to church on time with grandson and little brother in tow. No one but Sis. Rina was on the mic, so I joined her. Shortly my little sister showed up and then my aunt. I tell them a...


I probably shouldn’t even talk about it. Somehow, I think when I write about things, I am getting them off my chest and I can get it off my chest. So, as much as I try to gas myself up, I still h...


May 29, 2019

Opportunity in meh...

I haven’t talked about this much and it seems as if the people I want to confide in about it, hear it and blow it off, or somehow steer the conversation away from it. I don’t know if that’s a sig...


May 28, 2019

Happy Birthdays To You in meh...

Today marks 3 birthdays of people around me. My niece (oldest sister who passed away, her daughter): She sent me a text one day and I said who is this? because she had a new number. She said you...


I think I’m having issues with my charger port on my phone. I don’t have the money to fix it right now. I will have the money to fix it in the future. But I need that money right now. Lord, pleas...


May 22, 2019

New To The Family in meh...

Spending so much time now with my dad’s side of the family, the siblings and everyone, I still feel sort of…out of place. I’m doing more with them, I’m interacting. Doing what I can in the role o...


May 21, 2019

The Beat Goes On in meh...

I’ve been doing my level best not to let my ornery neighbor get to me. He continues to play is television or music (depending on what he’s feeling) loud to the point it’s bleeding through my wall...


So…I bill myself as not having a life. Things happen around me and I report them. I tell of my small place in them and then I move forward. I titled this with the intent of talking about happenin...


May 17, 2019

I Quit in meh...

I’ve had this car for a year and though Manuel (that’s what I named my car) does not look battered, he’s got scratches and scrapes. I park way away from everyone and people fill in around me. and...


May 13, 2019

More Detail in meh...

I woke up with the same headache I went to sleep with, but I feel better right now. Working backward from my mother’s day list from yesterday… I dropped Bubby Sr off at home. On the way back I g...


May 12, 2019

Mother's Day 2019 in meh...

1) Son bought me another Game of Thrones tshirt. 2) Son also made 2 new videos on his Nintendo 3DS. One asked if he could start cursing around me and the other was announcement about the shirt. I...


May 11, 2019

I Want in meh...

I want some lamb, lobster, garlic chive snails with onion rolls, a really REALLY good hamburger, bacon, really good piece of duck, fried pork belly bites, a New York strip steak with garlic butte...


May 10, 2019

Nothing To See Here in meh...

Like, really. Nothing. God is good everyday. I wake up every morning and say Thank you God. If not, I have a song of worship in my head. Every morning. I’m kind of dragging and sleepy today. Fro...


May 03, 2019

Feeling Better in meh...

Yes. I am. Friend never returned to the post. Perhaps she saw she was outnumbered when my other friends started jumping on her. Most people were done after she came in and said, “Television is th...


I have spent my life trying to be the peacemaker. I concede when others wrong me. I take it on the chin every time. If I were to act on instinct whenever I needed to stand up for myself or was pr...


Her: It’s a fucking TV show! Me: And your point? Can people not be moved by movies or tv shows? Or were you being snarky like all the others who declare, “I’ve never watched” it? Or was that sarc...


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