Pantherpaw
Life in general was cruel and offered only different types of voids and chaos. The only way to tolerate it, to have any hope of escaping it, I reasoned, was to know my own strength, to defy life by surviving it.
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Bullshit in Faces like mine
For those who may be familiar with the westfield couple child rape case, it is finished. Nate Lami pleaded and was sentenced in March and Leonne Vieu (Lee) followed right behind. I’m not happy wi...
*update* meow meow in Faces like mine
So around 6 am I wake up to this incessant meowing. Usually it means my cat got into trouble and is now crying for help. This time it was actually a kitten out in the hallway. Yeah, curled up in ...
FML in Faces like mine
The most depressing thing in the world… Getting outsmarted by a stoner. I used to smoke a lot of pot. It made me borderline mentally retarded. I don’t think any human being could have been as stu...
MathGasm in Helllllo Nurse!
I’ve never understood it before. It was so frustrating. Not like anyone could blame me. Every math teacher I had looked as though math was a soul crushing chore. So why should I want to do it? My...
Androids are Awkward in Faces like mine
PICARD: You learn a lot about people from their luggage. Two hundred and twenty five Yoshimitsu computers, five monitor beacon satellites, seven hundred cellular commlinks, fifty spinning wheels....
FUCK (update) in Helllllo Nurse!
I overslept on my last English conference. It was for portfolio and only worth 5/200pts for the semester. I’m holding an A so I’m not worried. It will drop my grade to an A- and I’m not going to ...
Ball is a Rolling in Helllllo Nurse!
Met with my advisor today and picked out my classes for summer and fall. I’ll be going full time for both. Algebra 1 and spanish for first summer session and algebra 2 and psych 2 for 2nd summer ...
Identity in Faces like mine
28 years doesn’t seem like a lot of time, but it can be enough to make plenty of mistakes. This is especially true for people like me who have spent a good portion of it giving in to the whims of...
Toot Toot in Helllllo Nurse!
Midterms are done and I’m currently celebrating my awesome grades with a heaping bowl of butter pecan topped with maple syrup…for breakfast. Next up, SPRING BREAK BITCHES!
Sympathy Neutering in Faces like mine
Dropped stupid off at the snip snip specialist yesterday morning for a cone of shame and a few shots. They said he did really well and he was cooperative during the procedure…my cat was cooperati...
One sided feminism in Faces like mine
In the bathroom today I overheard a woman telling her friend that some guy shouldn’t be trash talking “especially to a girl.” One of my biggest issues with feminism is that it is usually one side...
Dentist in Faces like mine
The most painful sore popped up out of nowhere on my gum. Made an appointment for tomorrow afternoon. Work is gonna have a field day when I don’t answer my phone. I’m tired of putting my shitty j...
Ready to quit in Faces like mine
So my job is officially pissing me off. This whole no schedule thing is ridiculous. When I say no schedule I mean I have no schedule. He calls me an hour or so before I have to go in almost every...
Fractions in Helllllo Nurse!
So apparently I already know how to work fractions. I just forgot that I knew how to do them. At least I get a nice refresher and a fairly easy 2 weeks. Today my teacher called on the girl next t...
The restaurant industry at a glance. in Faces like mine
Me: Customer wants to add wings. first order is already paid. make sure they are packaged together and both credit slips are delivered together. Cook: ok Driver: ok Customer: can I make that a #8...
Heisenberg Effect in Helllllo Nurse!
So I got the textbook problem straightened out. I made a freshie mistake…don’t get books before you’ve gone to all of your classes once. I was sold 2 books I didn’t need, one of which I would hav...
Happy Holidays in Faces like mine
I was invite over to N’s family’s house for Christmas. I gladly accepted. After Thanksgiving, I was relieved to know they like me and wanted me to come back. N started to get weird. He kept askin...
disassociation in Faces like mine
I finally decided that tomorrow during therapy I am going to talk to David about my disassociative episodes. Dont be confused with the ‘wake up in strange places and not remember’ dissasociation....
Retrograde in Faces like mine
The retrograde has been teaching me some valuable lessons regarding being too trusting, too forthcoming with information as well as not being ashamed of the more unadmirable traits of mental illn...
mental illness, social gatherings and camaraderie in Faces like mine
A common problem with those suffering from bi-polar, and pretty much anyone with a mental illness, is that we feel uncomfortable all the time. It doesn’t matter how familiar we are with a group, ...
I'll have some cheese with that whine. in Faces like mine
So the whole diet thing has been going out the window. I try to make sure that healthy is my only option when I snack. I go for a 30 minute walk every night just to make sure I get at least that ...
Onyx in Faces like mine
I finally cried today. I have been numb. I couldn’t miss him. I wouldn’t let myself miss him. Celena brought him up in passing this morning and that’s all it took. I know she means well but putt...
Paleo, GF Meatloaf in Kitchen Witchery
The meatloaf recipe I will be using for tomorrow. :) 1 lb ground beef or turkey (Organic or grass fed preferred) 1/2 small red apple, diced (skin removed) 1/4 cup chopped onions 1 Tsp chopped ga...
Aches, pains and anti-aging in Kitchen Witchery
So what most people don’t know about mental illness, whether high-functioning or low functioning, we all suffer from minor aches, pains and strains due to the illness itself, or from the stress t...
Ancient Coffee Magic in Kitchen Witchery
Waking up at 5 am for work is always a good reason to splurge on an extra large almond joy at Dunkin. I placed my order with the gargantuan gent at the counter, as usual, explaining it is toasted...