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happy clouds in 2025
4:10pm Currently sitting in my usual spot in the living room. I’ve got the window next to me cracked open to listen to the light rain outside. It’s glorious! I was telling EC that I think I ha...
riding dirty in 2025
3:30pm Hanging out at the house. Bored. Happy that even though we’re getting back into the 70s, it’s cold enough to feel comfy in a sweater. Might need to change within a couple hours though. ...
work and heart in 2025
4:22pm Procrastination here waves I don’t actually have a ton to do but I’m heading back to hometown and should probably pack a bag. A lot going on with the end of the season and October just ...
3:52pm Sitting on the couch, catching up on DWTS, wishing it would finally cool down. The high is supposed to be less than 80, but it’s still too warm. I want to open the windows and let fresh ...
that is the question in 2025
3:31pm I need to be getting ready, but I’m procrastinating as per usual. Haven’t used this place as a distraction in some time. Progress! What I really need to do is brainstorm with someone ab...
3:33pm It’s me again. Surprise! Trying to make little changes in my life, doubt this one will stick. The other day I went to our “gym room” and rode the stationary bike. I had found some weir...
2:42pm Yesterday I caught up with every single bookmark, opened the new entry window, and promptly decided it was the right time to clean my home office desk. Story of my life.... I can’t bel...
12:58 I’m going to force myself to sit here and type something out because I know I’m just being dumb about it. I have the time and no good excuses. Let’s see what’s changed since I last wrote...
4:40pm At work. Bored. No one’s answering their phone today. Wish I was home laying on my new zero G bed. EC and I used some of our tax refund to finish retrofitting our house. Bought a bunch ...
12:30pm Happy Valentine’s Day! <3 For whatever strange reason, this is one of my favorite holidays. Made better this year because it’s our first Valentine’s as husband and wife!! We decide...
brand new air in 2025
2:34pm Well, hello everyone, I’m Mrs. EC now!! Crazy, huh? =) Actually, I’ve been Mrs. EC for two months now. heh. I still suck at this. I want to make changes in my life, but I struggle as ...
have faith in 2024
3:51pm Well, I am getting married in a few days (!!) and we also decided to host our first Thanksgiving at the house [last year we didn’t have furniture]. Not sure if we’re over achievers or ju...
cold fronts in 2024
10:23am I thought it was later than that. Cool. I haven’t wasted the entire day yet. Was planning to wake up early today because EC has been on a weird work schedule. Working almost every nigh...
lonely days & wedding dresses in 2024
3:13pm I didn’t want to get out of bed this morning. I was so comfortable and so tired. The idea of laying there all day long sounded amazing. Pretty sure I could have slept all day. But I als...
the sadness I hold in 2024
3:17pm Here I am, day two. :) I haven’t really done much today, not that I had much on my list to begin with. 11:49am Ok, so look, I did actually come in here to write the very next day afte...
12:56pm Last week I was sitting around contemplating life and decided that I really need to put some effort into changing my situation. My physical health and my soul. I’ve been reading some peop...
Easter egg in 2024
11:08 Happy (almost) Easter! I’m at work right now, but I have the day off tomorrow and we’re doing a whole spread. EC should show up sometime later today. I’m trying to manage an online shopping...
17:32 Happy Leap Day! It feels like a special day that deserves it’s own entry, though I don’t know what I’ll talk about. I was going to work on an entry about the neighbour situation but that sh...
boots made for walking in 2024
11:28am Here I am again! Wow! I might actually be making some good progress on this…until I suddenly disappear for the rest of the year. hah. I’m kidding. I do want to track it. This is going to...
randomness in 2024
I need to convince myself to get back into writing so a random short survey it is! =) 1.Who are you named after? A great aunt and my mom 2.Last time you cried? Last week, I think. Thank you horm...
renewed spirit in 2024
13:48 Hello again! I’ve decided to skip the lame excuses about not being able to write/procrastinating/being terrible at this and just move on. 2023 shaped up to be my lowest entry count in at le...
suggestions in 2023
Having a bit of a struggle. I’m exactly 3 weeks post-bilateral knee replacement today. Crazy, right? I finally got them replaced. At the same time! In some ways it’s been worse than expected and ...
true love gotta ring, ring, ring in 2023
12:29 Guess what my oh so neglected journal?! EC and I are engaged!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ❤️🥰 It was a total surprise and I’m so very happy about it!!! The whole thing happened two weeks ago, but my procr...
stop waiting in 2023
14:19 As per usual, I only have a couple minutes to spare. I’m alone in the office and figured I could use the mental break from work. Sometimes I think about being able to do something mindless ...
fresh start in 2023
14:40 Quick entry. I don’t have much to say. I am trying to restart this writing habit. Failing pretty successfully so far. Gotta keep trying. It’s easier for me to write when I’m sitting in fron...