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January 28, 2018

a little crazy. in σωφροσύνη

Life is feeling so busy. I don’t know how I managed school, work, friends, and family. Haha. Now work without school makes me feel so nutty. I work weird hours this week but I’m okay with it. C...


January 07, 2018

[3] in σωφροσύνη

i am off this weekend, so i made plans with some of my favorite peeps. we had dinner, shopped, and went to see father figures. afterthought :: i am impatient. i want to work in this. after i hang...


January 06, 2018

stood by in σωφροσύνη

i don’t want to be the person that stands by. just saying. always, jess.


December 31, 2017

2017 :: limitless in a restless heart.

the last few years i have put into motion an idea to chase throughout the year. i do this over making resolutions i fail at miserably. 2017 was dubbed limitless. and i chased my limits, pushed th...


December 27, 2017

help? in a restless heart.

anyone out there– could you tell me how to post an image here in a PB entry, please? thanks!


December 27, 2017

setting goals in a restless heart.

i don’t usually have resolve in a new year. too much pressure perhaps or don’t want another reason to let myself down. 2017 taught me that my anxiety is simply my fear of failure. in 2017 i coul...


December 25, 2017

here i am. in a restless heart.

this year has been full. finished nursing school. fell out of love. fell in love. fell out of love. does love even exist? passed NCLEX. started nursing career in oncology. picked up a paintbrush...


January 16, 2017

centered. in a restless heart.

Each day is a little better. Feeling strong. Grounded.


January 15, 2017

never too old. in a restless heart.

I’m learning and relearning a lot lately. Remembering truths I’ve forgotten or ignored for years. Yesterday after a couple days of feeling incredibly sad and low, I was reminded of 3 ideas. They’...


January 12, 2017

stand. in a restless heart.

stand for something or you’ll fall for anything… my brain stirs the clichés of my youth. Sadly, i find they define so many moments. i decided to deactivate my facebook. i realized i was waiting o...


i decided to sit and think about this year, what i’ve accomplished, what i’ve seen and done, how i’ve changed. it’s hard to take the time to just sit and think. i get so easily distracted. as ...


I know the clichés of love, the whispers of the heart, the longing in a desire. I know what’s worth melting for, but I can’t melt for you. Friends say to have the love you want you have to be ope...


I have a fear of heights to some degree. When I’m standing on a high rise or hill or flying; I imagine myself throwing myself off, the building crumbling below me… falling to my death. Morbid. In...


November 24, 2016

she smiles. in a restless heart.

I’m 6 months from graduating, taking the NCLEX, and having RN behind my name. It’s weird to think about and sometimes I have to pinch myself a little. I wish I had taken the time to document the ...


18+ entry. I feel like the struggle to balance sex and love is ridiculous. I’m sick of wonderful men thinking they’re respecting me by saying love is more than physical. I am pretty sure this f...


February 17, 2016

hopeless. in a restless heart.

I found love when I wasn’t even looking. That’s how it happens. When I was younger, I wore love on my sleeve. I could love easily because I just wanted love. I could love deeply because I had no...


February 09, 2016

tulips. in a restless heart.

when i love, i try to constantly talk myself out of it. all the while, you are trying to talk me into it. this game of balance leaves me teetering with vertigo on the edge of my emotions. unwilli...


February 06, 2016

2|6|16 in a restless heart.

• write. • laugh. • love. write| i am living. i am in a place where i smile; a lot. most of the time for no reason but i don’t care about that. most of the time, i’m not worrying about much. and ...


January 03, 2015

:: momentum. in a restless heart.

I guess I can’t give myself a hard time for missing a journal entry on 1/2/15. I mean it’s been years since I devoted time to putting pen to paper, fingers to keyboard, thoughts to written word....


January 02, 2015

one. in journaling.

2014: farewell. 2015: yes, please. I will do this. I will.


there is so much left undone. and i feel like i've made the right moves to position myself in a place to move forward to conquer some fears (school) and re-establish myself in the world. i've m...


February 10, 2014

adventuring. in a restless heart.

I've dabbled in many things as hobbies over the years. Larely, it's been art. I need to upload some things ive been working on. I'm in love with acrylics. Working on a piece now that draws f...


February 05, 2014

growth and passion. in a restless heart.

There has been a lot of thought on my part regarding where I should go from here. Go back to school? Return to full time work? Continue as I am? Most logical is to go back to school, but I'm a ...


February 01, 2014

pieces of me. in a restless heart.

There are pieces of me that I've banked on never changing. The way I embrace the world around me, see experiences, and love-- I've never wanted to change those things. I've always wanted to set...


February 01, 2014

i'll start here. in a restless heart.

there's a lump in my chest and my heart seems to be having a hard time keeping up. there are words to say, but silence falls heavy like fresh fallen snow. love, Jess.


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