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the last few years i have put into motion an idea to chase throughout the year. i do this over making resolutions i fail at miserably. 2017 was dubbed limitless. and i chased my limits, pushed th...

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anyone out there– could you tell me how to post an image here in a PB entry, please? thanks!

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i don’t usually have resolve in a new year. too much pressure perhaps or don’t want another reason to let myself down. 2017 taught me that my anxiety is simply my fear of failure. in 2017 i coul...

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this year has been full. finished nursing school. fell out of love. fell in love. fell out of love. does love even exist? passed NCLEX. started nursing career in oncology. picked up a paintbrush...

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Each day is a little better. Feeling strong. Grounded.

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I’m learning and relearning a lot lately. Remembering truths I’ve forgotten or ignored for years. Yesterday after a couple days of feeling incredibly sad and low, I was reminded of 3 ideas. They’...

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stand for something or you’ll fall for anything… my brain stirs the clichés of my youth. Sadly, i find they define so many moments. i decided to deactivate my facebook. i realized i was waiting o...

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i decided to sit and think about this year, what i’ve accomplished, what i’ve seen and done, how i’ve changed. it’s hard to take the time to just sit and think. i get so easily distracted. as ...

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I know the clichés of love, the whispers of the heart, the longing in a desire. I know what’s worth melting for, but I can’t melt for you. Friends say to have the love you want you have to be ope...

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I have a fear of heights to some degree. When I’m standing on a high rise or hill or flying; I imagine myself throwing myself off, the building crumbling below me… falling to my death. Morbid. In...

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I’m 6 months from graduating, taking the NCLEX, and having RN behind my name. It’s weird to think about and sometimes I have to pinch myself a little. I wish I had taken the time to document the ...

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18+ entry. I feel like the struggle to balance sex and love is ridiculous. I’m sick of wonderful men thinking they’re respecting me by saying love is more than physical. I am pretty sure this f...

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I found love when I wasn’t even looking. That’s how it happens. When I was younger, I wore love on my sleeve. I could love easily because I just wanted love. I could love deeply because I had no...

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when i love, i try to constantly talk myself out of it. all the while, you are trying to talk me into it. this game of balance leaves me teetering with vertigo on the edge of my emotions. unwilli...

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• write. • laugh. • love. write| i am living. i am in a place where i smile; a lot. most of the time for no reason but i don’t care about that. most of the time, i’m not worrying about much. and ...

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I guess I can’t give myself a hard time for missing a journal entry on 1/2/15. I mean it’s been years since I devoted time to putting pen to paper, fingers to keyboard, thoughts to written word....

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there is so much left undone. and i feel like i've made the right moves to position myself in a place to move forward to conquer some fears (school) and re-establish myself in the world. i've m...

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I've dabbled in many things as hobbies over the years. Larely, it's been art. I need to upload some things ive been working on. I'm in love with acrylics. Working on a piece now that draws f...

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There has been a lot of thought on my part regarding where I should go from here. Go back to school? Return to full time work? Continue as I am? Most logical is to go back to school, but I'm a ...

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There are pieces of me that I've banked on never changing. The way I embrace the world around me, see experiences, and love-- I've never wanted to change those things. I've always wanted to set...

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there's a lump in my chest and my heart seems to be having a hard time keeping up. there are words to say, but silence falls heavy like fresh fallen snow. love, Jess.

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