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"It has been said time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone."
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4 Months Later in In My World
4 months. It’s been 4 months since I’ve written. Long story short I quit my job back in July. I haven’t found another yet. I’m back in school. Things have changed and life feels good…most days. ...
It's 5AM...again. in In My World
And this time all I can think about is how I would love to be making a quiet book or other fun activities for little ones. Sensory bins, craft projects, learning activities. I want to be working ...
A powerful sense of Wanderlust. in In My World
I want to get out. I want to leave. I want to go anywhere but here....and it’s always like this. How can I stay in this tiny town in Virginia if there’s a whole world out there? I will always wa...
I'm going to delete this entry in the morning. in In My World
I’m typing a few sentences here so that anyone who is not actually interested in what I have to say just reads the part they can see and then leaves it alone. I don’t wanna hear it tonight. I’ve ...
Pets, of any and all kinds, are not JUST animals. in In My World
I am so beyond pissed off about the fact that people think they can just treat an animal like shit because it “has no soul.” I’m tired of people giving up the animals they adopted for not goddamn...
Good Night, World. ♥ in In My World
I’m sitting listening to the TV and my boyfriend snoring quietly beside me. It’s just after 2:00AM. The room is dimly lit from a small lamp in the corner and the glow of the TV and my laptop scre...
Weird Dog Dream in In My World
I had a dream that I was in some sort of “arena” and there were people all around with me…we were all fighting off vicious dogs. Mine was a huge doberman, I’m talking 4 1/2 - 5 feet tall. I wasn’...
January 9, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
I slept until 2:30 today. I had an interview with Tanya around 3:30 to see if I would be a good fit as a care aid for her son. Honestly I’m not feeling so great about it, but I’m going back on Mo...
January 8, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
My boyfriend and I woke up around 11. We spent a little while cuddling until I got fed up with laying there. I noticed my mom brought our phones in there for us, it was really nice of her. We pla...
January 7, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
Boyfriend came over today. We spend most of the day cuddling and playing pokemon. We ended up taking a nap together (I had a nightmare, woke into another, and then again twice) and then watching ...
January 6, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
I woke up around 5pm this afternoon. We had pasta and sauce for dinner. It was the kind of pasta they use at Ci Ci’s for the macaroni and cheese pizza. It was yummy. I’d been texting my boyfriend...
January 5, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
I woke up around 3 today. We went to Wendy’s around 5:30. I spent the entire day texting my boyfriend and another friend. Which, again, was awesome. Boyfriend and I traded pokemon. I sent Juli a ...
January 4, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
Today I woke up late again. Gina and I hung out for a while so I could get something done. We went back to her house. Her mom agreed to be a reference for me on care. We made dinner and I got to ...
January 3, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
Today I spent the whole day watching House on the couch. Jonny slept until after 1. I woke up around 6:45. I found out that I’m possibly allergic to this awesome smelling wax melty thing, which ...
January 2, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
Today I only slept for a few hours before the dogs barked me awake. Apparently there was another dog in our yard, or something. An hour or so after I got up, mom, gram, Jonny and I went to Kmart...
You Know What? in In My World
I wrote out some daily, weekly, monthly, short-term, and long-term goals a few weeks ago. I’m going to modify those goals and then I’m going to make a plan to stick to them. I might write later a...
January 1, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
So, Last night Jonny and I were the only ones who saw the ball drop. Gram and mom were asleep. I was in a really bad mood because of that. Boyfriend and I were barely talking because he was angry...
I don't want to do this today. in In My World
I’m having a really bad day. My boyfriend isn’t texting me back, probably busy with something. The only other person I’ve talked to all week is sleeping and I don’t want to dump this on him anywa...
I don't know what to do. in In My World
It’s been over a week, the semester is officially over, and still no history grade. Assuming I passed, Awesome. I can go schedule classes. Assuming I failed, Fuck. I’ll be taking a semester (at l...
We'll drink up our grief... in In My World
The Walking Dead episode from today absolutely killed me. I don’t know how to explain it out loud, really.... ....but nothing fictional has ever hurt this bad. I feel like I lost a real friend. I...
Looking to the future. in In My World
Some nights I really wish I could get past college and all this bullshit and just move out to the country and start a family of my own. I want to travel. I want to settle down. I want to have a ...
Rant of the Day in In My World
Okay so. I have come tonight to write about something that really pissed me off at school today. You can feel free to ignore this entry if you so choose. I just am a flaming ball of anger. I was...
FUCK THIS. in In My World
So, Here’s the thing. Over the summer I had to appeal to get my financial aid back this semester. I was told that withdrawing is just as bad as failing. That’s bullshit. I don’t even understand h...
You're gonna make it through another night. in In My World
You might as well only read this entry if you care, It’s going to consist of all the pointless bullshit on my mind tonight, anyway. Nothing important. I feel off tonight. I’m trying as hard as I...
Aliiiive... maybe. in In My World
Hello… It’s been just about forever. I want to write but I really don’t know what to say. That seems to be a reoccurring theme here. I’ll be back sometime later with a real entry. I just wanted t...
