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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life
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Story Bah in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Bah. I can’t promise anything because whenever I have a genuine intent to express myself creatively, something happens and I’m prohibited from the very expression I was attempting. That being sa...
A Kettle of Fish in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Here’s a kettle of fish: Today is a rare, strange, and bizarre Monday for work. Typically, I would have Juvenile Court as last week there was no Juvenile Court and going more than two weeks betw...
Meme-splosion in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Because of how my day is right now… with positives but negatives; with good news to celebrate but the rapidly freezing weather causing my body pain… I figure it is time for a meme-splosion. Obvs...
Nice, Not, News in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
SO: Some nice things? EDITED AT NOON Extra good thing? Wife just got back her first Chemistry test. Chemistry being the class she often spends hours and hours and hours and hours and hours and ...
Feeling Odd in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
I feel odd. In need of connection, but not wanting to work toward it. For example, there are now weeks of unread bookmarks I have here in Prosebox and yet… I can’t concentrate to read any. I h...
Long Series of Involved Dreams in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
This morning/last night… I had many dreams, all of which stayed with me, all of which were very vivid. Allow me to attempt to describe them: The dream started as one of my recurring dreams often...
Meme: When You're Both in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
When you’re both of these people
Canines and Supreme Courts in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Nala Last Night: So it must be said that with my current schedule, it has been incredibly difficult to give Nala a walk. I leave the house at 7:30 and arrive home between 5 and 6. Play practice...
Political Meme in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
So… Trump has just screamed (YET AGAIN) that he is too invested in his own businesses to care about America. Trump Tower Istanbul is more important than supporting the Kurds who have been instru...
In Brief in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Can’t go over everything that’s been going on; but I’ve been super busy. October is a big Jury Trial Month for me. I also have Couple’s Counseling monthly and Individual Therapy weekly. I have pl...
Just bitching in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Ugh. I have two days off from play practice every week. Friday and Saturday. I have two days off from work every week. Saturday and Sunday. But I have couple’s counseling tomorrow. And home-ca...
Two More Memes... for the lolz in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
A Meme in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Yes, I’ve had this conversation. Multiple times. Honestly. I still don’t understand why a woman shorter than I would go to such great lengths to explain why she would “never date a man shorter...
Three Things Right Away in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Item One: I am a little worried that my boss and I are currently facing our first considerable approach differences. I know it won’t explode into a big argument but I do worry that it may cause ...
Painful Eye Roll in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
New Iowa Law Issue: Apparently, the courts have now ruled Disorderly Conduct to be unconstitutional. Seriously. The court said “creating a distressing nuisance or annoyance is far too focused o...
Two Things in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
There are really only two things that matter today. One of them won’t be part of my story until after the lunch hour. FIRST THING: I did get the part in the play that I expected to. The star ro...
Things in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
(1) Life isn’t awesome. (2) This weekend’s professional communications make my week murky at best (3) The world is… messed up. (4) But I’m excited to meet the cast of the play tonight and see whi...
9/30/2019 in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
I know I’m an adult now with adult responsibilities and adult concerns… but I miss the days when everyone would have their AIM or MSN Messenger open. I miss talking with people. I especially m...
Hypocrisy but Open in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Now, I’ll admit… I view pornography. If I did not… I think I would be a much different person. I can’t say exactly what kind of person. I might still be with my wife but be angrier, meaner, mo...
Winds Through Corn Rows in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
I was really depressed on Monday. I was really depressed on Wednesday. I wasn’t as depressed on Tuesday because I didn’t have TIME to be depressed as I had 8 hearings. But last night, I went to i...
My Dream Last Night in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
No idea what this means but… I was sitting at a desk in a Des Moines Office Building. I was wearing a blue blanket over my business suit absolutely fucked up with the flu. I was shivering, fre...
10 Second Break in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
I’m in between things. I’m like a real attorney here, lol. Doing motions and hearings and sentencings and pleadings and suppressions. LOTS to do. And the ever present October looming in the i...
Pause Button in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
So today I have to cover my cases and my bosses cases while preparing for a Bench Trial on Wednesday and a Jury Trial next week. So… I’ll be super preoccupied today.
Few Statements in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Last night I embraced my inner self and stated quite clearly to wife, “I am a catch!” And… I am. I am an employed, not unattractive, intelligent 35 year old with no criminal record who still bel...
Some Good in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Here’s some good… which I should share. Wife knew I was having a really rough day (heart and mind). So she took the dog for a walk so that I would not have to do that when I got home. And she ...