Park Row Fallout ⋅ 41 ⋅

Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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Bah. I can’t promise anything because whenever I have a genuine intent to express myself creatively, something happens and I’m prohibited from the very expression I was attempting. That being sa...


Here’s a kettle of fish: Today is a rare, strange, and bizarre Monday for work. Typically, I would have Juvenile Court as last week there was no Juvenile Court and going more than two weeks betw...


Because of how my day is right now… with positives but negatives; with good news to celebrate but the rapidly freezing weather causing my body pain… I figure it is time for a meme-splosion. Obvs...


SO: Some nice things? EDITED AT NOON Extra good thing? Wife just got back her first Chemistry test. Chemistry being the class she often spends hours and hours and hours and hours and hours and ...


I feel odd. In need of connection, but not wanting to work toward it. For example, there are now weeks of unread bookmarks I have here in Prosebox and yet… I can’t concentrate to read any. I h...


This morning/last night… I had many dreams, all of which stayed with me, all of which were very vivid. Allow me to attempt to describe them: The dream started as one of my recurring dreams often...


When you’re both of these people


Nala Last Night: So it must be said that with my current schedule, it has been incredibly difficult to give Nala a walk. I leave the house at 7:30 and arrive home between 5 and 6. Play practice...


So… Trump has just screamed (YET AGAIN) that he is too invested in his own businesses to care about America. Trump Tower Istanbul is more important than supporting the Kurds who have been instru...


Can’t go over everything that’s been going on; but I’ve been super busy. October is a big Jury Trial Month for me. I also have Couple’s Counseling monthly and Individual Therapy weekly. I have pl...


Ugh. I have two days off from play practice every week. Friday and Saturday. I have two days off from work every week. Saturday and Sunday. But I have couple’s counseling tomorrow. And home-ca...



Yes, I’ve had this conversation. Multiple times. Honestly. I still don’t understand why a woman shorter than I would go to such great lengths to explain why she would “never date a man shorter...


Item One: I am a little worried that my boss and I are currently facing our first considerable approach differences. I know it won’t explode into a big argument but I do worry that it may cause ...


New Iowa Law Issue: Apparently, the courts have now ruled Disorderly Conduct to be unconstitutional. Seriously. The court said “creating a distressing nuisance or annoyance is far too focused o...


There are really only two things that matter today. One of them won’t be part of my story until after the lunch hour. FIRST THING: I did get the part in the play that I expected to. The star ro...


(1) Life isn’t awesome. (2) This weekend’s professional communications make my week murky at best (3) The world is… messed up. (4) But I’m excited to meet the cast of the play tonight and see whi...


I know I’m an adult now with adult responsibilities and adult concerns… but I miss the days when everyone would have their AIM or MSN Messenger open. I miss talking with people. I especially m...


Now, I’ll admit… I view pornography. If I did not… I think I would be a much different person. I can’t say exactly what kind of person. I might still be with my wife but be angrier, meaner, mo...


I was really depressed on Monday. I was really depressed on Wednesday. I wasn’t as depressed on Tuesday because I didn’t have TIME to be depressed as I had 8 hearings. But last night, I went to i...


No idea what this means but… I was sitting at a desk in a Des Moines Office Building. I was wearing a blue blanket over my business suit absolutely fucked up with the flu. I was shivering, fre...


I’m in between things. I’m like a real attorney here, lol. Doing motions and hearings and sentencings and pleadings and suppressions. LOTS to do. And the ever present October looming in the i...


So today I have to cover my cases and my bosses cases while preparing for a Bench Trial on Wednesday and a Jury Trial next week. So… I’ll be super preoccupied today.


Last night I embraced my inner self and stated quite clearly to wife, “I am a catch!” And… I am. I am an employed, not unattractive, intelligent 35 year old with no criminal record who still bel...


Here’s some good… which I should share. Wife knew I was having a really rough day (heart and mind). So she took the dog for a walk so that I would not have to do that when I got home. And she ...