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I don’t tend to watch Eli Roth movies (though I may have to since he’s attached to the Borderlands announced film.) Ultimately, I don’t need to watch the Cabin Fever movies or the Hostel series ...

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Today has been… emotional and weird. I certainly woke up on time to get to work today but I figured between how tired I was and the impending doom of next week and the next six months; I figured...

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Man… I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m just… tired and unmotivated and stuck. It’s like… I don’t know. There are so many things I want to do but I don’t have time… then I get tired and “c...

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As I am writing from my phone, I won’t go into appropriate detail for this but it was unique enough to write down. Last night’s dream was me going on a proper date. The woman was a combination o...

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I am going to be painfully honest here. I have a mild fever. The fever being mild likely means it is NOT COVID. But what it does mean is that… yeah… duh doy… I have a shit immune system. I’ve...

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Last night my personal laptop died. Like… sparky fire fray in the electrical wire shocked me and burned me died. So, I don’t have a computer unless/until I get replacement stuff for the dead la...

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This will attempt to cover a fairly large amount of time so if this gets long… fair warning up front: Friday, before I had to skidaddle to MBFITWW’s; I had phone therapy. There we kind of drille...

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It’s not a big deal really. In fact I probably wouldn’t have mentioned it at all but my Mom sent me a text to tell me she was thinking of me, wanted to make sure I was okay this evening. You s...

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Truly, working inside the government in any fashion proves just how unlikely LARGE SCALE conspiracies are. Small scale? Like the CIA killing US Citizens or the FBI planting agitators in the Bla...

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Yes, I’m writing a lot today. But after yesterday, I was so abysmally distraught over the sheer URGH of everything I was running into that I didn’t even have it in me to write the fun, silly, of...

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I am so glad I’m visiting MBFITWW this weekend. Seriously… if, and obviously this could happen… if this gets cancelled last minute: I’ll just use all of my vacation time accrued and disappear f...

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Unfortunate Necessary Warning: Today… was A DAY so this is pretty damned long. What a world. Woke up this morning and had an interesting idea for a fun entry (will still post eventually), took a...

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I am sharing this again because it can’t be shared too much. If you love someone, take care of them and care for them.

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Today is shaping up to be a fairly mediocre day. Couldn’t sleep last night, which obviously sucks. Didn’t get Nala as much exercise as she needed yesterday which also sucks. Honestly, the dog ...

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So… my day didn’t start out so hot. Basically… I woke up and figured my day was going to be drinking, jacking off, walking Nala, Anime, and video games. But at 2:00, Victoria invited me over. ...

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AFTER one session, so far I like my therapist. Typically when I discuss service and my life to this point… I hear all sorts of shit about wanting to control others or narcissism or things of tha...

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Well… the decision was made. Despite me taking Friday off and preparing my house and making sure everything would be just right for my parents to visit… So of course they called me Thursday nigh...

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So… this is me having an emotional reaction before confirmation. A fairly typical response from me but also one of the reasons I can do my job (whether attorney or actor). Feel the emotions pri...

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There is a County Government Leader in my office right now. This is one of the guys that directs our county. Has a position of power. Has influence. I WANT TO SCREAM AT HIM SO BADLY RIGHT NOW....

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I am now more convinced than ever that my nightmares may be me traversing the multiverse to see how other Christophers have fared. Is this the darkest timeline or are there worse timelines? I’l...

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There have often been long periods of time where my notes on other people’s Prosebox die off; or my reading of other peoples’ material takes a hiatus. And everyone is always good about saying, “...

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So… I don’t know what happened. On Sunday night, I went to bed around 10 or 11. I was cognizant enough to know exactly where I put everything (glasses, clothes, etc.) AND YET...... At some poin...

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What I intend to write here may be one of the potentially most offensive things I’ve written this year. Then again, it may not. Just know that I go into writing this with that intent. Obviousl...

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Not as bad, per se. Mostly conversations I wish I could have. Me: so, what do I need to do to be worthy of sex? Nancy: I don’t get it. You mean, with me? Me: no. I don’t think we’ll ever hav...

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Written on my phone: Today was weird and unexpected. For reasons beyond my understanding, today has actually been a day of personal mourning. I don’t get it. I have absolutely come to terms wi...

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