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Today was windier than I could recall. It was interesting driving the van around. I had to go to Camano Island again today, which is twice in a week, not very common. It was a quick simple call, ...

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I started out with it being just BL and I. It was just really simple stuff, but no idea where we were. At first we were in my car going to different places, but there never seemed to be a point t...

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We were at her house. In the same city as me, just a nicer area, with a nice view of the water. Her family and friends were there as well as some of my friends, mostly friends from Texas, but a f...

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I swear I feel like it should be later in the week. I’m getting really fed up of this waking up 30-60 minutes ahead of my alarm. I’m already not a morning person. Take away additional sleep, and ...

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I’m laying on the couch watching StarTrek Voyager, and had kind of an “oh really” moment. Ya know, I’ve been on about the whole thing between S and myself, where she wants things to go, and that ...

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It’s pretty clear what the results of the election are going to be, despite GOP trying to sue Pennsylvania over the mail in ballots. That’s not going to be enough. For the record, I did in fact v...

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I spent most of my day sitting on a 2x12 plank, 35 feet in the air, in the top corner of a boat house, on a windy day, freezing my ass off, trying to fixing a door opener. It was an hour to get t...

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Something I really should do more often. So S has more or less confirmed outright that she does indeed want what she commented to me on Messenger, but I really gotta make sure I think this throu...

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This isn’t a complaint, but more a bit of humorous muttering. Remember how I said I wish that a girl would just turn up and make a move? Well… the gods heard me and replied. In a most amusing way...

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I’ve always been on the shy side, especially about some things. I can know a girl likes me, I can know she wants me to ask her out, and I still get shy and embarrassed about it. It gets even wors...

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It was back in my home town. I was storing some stuff in my mom’s parents garage, same as I’m doing here. I had just gotten things organized, when it all disappeared, save a few small items, and ...

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So today was actually fairly decent for a Monday, up to a point. Made it a bit more than halfway through my day, before I got hit with a totally unexpected memory out of left field. I have no ide...

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That’s fairly accurate for what this week has been. Monday wasn’t horrible, except for the door I took out weighed a metric shit ton, and trying to put one of the bigger sections on the truck, l...

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Had a pretty realistically accurate dream about BL last night with some creative infill. We were I think in Minnesota, or maybe Michigan. It was me, her, my online friend JP, and someone from sch...

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So I mentioned a few months back that I had started talking to MC again. Someone please tell me why the hell I keep giving people who have done me wrong more than one chance. Okay, I get that I p...

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I logged in to read and write, and spotted an entry on the front page titled “lost a friend”, next line says “to Trump”. Seriously? People really think political opinions are valid reasons to dum...

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Is Joe dead yet, or are they still trying to act like it’s not really going to be President Kamala, if the dems win? It’s such a sh!tshow. Do yourself a favor. Turn off the media reports about wh...

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I had one of those e visit things with my psychiatrist today. Boy, that felt weird all the way through. I’m used to going in and sitting in her office, not sitting on my couch. It was kinda like ...

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I’m not sure where we were, but I was with BL again. It wasn’t anything really odd, just kind of day to day stuff. I picked her up at her place, we went to the mall and window shopped for a few h...

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That’s about all I am managing. Every part of me feels heavy. It’s not like I’m tired or weak.... okay, I do feel more tired than usual.. but it’s like I’m coated in concrete. It doesn’t matter h...

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So I’m finally going to do this. I may get back on dating sites, or some such bullshit, and I need to actually be able to say something, so time to get my thoughts together. Fair warning, I’m pla...

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It was kinda weird. It was around here, but it wasn’t anywhere I recognized. I was in my car with my girlfriend, who I never saw her face, and we watched BM driving like a maniac, in reverse, dow...

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I was in Lowe’s the other day after work to pick up a few things, a stiff bristle brush to clean up the underside of the mower, some new leather gardening gloves, and some masking tape to protect...

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Well, I filed my taxes… a day before the deadline. Whoops. It’s always depressing when I do my taxes, and see how much money the government takes off me, and how little I get in return for my th...

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This is just my gripes about work. I think they’re trying to get me quit. Or completely lose my shit. Over the last few months, I’m being overstepped in various ways. I made a comment about being...

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