He Who Must Not Be Named ⋅

I like my job. I look in the mirror and say "this is not my life" frequently. I'm a day dreamer. I'm an asshole. I'm on the spectrum. I'm mental. I laugh at people's opinions of me. I'm not easily offended. I can be pretty entertaining. Stop by and say hi. :-)

If it makes sense to you, don't count on anyone else to do it.

(Me)

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April 13, 2020

Quick Rant in Random Crap

If you’re a Christian, you’re probably not going to like this one. Fair warning. Also I was raised in the church (Southern Baptist, amen.), So I’m not just talking out of my ass. It really irks m...


So it’s Saturday, and I woke up at 8:30, which is weird, because usually if I go to bed early on Saturday, I still sleep till at least 10:00. Not going to complain, though. So I have the list in ...


Finally. So I’ve been in a shit mood since Friday last. A friend of mine in California referred a friend of hers to me, so I was patiently waiting for her email. It had been a couple weeks, and I...


Well, people from my history anyway. Way back when, I was what you’d call a friend of convenience to 2 cheerleader sisters and a couple of their very popular girlfriends. I say that because I’ve ...


June 03, 2019

and again... in Everyday Rants...

So things have hit the wall again, and since I’ve no one irl locally to talk to and my non local friends have their own lives (and I feel guilty bothering them with my bs problems) I’m here. So I...


I do that more than I’d like. I’d planned to put my truck’s 4-wheel drive to use this summer and take the trail up to the mountains. That didn’t happen. Now it’s the rainy season. I frequently ma...


This week has ended with a good little correspondence between J and I. We used to chat on Whatsapp daily, but with her current schedule and an 8 hour time difference, it makes talking a little di...


Title will be the reason if this suddenly goes horribly unintelligible. It’s been an average weekend. Dog and I both half asleep on the couch, sometimes the cat joins us. But he’s been being an a...


June 09, 2018

A Sidenote... in Random Crap

To those of you who I comment with and read, I’m sorry if I’ve failed to keep up with you. It’s not that reading your posts bores me, I’m just having a really crap time getting over the internal ...


June 09, 2018

A dream and a bit. in Dreams

I had the most spectacular dream last night. It sort of went back a little ways and like my life took a completely different path. I don’t know what I was doing for work, but I was obviously doin...


Today has been absolutely horrible internally. I can’t get M out of my head. I haven’t heard from her since October. She did me very wrong in a way that she knew I wouldn’t be able to take. She k...


I’ve been debating since I woke up if I was going to post this to find again, or leave it be and forget about it. Either way, after the weekend is over, it’s gonna be awkward at work. I have a r...


I’m not sure why, but lately certain music is really getting my emotions all fucked up. I watched Braveheart the other night, and some of the bagpipe music got me misty, some kinda sappy songs th...


The week is finally over. I made a mail run and got in a few minutes ago. Always nice to get my truck out for a while, put on Sirius/XM, set the cruise control, and just enjoy the drive. Most of ...


I made an entry in “Dreams” a few days ago after another BL dream. I made some comment about how she’d be stuck in my head, and I was unfortunately right. I can’t escape her since. It’s not the a...


February 21, 2018

She came again... in Dreams

Last night I had another dream about BL. (First GF.) I seem to do really good for a while, where she isn’t on my mind, I don’t dream about her, nothing makes me think of her, then boom, there she...


October 16, 2017

Broken... in Emotional Crap.

I have an Instagram now. Apparently, I had one a long time ago, but I uploaded one pic of myself and then seemed to stop using it for a while. J more or less forced me into getting one again, so ...


October 04, 2017

faking smiles... in Emotional Crap.

I fake smiles too easily. I don’t like that. I get no benefit of it. It’s not conveying the true nature of how I feel. I feel like the girl I thought was my one ripped my heart out, stomped on it...


October 03, 2017

Pain... in Emotional Crap.

Today I’ve felt a heartache like someone died. Like I’m dying. It’s the first day working since January that my phone’s not gone off with a message from M. I don’t know why I want to hear from h...


October 02, 2017

Darkness... in Emotional Crap.

I opted for that title for two reasons. One, we’ve hit that part of the year where it’s quickly shifting to longer nights. The other is I’ve hit something I wasn’t expecting, and my depression is...


May 21, 2017

Bit of it all... in Random Crap

Today is a nice relaxing day. I had to put my car into the mechanic, thankfully nothing major. I knew the clutch needed to be replaced, but that happens when you buy a car with almost 200,000 mil...


April 12, 2017

Dr. Who in Random Crap

I know it’s been a while, just bear with me. I’ve heard that Peter Capaldi is stepping down from Dr. Who this year. After his role in “The Thick of It” and “In the Loop”, I’ve kept waiting to he...


March 15, 2017

Down day... in Emotional Crap.

Today has been one of those days where my mind just won’t shut the fuck up. I come home, and it only gets worse. It doesn’t help that “Fault In Our Stars” is on at the part where they’re in the a...


March 09, 2017

Karma Chameleon... in Dreams

Last night I had the strangest dream. There was no boat to China, Where I went I did not find ya, Still I have yet to get my laundry clean. I still want to hold ya, Dafuq does it mean!?!? If you ...


March 04, 2017

Stuff... in Random Crap

So I’ve been kinda mulling over a couple of notes left by the owner’s dad when he put gas in my work truck, and I’m a bit annoyed. He’s worried about about my truck being dirty and blaming me for...


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