THE BAREFOOT PAGAN
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CHANGE IS NEVER EASY in A PATH LESS TRAVELED
Nothing last forever so i am told we are constantly moving, evolving , growing We do not stay in one place for ever Our path is ever winding ever changing Its the same with anything If we h...
VALUE in A PATH LESS TRAVELED
To be honest i am not sure what it is I am meant to write But all I know is that I cant bare to live another day like this If I am honest if I got hit by a truck while trying to cross the road ...
A ROUGH DAY in ANXIETY AND ME
FRIDAY 19TH DECEMBER 2014 Well where do I start Yesterday I made the decision that I will go back to work after the new year as its something I have to do So this morning I rang work to see if I ...
A PRODUCTIVE MORNING in ANXIETY AND ME
THURSDAY 18TH DECEMBER 2014 Its been a busy morning this morning I left the house about 8.10am to catch the bus into town walked up to my doctors got there about 8.45am sat in the waiting room to...
TO DAY IS NOT A GOOD DAY in ANXIETY AND ME
WEDNESDAY 17TH DECEMBER 2014 To day is not a good day I woke up this morning feeling very low and fretful and panicky I think the reason being is I’m so tired mainly because of the last two days...
LOMDON CALLING in ANXIETY AND ME
WEDNESDAY 16TH DECEMBER 2014 I haven’t posted in a Cpl of days as I have been to London with my sister Now before you point fingers and judge this trip had been booked at the beginning of the yea...
FOUR MONTHS ON DECEMBER in ANXIETY AND ME
SUNDAY 14TH DECEMBER 2014 It is with great sadness that I have to say my mother in law passed away She passed on 1st December 2014 at 5.20am As you know she had Alzheimer’s She has been in a home...
THREE MONTHS ON NOVEMBER in ANXIETY AND ME
SUNDAY 14TH DECEMBER 2014 So I’m into my second month Still not gone back to work but on a good note the fluoxetine I’m on suits me better I’m still struggling to get a good night sleep but the b...
TWO MONTHS ON IN OCTOBER in ANXIETY AND ME
SATURDAY 13TH DECEMBER 2014 So a month on and I’m still off sick I’m still taking the tablets and I’m still seeing the doctor although its a different one and to be honest he is not as good as th...
STRUGGERLING TO COPE in ANXIETY AND ME
FRIDAY 12TH DECEMBER 2014 Following on from yesterday As I said I don’t remember anything of the first 3 days If I wasn’t sleeping I was staring into space I had also turned off my chat on face b...
INTRODUCTION in ANXIETY AND ME
THURSDAY 11TH DECEMBER 2014 I have suffered with stress and anxiety in one form or another since the summer of 2014. It started with the job that I do coupled with my situation at home and my age...
YESTERDAY I WAS TOLD I WAS THICK in WHO'S LIFE IS THIS ANYWAY
Yesterday i was told by someone at work that i was thick and stupid and shouldn’t be in this job all because i made one little mistake The person who made this comment has only been in the same ...
I'M LOOKING FOR SOMETHING DONT DOSENT EXIST in WHO'S LIFE IS THIS ANYWAY
I struggle to understand why i think my life is so shit I have a roof over my head Food on the table A job Might not like it but I have a job I can pay my bills I have clothes to wear I hav...
GIVING UP WITH OUT GIVING UP in WHO'S LIFE IS THIS ANYWAY
So today i have decided that there is no point in me moaning or complaining No point in sticking up for myself no point fighting battles WHY Because nobody listens or pays any attention to what...
WHO SAID LIFE WAS GOING TO BE EASY in WHO'S LIFE IS THIS ANYWAY
After posting yesterday how i felt (and making a tit of myself) i do feel a little bit better not much but i bit You see i thought that when i hit 50 things would calm down and be a little more ...
CARDS ON THE TABLE in WHO'S LIFE IS THIS ANYWAY
How do it put this with out sounding like nutter I am so angry with every one and every thing I cant be bothered with anything at the moment whether that work home family friends hobbies or me ...
GROUNDHOG DAY in WHO'S LIFE IS THIS ANYWAY
Do you ever feel like what’s his name from the film Groundhog day Bill Murry who wakes up knowing he has to spend eternity being in the same place seeing the same people and doing the same thing ...
THE STRUGGLE IS REAL in WHO'S LIFE IS THIS ANYWAY
I am over weight i know i am over weight The scales tell me My clothes tell me My reflection tells me My body and health tells me But do you think i want to commit to losing weight In theor...
LEAVE ME TO ENJOY WHAT'S LEFT OF MY LIFE in WHO'S LIFE IS THIS ANYWAY
All our life we have been lied to We have been lied to by our Governments, by society, by our family’s, by our friends We have been brain washed into thinking that in order to have that perfect...
I WANT TO GO DANCING in WHO'S LIFE IS THIS ANYWAY
I want to go dancing I want to spend my Saturday nights in a club dancing till the wee small hours of the morning I want to go dancing I want to spend my Saturday afternoons choosing clothes ...
IS THAT REALLY ME in WHO'S LIFE IS THIS ANYWAY
I caught sight of my reflection in the lift door at work yesterday while i was putting out menus and for a split second i had no idea who that person was although the face looked familiar It wasn...
WHO'S LIFE IS THIS ANYWAY in WHO'S LIFE IS THIS ANYWAY
So i have come to the realisation that i have turned into a middle aged woman with unruly middle aged spread and a vague and exhausted look about me You see theses women on a daily basis in the...
