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WHO'S LIFE IS THIS ANYWAY

by THE BAREFOOT PAGAN

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Yesterday i was told by someone at work that i was thick and stupid and shouldn’t be in this job all because i made one little mistake The person who made this comment has only been in the same ...


I struggle to understand why i think my life is so shit I have a roof over my head Food on the table A job Might not like it but I have a job I can pay my bills I have clothes to wear I hav...


September 22, 2021

GIVING UP WITH OUT GIVING UP

So today i have decided that there is no point in me moaning or complaining No point in sticking up for myself no point fighting battles WHY Because nobody listens or pays any attention to what...


After posting yesterday how i felt (and making a tit of myself) i do feel a little bit better not much but i bit You see i thought that when i hit 50 things would calm down and be a little more ...


September 20, 2021

CARDS ON THE TABLE

How do it put this with out sounding like nutter I am so angry with every one and every thing I cant be bothered with anything at the moment whether that work home family friends hobbies or me ...


September 14, 2021

GROUNDHOG DAY

Do you ever feel like what’s his name from the film Groundhog day Bill Murry who wakes up knowing he has to spend eternity being in the same place seeing the same people and doing the same thing ...


September 10, 2021

THE STRUGGLE IS REAL

I am over weight i know i am over weight The scales tell me My clothes tell me My reflection tells me My body and health tells me But do you think i want to commit to losing weight In theor...


All our life we have been lied to We have been lied to by our Governments, by society, by our family’s, by our friends We have been brain washed into thinking that in order to have that perfect...


September 02, 2021

I WANT TO GO DANCING

I want to go dancing I want to spend my Saturday nights in a club dancing till the wee small hours of the morning I want to go dancing I want to spend my Saturday afternoons choosing clothes ...


August 30, 2021

IS THAT REALLY ME

I caught sight of my reflection in the lift door at work yesterday while i was putting out menus and for a split second i had no idea who that person was although the face looked familiar It wasn...


August 26, 2021

WHO'S LIFE IS THIS ANYWAY

So i have come to the realisation that i have turned into a middle aged woman with unruly middle aged spread and a vague and exhausted look about me You see theses women on a daily basis in the...


Book Description

A 51 year old woman trying to muddle through everyday life while juggling a home a job and a family
While trying to find my position in life and walk my spiritual path