Timmy™ ⋅ 42 ⋅
My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. (Successor to A624512) Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Some entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.
How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.
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Water Weight. in The Napkin.
In a span of two days and three shifts, I’ve dropped three whole pounds. Excuse me while I imbibe even MORE water. Stay hydrated, kids!
We Agnostics. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Oh, I’m still atheist. That is a chapter in The Big Book. I figured it would take a while to find my rhythm in terms of when/how many AA meetings I would attend weekly. Considering my work sch...
On Gandalfs. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Or Obi Kenobi’s, whatever. As a writer, I sometimes like to put in a Wise Olde White Dude into my works. Someone whose backstory you don’t reeeeally need to flesh out. Their aura of wisdom pre...
OldER. in The Napkin.
I am now at an age where some chicks are both very legal, and still too young for me. Wonder if there is a website for thirty-somethings that are too young for some crowds and too old for others...
Don't rib me. in The Napkin.
I don’t think I broke a rib, but whatever it is, it’s enough to annotate. Still think it is bizarre to injure my rib-area on LEG PRESS. People all “oh, I don’t squat, bad for the knees”. Never...
40+ in The Napkin.
Been scheduled into overtime again. Doesn’t really bother me. I didn’t think I’d adapt to working evenings so well, but it leaves my mornings so stress-free in terms of getting to the gym. In ...
Hailing Frequencies. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
My phone is nearing brick status. “Gee, Timmy, your Blackberry was so not fetch when you got it.” Blackberry is fetch. Blackberry is always fleek and on point and radical, you neo-maxi zoom-dwe...
Die With Honor. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I knew it was going to hurt, and gosh, did this new tattoo not disappoint. First one only hurt near my hipbone. Second one barely hurt, as it is on my bum. I almost want to say it hurts more “...
Better than yesterday. in The Napkin.
Nah, not much fancy to say. Negative thoughts were there, but somewhere in the evening I forgot about them. Ha ha. I “forgot” I was depressed. I COULD hit the gym in the morning, but I wouldn’...
Finding what's left. in The Napkin.
In the past when I had suicidal ideation, it was at least confined to the privacy of my residence. It’s quite different to be in public and casually thinking about death. All the classics: “I h...
I hate days off. in The Napkin.
I noticed this decades ago. Well, I do have two things I COULD do, and probably will. Group meeting, and hit the gym. But other than that, there’s no hard deadlines today, no stressables of any...
Benefits of Fasted Cardio. in Exerbabble III
1: Saves time. 2: Gets me out the door before I have a chance to wake up and argue with myself. Nope, no snark. If it must be said, it doesn’t do much for you in terms of calories burned. If...
Compartmentalize Without Leaks. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
When I’m more mentally stable, stress and eustress tends to go into different compartments. Work goes in worktime. School goes in schooltime. Relationship goes in relationshiptime. Gaming goe...
Tradition. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
If only we could create our own. Well, technically, you can. Whenever I move into somewhere new, I order Dominos. (Okay, any pizza will do.) I decided to create a tradition, and so I did it. ...
The Song Remains The Same. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
There seem to people who have an innate drive or desire to reinvent themselves. Always chasing something new, something exciting. Never content to be sitting still, in the same place whether ph...
Reconstruction: Week 1, Lower A. in Exerbabble III
Wednesday, June 30th, 2021 Crux: 8:41 AM - 9:38 AM (57 minutes) Yesterday's nutrition: Too much chocolate after the sun went down. Sleep: Good. Front Squat: 8 @ 45 lbs 8 @ 55 lbs 8 @ 65 lbs 8...
Reconstruction: Week 1, Upper A in Exerbabble III
Tuesday, June 29th, 2021 Crux: 6:37AM - 7:42 AM (65 minutes) Yesterday's nutrition: Too much chocolate after the sun went down. Sleep: Four hours sans any alarm, but awoke really refreshed. L...
Internal Chronometer. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I noticed years ago an ability to tell myself when to wake up in the morning. “Oh, wake up at 6 am” I’d set an alarm anyway, yet I’d wake up a few minutes before it. Tell myself to sleep in? ...
Whatever. in The Napkin.
Not as dire as Friday. Feels.... going through the motions? No, that’s not quite it. Stoic bottled rage? Annoyance? Sleeping well. Eating reasonably. Haven’t missed a workout. Maybe it’s ...
Depression is anger without enthusiasm. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I really hope there is no afterlife, because immortality or otherwise being forced to live sounds like hell. At least in death we get finality. That’s it. No post-credit scene. A conclusion. ...
Potato. in The Napkin.
When you wake up early feeling good. Eat a healthy breakfast. Get to the gym and have a good workout. Eat a tasty and healthy lunch before eleven. And. Have no desire to do anything. Not s...
Show up. in Exerbabble III
The worst routine done pedal to the metal is still better than the best routine done half-assed. Concurrently, the best routine is the one you actually do. And. From personal observation across ...
Reconstruction. in Exerbabble III
No, no, not that boring part of US History. It has been years since I had any consistency in the gym. So many starts and stops in the past five years. Seems so long since I was a registered gym...
Rosacea. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I’m just assuming this will go away eventually. The google-fu that doxycycline hyclate is used to treat rosacea, well. Eye doctor(s) today suspect rosacea. At least I’ll be going from 100mg tw...
Happy Summer Solstice. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Somewhere between ignore and oblivious, I generally don’t participate in hallmark holidays. Or holidays in general, unless it is of my own volition. Huh, maybe that’s why it bugs me, right there...
