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Mother of three daughters, plus a stillborn daughter. Novelist. On novel #19. Married. For now. Pansexual. Raising a lesbian, woot. University student (English and social work.) Class of 2021. Mother of an autistic daughter.

"Don't dream it, be it."

Richard O'Brien

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Because it isn’t really important. Nothing I do honestly is. However, there are parts of the stuff I do that I like in general now, so there’s that. When I am away from home, at work, I’m pret...


June 13, 2021

ranty ranty in 2021

I’m fucking irritated that I just folded what equates to three baskets of a stranger’s fucking laundry. Oh, and they’re washing clothes again. Because apparently being caught out in the same tu...


May 28, 2021

Rage cage in 2021

Eh. I’m permanently angry. I am also lost. This is the first technical day of summer break (and it’s really the last summer break, since work starts Tuesday) and I feel so lost. So weirdly em...


May 22, 2021

Thinking out loud in 2021

No, no Ed Sheeran. Jeez, I have enough fucking redheads in here already. University ends this week. It was a five year ride - two years of junior college first, then three years of uni. I don’...


April 24, 2021

the new abnormal in 2021

Stuff is bad right now. This is usually the case, yes, but bad is still bad, so I still get to vent. -Her Majesty is 18. I have to file guardianship papers. These are expensive and involve hou...


February 11, 2021

Fuckassery in 2021

Tonight’s fuckassery: I bought perfectly good beef for a stir fry. I bought okayish sauce to flavor it (it wouldn’t have much on its own.) I bought seven dollars worth of frozen mixed veg that...


January 31, 2021

Downside in 2021

I was thinking today (about all I have energy for: I am still bleeding heavily. Tried to grocery shop yesterday, but I can only be away from home/toilet/sink for like 90 minutes to 2 hours.) An...


January 29, 2021

Uncrustables War in 2021

Yeah, the little sandwich things. Today my day was ruined by them. Apparently that roommate and her spawn bought some, and I bought some, and Spawnetta ate some, and nobody knows whose she ate,...


January 23, 2021

Murder by Numbers in 2021

But here’s the twist - nobody’s dead today but Larry King. (I wasn’t a fan.) Jterm has begun. I’ve got that one fiction prof back, the one who never posts the schedule ahead of time so you neve...


That thing he “had” to do with my car, I mean. It was a car stereo. He’s been promising me one since 2018, so that only took about 2.5 years. Faster than that vasectomy he promised, right? Th...


January 14, 2021

For a given value of "okay" in 2021

I am technically OKAY. I do not have a uterine tumor. Their sample was small, but they didn’t pick up any of the kind of tissue that would support a growing tumor, so that’s the argument. I jus...


My therapist semi wins. I do need a therapist. I need one right now. I am waiting to hear back from stupid fucking Kaiser about the uterine biopsy they have just done. Tomorrow is the expecte...


I am very frazzled right now. I need to buy a new mouse. I do not know where my wireless mouse is, but I do have the dongle. By the Law of Small Electronic Objects, the moment I get a new one ...


Fast unscramble. Internship: Got. Love. I just adore my internship. School: Zoom University can suck my butt. Home: - Still married. Ew. -Still have roommates. Ew. -Still have entire collec...


March 23, 2020

Antsy in April Showers (April 2020)

I really miss school. The daily routine of it was good. I liked waking up and getting in my car and toodling off. It was a relief. I only had to think about me for a while. Me, and the amazin...


My last post was coming up every time I tried to make a new one. this is an experimental one. Well, it’s visible and it seems to be working now. So I’ll…just write. Right. Psychotrickerist deci...


March 13, 2020

Digital Letdown in Snowspangled

Unlike the old, (crappy) tune about the digital getdown, which was definitely not a clean concept, I am experiencing digital letdown. I hate the sudden switch to online classes. I hate the brok...


I should, but I won’t, tell my psychiatrist crap because she always threatens to hospitalize me but 1 - she never does it, and 2 - I don’t have time for that bullshit. I have trouble getting yo...


March 09, 2020

Probably whining. in Snowspangled

So. Do you remember last week’s drama? I’m not gonna forget it anytime soon, for sure. The short form is that the damn bitch child of the roommate that doesn’t speak to me has told a CPS worke...


So, puzzling turns of events. No, still married to Dickface, and he’s still clueless. His latest thing is wandering around asking me what he DID. Because he treats me FINE. Because this used ...


February 20, 2020

To do list from hell in Snowspangled

I keep looking at what it would take to finish school with both majors. I still want both…even though I know the writing one could be sacrificed. It does me no good, I know it. I love it anywa...


If I had my life to do over, and I knew everything I know now, I would have applied to university from high school. I was afraid I’d get in and not be able to afford it, and basically get laughe...


February 15, 2020

Dancing with Myself in Snowspangled

I kind of win the bet I made with you guys about whether he would remember Valentine’s. Technically he did remember, but at 12:27 am, so it wasn’t Valentine’s anymore. But still so early he pro...


So I tried out that makeup I bought today. It was a bad idea. I just can’t seem to stop crying it off. I’m okay, though. Good as I ever get. I shouldn’t be crying. Other than that time I miss...


Well, the journal-y people call it their “level 10 life” but mine is completely failed, so it’s really just a circus. There are monkeys. Family and friends: Actively avoiding about 50% of my s...


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