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2021

by novelistbynite

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So, I had a dream. I don’t remember many of mine, so that’s new. In the dream, I had two relationships: a childhood friend (female) who was showing off things she’d bought (possibly to resell?...


Because it isn’t really important. Nothing I do honestly is. However, there are parts of the stuff I do that I like in general now, so there’s that. When I am away from home, at work, I’m pret...


June 14, 2021

ranty ranty

I’m fucking irritated that I just folded what equates to three baskets of a stranger’s fucking laundry. Oh, and they’re washing clothes again. Because apparently being caught out in the same tu...


May 29, 2021

Rage cage

Eh. I’m permanently angry. I am also lost. This is the first technical day of summer break (and it’s really the last summer break, since work starts Tuesday) and I feel so lost. So weirdly em...


May 23, 2021

Thinking out loud

No, no Ed Sheeran. Jeez, I have enough fucking redheads in here already. University ends this week. It was a five year ride - two years of junior college first, then three years of uni. I don’...


April 25, 2021

the new abnormal

Stuff is bad right now. This is usually the case, yes, but bad is still bad, so I still get to vent. -Her Majesty is 18. I have to file guardianship papers. These are expensive and involve hou...


February 12, 2021

Fuckassery

Tonight’s fuckassery: I bought perfectly good beef for a stir fry. I bought okayish sauce to flavor it (it wouldn’t have much on its own.) I bought seven dollars worth of frozen mixed veg that...


February 01, 2021

Downside

I was thinking today (about all I have energy for: I am still bleeding heavily. Tried to grocery shop yesterday, but I can only be away from home/toilet/sink for like 90 minutes to 2 hours.) An...


January 30, 2021

Uncrustables War

Yeah, the little sandwich things. Today my day was ruined by them. Apparently that roommate and her spawn bought some, and I bought some, and Spawnetta ate some, and nobody knows whose she ate,...


January 24, 2021

Murder by Numbers

But here’s the twist - nobody’s dead today but Larry King. (I wasn’t a fan.) Jterm has begun. I’ve got that one fiction prof back, the one who never posts the schedule ahead of time so you neve...


That thing he “had” to do with my car, I mean. It was a car stereo. He’s been promising me one since 2018, so that only took about 2.5 years. Faster than that vasectomy he promised, right? Th...


January 15, 2021

For a given value of "okay"

I am technically OKAY. I do not have a uterine tumor. Their sample was small, but they didn’t pick up any of the kind of tissue that would support a growing tumor, so that’s the argument. I jus...


My therapist semi wins. I do need a therapist. I need one right now. I am waiting to hear back from stupid fucking Kaiser about the uterine biopsy they have just done. Tomorrow is the expecte...


Book Description

What, why are you even reading this line? This is a journal, and I have no theme, so there’s no possible description that would fit right here except “shit,” or “stuff and things.” Pick one. There you go. Happy?