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The Moses of DE. I come from a site called Digital Expression, a site that was shut down. So I brought our people here, to stay connected and keep on our individual journeys of writing, expressing and healing.
Even if I'm in last place, I'm still doing better than those that never try.
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A post from Facebook. in Life
I’m not sure how I’m going to go about this but for the past week or so I’ve been quietly observing my use of Social Media and really wondering what, exactly, it’s adding to my life. Or more acc...
It’s been a while, which means there’s been a lot of growth. I find I tend to go silent when I’m in moments of development. I’m not sure if that’s a common trait but I suppose everyone interact...
Yesterdayyy in Life
Seems so very farrr away. So yesterday wasn’t a great day, obviously. I spent most of it in silent brooding while I played with Elly and gave Pam little more than one word answers. She knew som...
How to Proceed in Life
Now I’m gonna preface this with saying that I’m prone to paranoia and this is a broken record entry about Pam and her Cellphone. Yesterday Elly got her vaccinations and they went as well as they ...
Ey! Here we go! Pam and our family have been selected to be part of Phase 2 re-opening. Patio’s are starting to re-open. Daycare is waiting on an inspection from the govt and they’re re-openin...
Another Day in Quarantine in Life
So another weekend has passed, allergies kicked the heck outta me this weekend, or a summer cold. Who knows!? I feel better today but still that groggyness that comes with recovery. Pam and I...
I Don't Even Know in Life
What to write today! Hopefully nothing so dramatic as I feel like that’s all I’ve been writing about for the past little while. I’ve been having very vivid dreams again lately (I wasn’t for a whi...
I'ma Subscriber in Life
I’m not gonna give up (Beyonce anyone?) As we continue to watch American society crumble and head toward Civil War 2 I’ve found my anxiety peaking (Something I imagine a lot of you can relate to)...
Sick & Tired in Life
Of Pam’s Shit! Nah, just playin’ It’s not going to be one of those entrires. Pam and I have really been working on communication lately and I think we’ve adjusted to the ‘new normal’ of the si...
Reminds me of my First Time. in Life
I think this is probably the first time that I’m writing without a clear goal in mind on something I want to get off my mind so it may be a bit rambly and distracted. I’ve been in more of a cre...
The Ceremony, pt 1 in Dungeons and Dragons Campaign Brainstorming
Unreleated to previous entries, Written while listening to Dobrinka Tabakova - Alma Redemptoris Mater (Thanks to Mecurial Muse) The sounds of choir and chorus began while people were ushered int...
The Contrast of Personalities in Life
I think one of the biggest problems that Pam and I encounter in our relationship is that we have very different ways of dealing with problems. And when that’s the biggest thing that’s creating a...
The Worry Seeps In in Life
You can tell I’ve been thinking a lot again, probably a little too much as I’m starting to worry again. While it’s been great the past week while I focus on beginning and maintaining an active r...
Living Lessons in Life
This will probably be a light entry but as my mood is on a significant up-take I’m doing a quick look back on things that have helped me improve and get over a spike. Recognition is great in th...
Distilled Enjoyment in Life
I don’t… what does that even mean?! Well lucky for you I’m here to tell you. Or at least here to tell you what I think it means… or what it means to me… ANYway… One thing I’ve been thinking abou...
Shotgun Motivation in Life
Is that a term? I feel like that should be a term we use widely. Let me google this real quick… It’s not a thing apparently but it brought up a lot of Articles on shotguns so I’m probably on som...
Unfriended in Life
Another chapter in the identity crisis series. Gawd I’m so fucking dramatic sometimes. Really, only here. But I suppose that’s an outlet that I need. Probably not helping the whole “who am I”...
Identity Crisis in Life
That’s my middle name. Adam ‘Identity Crisis’ Daniel (Yes, that is my real-boring-ass-name, Google away. Well. If around the time of the last entry you’d had told me that I’d be locked indoo...
On Cooking - A Review in Life
So this is something that I’ve been wanting to break down for quite a while. I’ve spent 12 years in the Culinary, or, “In the Industry” (Which is a term I hate because so many people stupidly ab...
It’s really not that bad, I just think that title rolls off the tongue. I think it’s all the A’s. Pam is stuck. In a matter of sayings and I’m not sure if I’m right about this but this is what ...
Unpacking Emotions in Life
So month since we moved and there hasn’t been any physical unpacking since the first week which has left me in a position of looking back. There’s a lot less “Okay I gotta do A, B, and C” and a ...
Week 1, A Review in Achievements. in Life
Well we survived! Week one is now complete and despite the move itself being stressful in the sense of a climax of events and the ever looming idea in the back of my head that “I don’t deserve th...
One of those (good) days in Life
Ahh it’s one of those days, where the rain outside is coming down lightly casting a light mist over the horizon, cars are whizzing by splashing water about as they fade into the obscurity of thei...
The Desire to Achieve. in Life
I’m not sure if it’s because of Paternity leave or my growing agoraphobic tendencies but the days where I’m left wandering around lost and confused trying to identify this feeling of emptiness in...
Don't wanna say goodbye. in Life
My goodness my titles are dramatic, I should take up a part time job writing headlines for clickbait. This is going to be an awkward entry, I’m not in the greatest mood for no real reason and m...