SillySillySandee ⋅ 59
If you ask my friends, they will tell you I am loud and a little crazy. If you ask me, I will agree with them and add that you really shouldn't stand next to me when I talk in fear of getting smacked from a stray arm. My friends and co-workers have all learned the hard way. My life long dream was to get married, have children and live a happy life. After two failed marriages (each 15 yrs) and three children, I found my Knight in shining armor and am living the life I have always dreamed of.
“When someone you love walks through the door, even if it happens five times a day, you should go totally insane with joy.”
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Still hanging on, still hoping in Crossing over with SillySillySandee
Miracles happen. Or maybe Im just hanging onto something to tight. I made a post for Bruce. It read... Dear Bruce, I have resorted to begging. No I haven't been here consistently in the pas...
The last chapter... unless things change. in The "C" Word
I go every year for my scans. I no longer have to take the drive to Buffalo to go to Rosewell Park. My Primary care doc has everything he needs here to continue my scans. Im happy about that. But...
The most wondeerful time of the year Monday, August 17, 2009 in The "C" Word
Well tomorrow is the day of my yearly scans. Mike took the day off to go with me. He usually does. He knows how nervous I get. I get stressed out during this time of year because I NEVER know i...
Scans Tuesday, February 19, 2008 in The "C" Word
I hope this works. I am writing this from my iPhone. I had my scans done today and the good news is that they came back clear! YAY! They are checking on a spot on my liver to be sure there were ...
switch Monday, April 30, 2007 in The "C" Word
Not to keep bitching about my chest but MAN OH MAN I am so tired of it hurting. I really had hoped that after the first surgery back in 2005 it would eventually stop hurting but it doesnt. I co...
Back to Buffalo *UPDATE* Wednesday, April 25, 2007 in The "C" Word
Im gone in about 30 minutes for my trip back to Buffalo. 2 1/2 hours there. 2 1/2 hours back. I get to have my boob checked and find out what the other thing was that they took out of me was. I ...
Things are finally slowing down.... Wednesday, April 11, 2007 in The "C" Word
On the 17th I am to have surgery at Roswell Park. They claim it will be out-patient surgery. We'll see. Hopefully this will be the last of growing things invading my chest. I have had it. I sched...
So this is what it feels like! - Sunday, April 22, 2007 in The "C" Word
Well I have made it through 16 of my faves and Im not too sure how many more I have but I decided to take a break and write a short sweet something. I had my surgery last Tuesday. They said ever...
Is it over with yet??? March 14, 2007 in The "C" Word
I am so tired. I swear, why is it that I am always the one to be the one to do everything when it comes to things like this??? When my dad died, I had to do everything. When my mom died, I had to...
I DID IT! I DID IT! - 2-09-2006 in The "C" Word
I JOINED AN ON-LINE SUPPORT GROUP! I was debating on whether or not to join something like that. I kinda didnt feel as if I belonged to a cancer support group. I sometimes feel like because I ha...
Trying this again - 1-30-2006 in The "C" Word
This is the scar on my back. It looks real good now but before ..... EWWWWWW....... This is where they cut muscle and tissue and muved it under my skin to bring it to the front to cover the hol...
I feel like dancing... YEAH! - 1-19-2006 in The "C" Word
But I wont cause it will hurt. LOL! I went to the Doc yesterday. It was an all day thing. I started out with another chest x-ray then made my way to Dr. T's office. (the reconstruction Dr.) He ...
pooped 1-15-2006 in The "C" Word
Its been one hell of a day today. I have been feeling pretty bad. My tummy and my whole body hurt all day. Probably because I have been constipated again. I swear this pain medication they gave m...
WHEN???? 1-14-2006 in The "C" Word
I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF NOT FEELING GOOD. I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THE PAIN. I JUST WANT IT ALL TO GO AWAY! I sneezed last night and thought I was going to die. The pain was so bad it put me ...
Im Home - 12/22/2005 in The "C" Word
and I want to thank you Jezzy, with all my heart, for letting all my friends here know how I was doing. And thank you to all my dear friends for all your love a support and prayers and guardian ...
9/19/05 - 9/19/2005 in The "C" Word
I know its probably standard proceedure but I was told that all I had to do was a chest CT scan and now, today I get a call telling me I have to do a stomach & pelvic CT scan and and two othe...
Its only just begun - 9/16/2005 in The "C" Word
I tried reading yesterday and I managed to read quite a few I just wasn't into the note thing. Forgive me. I am heading back to work today. Chances are I am going to be sore but thats ok. My kid...
lonely - 9/15/2005 in The "C" Word
Dear Mom and Dad, I need you both right now and you're not here. Sandra
Im trying - 9/15/2005 in The "C" Word
I am trying so hard to think positive. I know that whatever I have it can be delt with. scratches I know that I am going to be ok. But then I sit here and think about .... What if they're wrong?...
Give me strength - 9/14/2005 in The "C" Word
Im scared. Yes I admit it. I have always tried to be a very strong person. I AM a very strong person but I am scared now. WHY? Well, I went to the follow up appointment today. I kinda wish I di...
LOP-SIDED - 9/14/2005 in The "C" Word
sings I'M SO DIZZY. MY HEAD IS SPINNING. stops singing I cant stay here long. Every time I sit up I get dizzy and nauseous. The surgery went well. My Doc said he removed tendon like tissue the ...
So the left boob said....... (edit) - 8/31/2005 in The "C" Word
Ok, so the left boob really didnt say anything and it would scare the shit outta me if it did! YOu know, its pretty sad when I can go into a Doctors office and without hesitation open my shirt a...
It was so easy in Crossing over with SillySillySandee
The worst part about moving to another site is learning how the damn thing works. I know I have had a new diary here since last year but I really haven't been here too much. I was used to the way...
So who here knows me from OD? in Crossing over with SillySillySandee
I kept the same name in hopes I find some old friends. So who's with me?
