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The "C" Word

by SillySillySandee

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I go every year for my scans. I no longer have to take the drive to Buffalo to go to Rosewell Park. My Primary care doc has everything he needs here to continue my scans. Im happy about that. But...


Well tomorrow is the day of my yearly scans. Mike took the day off to go with me. He usually does. He knows how nervous I get. I get stressed out during this time of year because I NEVER know i...


I hope this works. I am writing this from my iPhone. I had my scans done today and the good news is that they came back clear! YAY! They are checking on a spot on my liver to be sure there were ...


February 05, 2014

switch Monday, April 30, 2007

Not to keep bitching about my chest but MAN OH MAN I am so tired of it hurting. I really had hoped that after the first surgery back in 2005 it would eventually stop hurting but it doesnt. I co...


Im gone in about 30 minutes for my trip back to Buffalo. 2 1/2 hours there. 2 1/2 hours back. I get to have my boob checked and find out what the other thing was that they took out of me was. I ...


On the 17th I am to have surgery at Roswell Park. They claim it will be out-patient surgery. We'll see. Hopefully this will be the last of growing things invading my chest. I have had it. I sched...


Well I have made it through 16 of my faves and Im not too sure how many more I have but I decided to take a break and write a short sweet something. I had my surgery last Tuesday. They said ever...


I am so tired. I swear, why is it that I am always the one to be the one to do everything when it comes to things like this??? When my dad died, I had to do everything. When my mom died, I had to...


I JOINED AN ON-LINE SUPPORT GROUP! I was debating on whether or not to join something like that. I kinda didnt feel as if I belonged to a cancer support group. I sometimes feel like because I ha...


February 05, 2014

Trying this again - 1-30-2006

This is the scar on my back. It looks real good now but before ..... EWWWWWW....... This is where they cut muscle and tissue and muved it under my skin to bring it to the front to cover the hol...


But I wont cause it will hurt. LOL! I went to the Doc yesterday. It was an all day thing. I started out with another chest x-ray then made my way to Dr. T's office. (the reconstruction Dr.) He ...


February 05, 2014

pooped 1-15-2006

Its been one hell of a day today. I have been feeling pretty bad. My tummy and my whole body hurt all day. Probably because I have been constipated again. I swear this pain medication they gave m...


February 05, 2014

WHEN???? 1-14-2006

I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF NOT FEELING GOOD. I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THE PAIN. I JUST WANT IT ALL TO GO AWAY! I sneezed last night and thought I was going to die. The pain was so bad it put me ...


February 05, 2014

Im Home - 12/22/2005

and I want to thank you Jezzy, with all my heart, for letting all my friends here know how I was doing. And thank you to all my dear friends for all your love a support and prayers and guardian ...


February 05, 2014

9/19/05 - 9/19/2005

I know its probably standard proceedure but I was told that all I had to do was a chest CT scan and now, today I get a call telling me I have to do a stomach & pelvic CT scan and and two othe...


I tried reading yesterday and I managed to read quite a few I just wasn't into the note thing. Forgive me. I am heading back to work today. Chances are I am going to be sore but thats ok. My kid...


February 05, 2014

lonely - 9/15/2005

Dear Mom and Dad, I need you both right now and you're not here. Sandra


February 05, 2014

Im trying - 9/15/2005

I am trying so hard to think positive. I know that whatever I have it can be delt with. scratches I know that I am going to be ok. But then I sit here and think about .... What if they're wrong?...


February 05, 2014

Give me strength - 9/14/2005

Im scared. Yes I admit it. I have always tried to be a very strong person. I AM a very strong person but I am scared now. WHY? Well, I went to the follow up appointment today. I kinda wish I di...


February 05, 2014

LOP-SIDED - 9/14/2005

sings I'M SO DIZZY. MY HEAD IS SPINNING. stops singing I cant stay here long. Every time I sit up I get dizzy and nauseous. The surgery went well. My Doc said he removed tendon like tissue the ...


Ok, so the left boob really didnt say anything and it would scare the shit outta me if it did! YOu know, its pretty sad when I can go into a Doctors office and without hesitation open my shirt a...


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I guess you can say that I am making this book as a memory of what I am capable of doing. I had a rare form of cancer and I won. I am copying them from my OD.