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I DON’T KNOW WHY I AM SO MISERABLE. I DON’T KNOW WHY I CAN’T RELAX. I DON’T KNOW WHY I CAN’T ENJOY MY LIFE. I HAVE SO MUCH. I AM SO LONESOME. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT. I DON’T HAVE CLOSE...

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I AM IN FLORIDA. I DROVE DOWN OVER THE PAST WEEK. IT WAS A WONDERFUL TRIP. HOWEVER NOW THAT I’M HERE I’M COMPLETELY OVERWHELMED BY ALL I HAVE TO DO. MY FEET ARE ALSO MAKING ME CRAZY. THEY ARE BOT...

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I STILL HAVE TROUBLE SLEEPING. I STILL AM NOT USE TO LIVING ALONE. IT’S SUPPOSE TO GET EASIER. I’M WAITING............................ FOR SOMEONE WHO LOVED BEING ALONE AND DOING THINGS ALONE I C...

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I AM VERY MISERABLE TODAY. I SPENT THE DAY ALONE. MAYBE I SHOULDN’T HAVE BUT I JUST DIDN’T GET UP ENOUGH ENERGY TO GO OUT. MY BROTHER-IN-LAW DIED IN TORONTO LAST WEEK. I WENT TO TORONTO FOR A FEW...

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I always thought it would be wonderful to live alone! I could do what I want when I wanted. Was I ever wrong!!!!!! My hubby died in October so I have been alone ever since. I am in Florida for t...

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ALL I WANT TO DO IS COMPLAIN BUT MAYBE JUST MAYBE I SHOULD LIST ALL THE THINGS I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL FOR. I AM IN FLORIDA FOR THE WINTER. I HAVE FRIENDS TO PLAY CARDS WITH. I HAVE FRIENDS WHO INVI...

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I AM FINDING IT DIFFICULT TO BE ALONE. SO OFTEN WHEN MY HUBBY WAS AROUND I WISHED THAT I COULD BE ALONE TO DO WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT. I AM NOT FINDING IT AS MUCH FUN AS I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE. I ...

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I must admit that I am coping ok. I am slowly getting things done. Today I went to the funeral parlour and a woman told me everything that I have to do. This particular funeral parlour is very we...

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My hubby died a few weeks ago. It was a very difficult year so in a way it was a relief. Both my children and I spent the year taking care of him. Of course we are glad that we did. We did our be...

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I AM HARDLY COPING AT ALL. EVEN AFTER TWO DAYS SHOPPING AND RELAXING AND NOT VISITING MY HUBBY I AM STILL FALLING APART. MY DAUGHTER HAS BEEN GREAT. SHE GAVE ME TWO DAYS OFF AND WANTS ME TO TAKE ...

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MY DAUGHTER AND I MADE UP. WE WENT SHOPPING AND FOR SUPPER THE OTHER NIGHT. WE ARE BOTH IN SO MUCH PAIN!!!! I HAVE TO SAY THAT MY DAUGHTER IS THE BEST. SHE INSISTED THAT I TAKE TWO DAYS OFF AND S...

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I’VE HAD A DIFFICULT FEW MONTHS. I AM FALLING APART. I AM “FIGHTING” WITH MY DAUGHTER. I DON’T KNOW WHY SHE DIDN’T STAY IN TORONTO/ I KNOW SHE IS WORRIED ABOUT HER FATHER. HER FATHER IS DYING BUT...

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not much new here. i am coping as best i can. today when i got to the hospital there was an empty box. it looked like it was from a computer...............i thought maybe my son had come back fro...

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I AM SUPER DISAPPOINTED IN MY DAUGHTER. SHE CAME TO MONTREAL FOR A FEW DAYS TO SEE HER DYING FATHER AND TO GO TO A WEDDING. WELL SHE DID GO TO HER WEDDING AND HAD A BLAST. SHE DIS SPENDS UPER AMO...

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I TYPE IN CAPITALS BECASE IT IS EASIER FOR ME THAN TYPING REGULAR AND USING CAPITALS AND LOWER CASE ETC.

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YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH. I MIGHT NOT KNOW OR UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH EITHER. I AM AN OLD LADY. MAYBE I AM NOT OLD IN YEARS- ONLY 74 BUT I FEEL LIKE 90. I AM NOT STRON...

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I AM SO STRESSED OUT. I AM FEELING SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS. I NEVER WOULD HAVE IMAGINED THAT I WOULD FEEL LIKE THIS. OFTEN I THINK THAT I WOULD LIKE TO MOVE INTO A SENIOR HOME. I DON’T WANT OR N...

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MY DAUGHTER IS BACK IN TORONTO. SHE IS GOING THROUGH IN VITRO TREATMENTS. I HOPE SHE GETS THE BABY SHE WANTS. SHE SAYS THAT SHE WILL COME BACK NEXT WEEK. I TOLD HER NOT TO RUSH, TO DO WHAT SHE HA...

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IT WAS A STRANGE DAY. FIRST OF ALL I GOT A CALL FROM MY HUBBY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I COULDN’T BELIEVE HE CALLED. I COULDN’T BELIEVE HE KNEW ENOUGH TO DIAL OUR HOME NUMBER. ANYHOW HE GAVE ME A LIST OF...

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THINGS ALWAYS SEEEM BRIGHTER IN THE MORNING. THE SUN IS OUT................THIS AFTERNOON WHEN I GO VISIT MY HUBBY I PLAN TO TAKE HIM OUT. THEY HAVE A WONDERFUL GARDEN!!! THIS IS PROBABLY THE HAR...

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* ![It has been very difficult around here. my hubby is deathly ill. He is in the hospital now in palliative care. i am completely stressed out. my children have been wonderful. we have hired hel...

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JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU FOR EVERYONE WHO WROTE AND OFFERED ME ENCOURAGEMENT. I AM OFF TO THE HOSPITAL!!! MY KIDS HAVE BEEN WONDERFUL. MY DAUGHTER HAS DRIVEN BACK AND FORTH TO TORONTO MORE TIME...

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I AM FINDING LIFE VERY DIFFICULT. I GO TO THE HOSPITAL EVERYDAY AROUND 9:30-10:00; I SIT ALL DAY BY MY HUBBY’S SIDE DOING WHATEVER HE WANTS. IF IT’S NICE WE SIT OUTSIDE. IT’S A VERY LONG DAY! YE...

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I HAVE BEEN BUSY CARING FOR MY HUBBY. I HAVE ALWAYS SAID THAT IT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO LOOK AFTER THE CAREGIVER. I NOW UNDERSTAND FULLY WHAT I MEANT. HUBBY IS LYING IN BED ALL DAY ALTHOUGH HE IS ...

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THEY SAY MY HUBBY IS DYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BROUGHT HIM INTO THE HOSPITAL ALMOST THREE WEEKS AGO. a million doctors came to see us and all they can say is that there is nothing...

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