FLORIDA in THOUGHTS
- Nov. 30, 2016, 10:35 p.m.
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ALL I WANT TO DO IS COMPLAIN BUT MAYBE JUST MAYBE I SHOULD LIST ALL THE THINGS I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL FOR.
I AM IN FLORIDA FOR THE WINTER.
I HAVE FRIENDS TO PLAY CARDS WITH.
I HAVE FRIENDS WHO INVITE ME FOR SUPPER.
TOMORROW I WILL GO SWIMMING IN THE MORNING.
IN THE AFTERNOON I AM PLAYING MAH JONGG.
I DID THREE LOADS OF LAUNDRY TONIGHT.
I WENT OUT FOR LUNCH.
I WENT TO THE KOSHER STORE TO BUY MEAT ETC.
THE CAR IS DRIVING WELL ALTHOUGH IT NEEDS A WASH.
I CALLED AN AGENCY TO PICK UP HUBY’S CLOTHES ETC,. I HAVE TO GO THROUGH OUR STORAGE ROOM. I AM SURE THERE IS PLENTY I CAN GET RID OF.
I DON’T HAVE A REALLY GOOD FRIEND HERE.
AS MUCH AS I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE ALONE I DON’T LIKE IT. MLST OF THE TIME IT IS OK BUT LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE IT ISN’T PERFECT.
I WOULD LIKE TO INVITE A FRIEND TO VISIT BUT I HAVE NO PATIENCE OR TOLERANCE FOR ANYONE. MY FRIEND IS COMING ON MONDAY SO HOPEFULLY I’LL HANG OUT WITH HER ALOT. SHE’S ONLY HERE FOR A MONTH.
I WROTE MY RABBI TO SEE IF HE HAS ANY SUGGESTIONS ON WHAT I CAN DO TO MAKE MY LIFE MORE MEANINGFUL.
TRAGEDY STRUCK MY COUSIN IN ISRAEL. HE IS A GREAT ARTIST. WELL HIS STUDIO BURNED TO THE GROUND. ALL HIS ARTWORK IS GONE!!!!!!!! WHAT IS TERRORISM?
WHY IS ISRAEL AND THE JEWISH PEOPLE HATED SO MUCH?????
DOES ANYONE KNOW ALL THE INVENTIONS THAT ISRAEL HAS CONTRIBUTED TO THE WORLD?????
HOWEVER I HAVE MANY MORE COMPLAINTS:
MY NEUROPATHY IN MY FEET IS CONSTANT AND MAKES IT DIFFICULT TO GET AROUND.
I HAVE TO SLEEP WITH A SLEEP APNEA MACHINE AND I CAN’T GET USE TO IT ALTHOUGH I AM DETERMINED TO TRY HARD.
I AM LONELY.
I AM TRYING TO REACH OUT TO GET TOGETHER WITH FRIENDS.
THE WORSE TIME SEEMS TO BE AT SUPPER TIME - WHEN IT STARTS GETTING DARK.
I HAD TO HAVE THE CAR TOWED WHEN I CAME.
I HAD TO WAIT FOR REPAIR MEN FOR THE BATHROOM AND AIR CONDITIONER.
I AM DEALING WITH BANKS THAT MAKE ME CRAZY. THEY WON’T ACCEPT A CANADIAN DRIVER’S LICENSE. THANK GOODNESS I HJAD MY PASSPORT WITH ME.
MY PHONE DIDN’T WORK. I HAD TO GET A NEW CELL PLAN AND ALSO A PLAN FOR THE HOUSE. IT ISN’T WORKING YET.
ANYHOW WILL TRY TO GET BACK TO SLEEP.
Deleted user ⋅ November 30, 2016
I can imagine these are difficult times, your first winter in Florida without hubby. Sorry for your trials, and for your cousin's horrible situation!
You are a strong woman and will be able to find someone you can be a friend to. That in itself is the most meaningful and joy-giving act you can do... think about being a friend instead of getting a friend. And I bet that will make your life less lonely. How's your daughter doing?
cardslinger ⋅ December 01, 2016
Everything must be difficult being the first time since your husband passed. I hope you get a lovely routine figured out and that your rabbi has ideas and your friends continue to be your friends. {{HUGS}}