MISERABLE in THOUGHTS

I DON’T KNOW WHY I AM SO MISERABLE.
I DON’T KNOW WHY I CAN’T RELAX.
I DON’T KNOW WHY I CAN’T ENJOY MY LIFE.
I HAVE SO MUCH.
I AM SO LONESOME.
I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT.
I DON’T HAVE CLOSE FRIENDS DOWN HERE.
I AM SO FRUSTRATED.HELP.I WISH I COULD APPRECIATE WHAT I HAVE.
I AM JUST SO ALONE.
I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
I NEED HELP.
I NEED A FRIEND.
I NEED SOMEONE WHO SHOWS ME THEY CARE ABOUT ME.
I CAN’T SLEEP.
MY FEET BOTHER ME.

I AM SO LUCKY!
I AM IN FLORIDA FOR THE WINTER.
I HAVE NO MONEY WORRIES.
I HAVE BOOKS TO READ.
I HAVE THIS WONDERFUL MAC LAPTOP.
I GO SWIMMING EVERYDAY.
I AM SO FORTUNATE.
I AM GOING TO BUY A PIANO AND TAKE LESSONS WHILE I’M HERE.
I HAVE PLENTY OF FOOD TO EAT.

I WILL TRY TO GET OUT OF THIS MOOD.
IT DOESN’T DO ME ANY GOOD.
I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT MY FRIENDS WHO CAN’T COME DOWN.
I KNOW I’M LUCKY.,
I DON’T FEEL LUCKY.
I GUESS I AM VERY SPOILED.
I AM THINKING OF INVITING A FRIEND TO SPEND TIME WITH ME OVER THE HOLIDAYS.
I AM SO IMPATIENT I’M NOT SURE I WOULD ENJOY IT.
I KEEP THINKING OF GOING ON A NOTHER ROAD TRIP AROUND FLORIDA.
I BETTER GROW UP AND APPRECIATE WHAT I HAVE.