MISERABLE in THOUGHTS
- March 21, 2017, 9:29 p.m.
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I AM VERY MISERABLE TODAY. I SPENT THE DAY ALONE. MAYBE I SHOULDN’T HAVE BUT I JUST DIDN’T GET UP ENOUGH ENERGY TO GO OUT.
MY BROTHER-IN-LAW DIED IN TORONTO LAST WEEK. I WENT TO TORONTO FOR A FEW DAYS TO BE WITH MY SISTER IN LAW. POOR THING! THIS YEAR SHE LOST HER TWO YOUNGER BROTHERS AND NOW HER HUSBAND.
I AM PACKING TO GO HOME ON SAturday.I DON’T KNOW WHY I CAN’T GET OUT OF THIS SLUMP. ALL I DO IS CRY.
I SPENT THE DAY PACKING AND PLAYING GAME SON THE COMPUTER. TOMORROW I BETTER GO OUT. MOST OF MY FRIENDS LEFT HERE. OTHERS WILL LEAVE IN THE NEXT WEEK OR SO.
I SERIOUSLY AM THINKING OF MOVING INTO A SENIOR CENTER WHEN I GET HOME. AS ,MUCH AS I ALWAYS LOVED BEING ALONE IT SEEMS LIKE I JUST CAN’T HANDLE IT. THERE ARE JUST TOO MANY BILLS TO PAY ETC.
THERE OS SNONE I FEEL I CAN TALK TO. I DON’T WANT THEM TO KNOW HOW MISERABLE I AM. THAT’S WHY I COME HERE. . TO LET OUT MY FEELINGS ETC.
TO VENT
I WAS IN BED BUT COULDN’T FALL ASLEEP.
ANYONE GAVE NEUROPAATHY.
ANYONE FIND NAYTHING THAT HELPS?
Dirty Numb Angelboy ⋅ March 21, 2017
I'm there but I don't know how to fix it bud. I just want to die and then I'd be happy. Free from all of this hurt.
Deleted user ⋅ March 21, 2017
I'm sorry and positive thoughts are with you.
Purple Dawn ⋅ March 22, 2017
I hope you feel better and find some nice people to spend time with.
HappyAtLast ⋅ March 23, 2017
Everyone I know who lives in a 50plus community LOVES it. So much to do, so little in the way of maintenence
cardslinger ⋅ April 10, 2017
Maybe you could talk to a professional and see if they have any tips to help you live your life in a positive way now that you are in a different stage. Good luck. I can only imagine how diffiicult this must be for you.