MISERABLE in THOUGHTS

I AM IN FLORIDA. I DROVE DOWN OVER THE PAST WEEK. IT WAS A WONDERFUL TRIP. HOWEVER NOW THAT I’M HERE I’M COMPLETELY OVERWHELMED BY ALL I HAVE TO DO. MY FEET ARE ALSO MAKING ME CRAZY. THEY ARE BOTHERING ME NO MATTER WHAT I DO. I ALSO AM ALONE. I NEVER FELT SO ALONE IN MY LIFE. I THINK THE COMBINATION OF MY FEET HURTING AND BEING ALONE IS TAKING A TOLL ON ME. MY HUSBAND DID SO MUCH WHEN WE CAME DOWN. I NEVER REALOZED JUST HOW MUCH. I NEVER APPRECIATED IT. NOW THAT I AM DOING IT ALONE I AM NOT HAPPY. I KEEP THINKING I SHOULD HAVE STAYED HOME.strong textI DON’T KNOW WHAT LAYS AHEAD.
I HOPE THINGS SETTLE DOWN AND I’LL ENJOY BEING HERE.
RIGHT NOW I AM TRYING TO GET THIS PLAC E IN ORDER. I HAVE WAY WAY WAY TOO MUCH STUFF. I HAVE TO STOP SHOPPING BUT IT IS SOMETHING I DO WHEN I HAVE NOTHING TO DO. HOPEFULLY THINGS WILL LOOK BETTER I THE MORNING.