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MISERABLE
I DON’T KNOW WHY I AM SO MISERABLE. I DON’T KNOW WHY I CAN’T RELAX. I DON’T KNOW WHY I CAN’T ENJOY MY LIFE. I HAVE SO MUCH. I AM SO LONESOME. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT. I DON’T HAVE CLOSE...
MISERABLE
I AM IN FLORIDA. I DROVE DOWN OVER THE PAST WEEK. IT WAS A WONDERFUL TRIP. HOWEVER NOW THAT I’M HERE I’M COMPLETELY OVERWHELMED BY ALL I HAVE TO DO. MY FEET ARE ALSO MAKING ME CRAZY. THEY ARE BOT...
NOTHING BUT THE SAME
I STILL HAVE TROUBLE SLEEPING. I STILL AM NOT USE TO LIVING ALONE. IT’S SUPPOSE TO GET EASIER. I’M WAITING............................ FOR SOMEONE WHO LOVED BEING ALONE AND DOING THINGS ALONE I C...
MISERABLE
I AM VERY MISERABLE TODAY. I SPENT THE DAY ALONE. MAYBE I SHOULDN’T HAVE BUT I JUST DIDN’T GET UP ENOUGH ENERGY TO GO OUT. MY BROTHER-IN-LAW DIED IN TORONTO LAST WEEK. I WENT TO TORONTO FOR A FEW...
FLORIDA
ALL I WANT TO DO IS COMPLAIN BUT MAYBE JUST MAYBE I SHOULD LIST ALL THE THINGS I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL FOR. I AM IN FLORIDA FOR THE WINTER. I HAVE FRIENDS TO PLAY CARDS WITH. I HAVE FRIENDS WHO INVI...
BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR
I AM FINDING IT DIFFICULT TO BE ALONE. SO OFTEN WHEN MY HUBBY WAS AROUND I WISHED THAT I COULD BE ALONE TO DO WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT. I AM NOT FINDING IT AS MUCH FUN AS I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE. I ...
CAPITALS
I TYPE IN CAPITALS BECASE IT IS EASIER FOR ME THAN TYPING REGULAR AND USING CAPITALS AND LOWER CASE ETC.
HOW
I DON’T KNOW HOW TO STAY STRONG!!!!! IT’S DIFFICULT. I TELL PEOPLE I’M OK AND I GUESS I AM BUT SOMETIMES THOUGHTS GO THROUGH MY HEAD. HOW WILL I ENDURE FOR ANOTHER FEW MONTHS? HOW WILL WE COPE IN...
I WAS DOING OK
I WAS DOING OK BUT TONIGHT I COULDN’T SLEEP. JUST WHEN I WOKE UP MY HUBBY WAS GOING TO BED. HE STARTED TO TALK TO ME ABOUT DIFFERENT THINGS AND I JUST COULDN’T COPE. I TRIED TO EXPLAIN HOW I DON’...
PATIENCE!
I REALIZE THAT I AM GOING TO NEED A LOT OF PATIENCE WHILE MY HUBBY GOES THROUGH THE CHEMO. I WILL NEED A LOT OF PATIENCE TO STAY HOME MOST OF THE DAY. I DON’T WANT TO LEAVE HIM ALONE. EVEN THOUGH...
TROUBLE AHEAD
MY HUSBAND IS SICK! HE HAS SMALL TUMOURS IN HIS LIVER. I DON’T KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS. IT IS SO SCARY. WE PROBABLY WON’T BE GOING TO FLORIDA THIS WINTER. I DON’T KNOW HOW HE WILL COPE.WE HAVE...
so sad so very sad
Our Rabbi died!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He was the pillar of our community. I have known him all my life. he was a very strong and determined man. He was a very religious and giving man. He always had a s...
SAD REALIZATIONS
TRUE OR NOT? I Realized today that my husband never enjoyed being a father!!!!! The key word is enjoyed! He did what he had to. He was always there and maybe that should be enough. I’ve realized ...
I'M HERE AGAIN
I really would like to be here more often. So often I want to write something and never do!!!! I have to make it a habit to come every day like I use to go to Open Diary. Nothing and a lot doing ...
what is wrong with me?
I CAN’T UNDERSTAND WHAT IS WORNG WITH ME????? MY SON ASKED ME TO BABYSIT FOR MY GRANDSON WHO I LOVE SO MUCH. I HAVEN’T BABYSAT FOR A LONG TIME. I CAN’T BELIEVE THAT I AM NERVOUS AND WORRIED WHAT ...
SO FED UP WHAT ELSE IS NEW
I GUESS I COME HERE ONLY TO COMPLAIN. THAT’S WHAT I AM FAMOUS FOR. THIS MORNING I WENT SHOPPING. I PLANNED TO MAKE A DELICIOUS CHICKEN SOUP FOR SUPPER. SO I SPENT ABPUT 100 FOR THE CHICKEN AND AL...
TOO MUCH THINKING
**I was up half the night if not longer. I think so different lately. I realize just how lonely it must be to live alone. I had supper out with two widows last weekend.** I appreciate my hubby so...
JUST FOR TODAY
I AM GOING TO HAVE A GOOD DAY. I AM GOING SWIMMING. I AM GOING TO DO STAINED GLASS. I WILL COMPLETE MY STAINED GLASS HORSE. I WILL SIT AT THE POOL WITH MY FRIENDS. I WILL BE HAPPY. I WILL BE SATI...
I TRIED!
SOMEOF YOU HAVE SUGGESTED THAT I GO ON MEDICATION ETC FOR MY DEPRESSION ETC. I TALKED TO MY DOCTOR A FEW TIMES ABOUT MY MOODS, ANXIETY ETC. SHE PUT ME ON LYRICA BECAUSE OF MY NEUROPATHY. SHE DIDN...
TWENTY YEARS????????
Tell me your opinion please! Does it make sense that a teacher gets 20 years in prison for having sex with a student 14 years old????????????????? He should have killed someone instead. I just do...
HELP
I think I need help. I just don’t feel well mentally. Too many things bother me and I don’t know what to do. I have trouble making decisions. I can’t stand when people do things that I think are...
ME
I NEED HELP TO COPE. I AM CONSTANLY THINKING BAD THOUGHTS. I CAN’T SEEM TO RALLY AROUND. I CAN’T SEEM TO APPRECIATE MY LIFE. I CAN’T SEEM TO LET THINGS GO. I HAVE NO ATINECE WITH PEOPLE. I HAVE T...
HELP!
I AM SO FED UP. I CAN'T SLEEPO. I AM NOT SURE IF THE NEUROPATHY IN MY FEET WAKES ME UP OR I WAKE UP AND THEN THE NEUROPATHY BOTHERS ME. I'VE BEEN TO TWO DOCTORS. ONE WANTED ME TO TAKE LYRICA BUT ...
BORED
I'M BORED TO DEATH AND DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF. I CAN'T SIT STILL. I CAN'T STAND UP. I CAN'T CONCENTRATE ON ANYTHING. I'M UP AND DOWN LIKE A YOYO. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. I W...
SUDDENLY WITH A BLINK OF AN EYE
SUDDENLY WITH THE BLINK OF AN EYE THE SUN WAS BRILLIANTLY SHINING IT WAS A PICTURE OF A DAY WHEN I STARED OUTSIDE MY WINDOW AND WATCHED MY CHILD AT PLAY FUNNY HOW QUICKLY TIME PASSES SUDDENLY WI...
