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Everyday Musings of a Very Tired Mama

by PickleMama

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August 01, 2021

Holy Cow

Almost 2 years since I’ve written? Pickle is 8, finally started a private school on a special needs scholarship. Meds have been a game changer for him, as well as ABA therapy and a social skills...


September 11, 2019

Day by Day

Finally got the report back from the doctor who did Pickle’s autism evaluation. Autism Spectrum Disorder, Conduct Disorder NOS, Speech Sound Disorder and ADHD. He also has Dysfunctional Eliminati...


August 21, 2019

At the bakery

Awhile back, Pickle and I got on the topic of muffin tops. I don’t know if he heard it somewhere or if I randomly said it, but he asked what it was. So I told him and he asked if I had one. I ...


August 21, 2019

Badass Parenting

“Sorry-not-sorry” parenting moment 5307: Pickle doing homework and needs to spell the word “funny”. Pickle loves to pretend he doesn’t know how to spell words. He came up with the first letter on...


August 07, 2019

Over it

Our cat Finny has been missing for 8 days. He got out when Babe had to get the AC unit out the front door because it caught fire. We didnt even realize for two days that we hadn’t seen him. We...


July 29, 2019

Where did the summer go?

Holy crap, it’s been 6 weeks since I have written a public entry. I never thought the summer would end and even though there are still 15 days, 16 hours and 44 minutes left until school starts, ...


April 17, 2019

30 days...

…school days that is until Pickle is no longer a Kindergartener! (did I spell that right?). Freaking crazy. For 6 weeks over the summer he’ll be in Summer Bridge for a 1/2 day. Summer Bridge...


March 29, 2019

It's almost here

Pickle’s birthday is Tuesday–6!! I have no idea how that happened. We have been struggling with him a lot, trying to figure out what’s wrong and how to help him. I finally told the psychiatrist...


I just have to document this fucking day so I can forget about it. After I recovered from the stomach bug Tuesday/Wednesday, Babe started throwing up Thursday afternoon. It’s 11pm on Friday and...


March 06, 2019

Feel Good

Its amazing how, when you spend the whole day going from the toilet to the bed and back and then just giving up and napping in the tub, when you feel better the next day, you feel like you could ...


February 02, 2019

Typhoid Mary

That is my nickname lately. I blame Boo. She got sick first. Thankfully neither Babe nor Pickle has gotten sick. Yesterday was miserable. I walked Pickle to school and it was okay but as the...


But I really want to. Pickle and Booboo’s godmother (we will call her “M”) was supposed to come over tomorrow morning to watch Booboo so I could go to Pickle’s IEP meeting without any distraction...


January 17, 2019

All the Feels

Ugh, I sobbed into the dishwater as I was doing dishes today. I hate that Babe and I aren’t really communicating lately. We’re just co-existing. He gets home and usually sits around with his t...


January 14, 2019

My Pickle

So proud of my Pickle…he got nominated as his class’ Jazzy Jaguar for the week! He gets the star treatment this week. From the school’s website: “Teachers select their student of the week or Jaz...


January 14, 2019

Depressed

Feeling depressed lately. Babe and I barely have conversations these days. If he’s not on the phone or tablet, he’s just zoned out. He is super depressed and I am hopeful that once his new medi...


January 12, 2019

When I Feel Overwhelmed

I try to remind myself that it’s okay to not be able to get everything done. Easier said than done. So I got rejected for my application to be a copy writer. They said because they have so man...


January 08, 2019

Finally!

Pickle goes back to school tomorrow. I love him more than life itself but its been 17 days y’all. Of course the tradeoff is going to be resuming walking him to and from school twice a day, at le...


January 06, 2019

2019 Already? Holy Crap!

Christmas seems like a distant memory but I will try to re-cap. Christmas Eve with the GPs and the GF’s parents was really nice. We ate entirely too much food and had a ridiculous amount of fun ...


December 23, 2018

Pickle

So Pickle is 5 and he has been struggling with speech and behavior issues for over a year. In October, mention was made about autism, or ASD. And wow, it makes so much sense when I consider that...


December 09, 2018

Surgiversary

December 7, 2015. I had a Vertical Sleeve Gastrectomy, wherein most of my stomach was removed. This is a type of weight loss surgery. I lost 70 pounds but in these 3 years, I have gained back ...


November 22, 2018

Happy Rape and Pillage Day

I hate the story/history of Thanksgiving because I don’t think it was the pleasant kumbaya kittens and rainbows that the history books purport it to be. So I’ve never been too into Thanksgiving....


October 25, 2018

Quick

cause BooBoo is just waking up from her nap. Had Pickle’s meeting about his IEP last week. They are preparing to do all kinds of assessments so those are getting started. I did a parent intervi...


October 13, 2018

Its Been Awhile

Lots happening since I wrote last–15 days ago! Let’s see if I can remember. Pickle’s Assessment- October 1st. Took Babe to work and then Pickle and BooBoo and I went to Cracker Barrel. It went...


September 28, 2018

"Today is my Lucky Day"

This is what Pickle said to me one day last week. I asked him why and he said he didn’t know. So there’s that. Man I have been knackered lately. Booboo is insufferable now that she’s standing e...


September 11, 2018

I Miss Obama

On hold with Greenpeace because when we joined a couple weeks ago I thought it was a one time donation. Then I read the fine print and I think they take that amount out monthly. Umm no. Sorry....


Book Description

I have two beautiful children, a husband who doesn’t know his true worth, a 3 legged Greyhound and 6 cats. I also have an itch to change career fields and am just starting to figure out how its all going to work.
Life is never boring, that much I can say.