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TMI in 2018

Back at it again with yet another UTI. Great. My husband went away hunting for a week, prior to that he was at a course in Toronto… So I’ve been fine. He comes home, we start getting out again, b...

5 days ago

Grief I guess in 2018

Man,the grief comes over me at the strangest times now. And I suppose that’s what I get for not dealing with it for the last four months. I don’t know why I feel this uncontrollable need to be s...

Feeling super sad in the last two days… missing my gramma… A LOT. I put out some wintery/christmas decor to try and lift my mood. She always loved xmas. It seems to have done the opposite, tho...

November 06, 2018

Not pregnant in 2018

So, I got my period this morning. Not pregnant, but we knew that because I took a pregnancy test on October 26, and then again on October 31. Both were negative. And I’ve been taking ovulation te...

October 27, 2018

UTI, TTC, 9 days DPO? Wtf in 2018

So aside from having a pretty severe UTI, becoming my town newest undertaker, the possibility of being pregnant, there really hasn’t been much going on. I should probably take a test today, but I...

October 25, 2018

Undertaker in 2018

OK guys, I got the funeral home job!!! Well, it’s not like I was up against anybody, she was specifically seeking me Out, so it’s actually kind of a given that I got the job. Either way, kind of ...

October 24, 2018

TMI in 2018

Been having a lot of sex lately on account of me FINALLY having energy. But… uhm… I haven’t been urinating after sex… so now I have a UTI. So thats fun. Kristen <3

It’ll be a blessing when I don’t have to go to the hospital or see a doctor for one solid week. I feel like I basically live there at this point, with all the blood work, ultrasounds, doctors ap...

October 13, 2018

ADHD please help me lol in 2018

In the last entry that I also just finished writing five minutes ago, I forgot to mention that we are having a little bit of trouble with Evelyn now. We’ve struggled with Miley’s reading and writ...

October 13, 2018

Hyperthyroidism in 2018

Well, yet another entry voice to text so I apologize for any errors because as usual I will likely not proofread. So I’ve got my diagnosis. With all of the heart trouble and bullshit like that go...

September 30, 2018

Diary in 2018

Over the weekend (last weekend, I forgot I started this entry) we went to a wedding in the city. It was fun I guess, seeing all of my family… I wish I could’ve gotten more drunk though. However d...

September 22, 2018

Funeral home in 2018

I took my final road test today. I’m finally fully licensed. Thank fucking God. I should’ve done this when I was a teenager, but I left home very young and didn’t really have the money to spend o...

Sometimes I wonder if everything is all related , Like am I tired and overwhelmed because of my heart thing? Or is it because of my anxiety? Or is it something more?? I sometimes I wonder if I ha...

September 17, 2018

More mental illness mumbo-jumbo in 2018

So this is going to be quick because Kris just left to bring Evelyn for a birthday party, so he’ll be back soon… We got into a big fight last night and it’s kind of dragging on today as well. I ...

September 15, 2018

Visited grammas grave in 2018

I’m doing another talk to text entry, I hope it doesn’t screw up… Because I really don’t proofread before I save and upload Ha ha ha… So last weekend my family and I went out of town, it seem to ...

I think this one’s going to be totally about my anxiety and how it controls my fucking life. As I said in the last entry sometimes it’s all I can do to get out of bed in the morning and get the k...

September 06, 2018

Yay for heart disease in 2018

Well crap I just spoke a whole entry into text and then asked Denteley deleted the entire thing by clicking the select all thing and I guess heading back space on my phone. Fuck sake’s. Let’s try...

September 06, 2018

2 entries in one day?? in 2018

I’m going to try the speak to text thing On this website to see if it works because if it does I’m going to use it more often, I find it easier to speak out loud rather than sit down and take a m...

September 06, 2018

:( in 2018

I’m so tired of not being allowed to feel. I’m tired of not having time to take care of myself. My heart is sick, I’ve got so many issues and I’ve been told to eliminate stress… how? How do you...

So we went on our little family holiday thing :) Kids loved going to Ripley’s Aquarium, and the CN tower. Then we donned our costumes and headed out to Taylor Swift! It was a blast. We even g...

July 19, 2018

Advice needed in 2018

Help. So my mother was basically the sole caregiver to my gramma for the last 6 years. It’s been way more than that but I guess what I’m saying is she’s been much more ill in the last few years...

July 12, 2018

Celebration of life in 2018

So the funeral was exactly that. Which made me very happy. The priest knew her well so he was able to speak about her personally which was awesome. My aunt wrote a eulogy and got a lot of input...

July 10, 2018

Funeral in 2018

Well, the first one. Wake was last night. She looked beautiful. And so rested. I haven’t seen that in years. I cried when I saw her. But it was a mix of happy tears too. Today is the funer...

July 09, 2018

Wake in 2018

So my cousin and I have basically been at her house now since she passed. Her fave season was winter and fave time of year was Xmas so we put her tree up and brought out a few Xmas things. We’v...

July 08, 2018

She passed away in 2018

Wednesday evening. Not from the fall or head trauma. But now we know why she fell. Her heart rate kept randomly dipping really low. But every time we brought her to the hospital her heart rate ...

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