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Out of the races and on to the tracks in Current Events
Toni pulled a little something together last minute to celebrate her birthday. Her, Ashley and I went to the casino for a couple of drinks and to push our luck with the slots. None of us left wit...
Big Decisions in Current Events
Yesterday I finally bit the bullet and I looked at my bank account. I will have to admit that I am still in a state of denial. I received my last cheque a week ago. I can go 9-10 more weeks of un...
"Blame nobody, expect nothing and do something" in Current Events
Yesterday morning was a bit rough for me. I woke up feeling down and I could feel a depression attack coming for me. It was very hard to shake. A depression attack, for me, is when my mind attack...
Fight Depression in Current Events
Sometimes I just need to tune into one of these to help me shake it off.
Serendipitous¿ in Current Events
Once upon a time in a multiverse far far away, there was a hot mess named Tom that used to live most of his through Facebook, Instagram and Snapchat. He experienced almost all of his relationship...
Unpopular Opinion in Current Events
I don’t know why I am so enthralled by this James Charles vs Gage Gomez and the James Charles vs Tati drama. Maybe I just like watching narcissists fall from grace? I am hoping that you guys have...
Decent in Current Events
Yesterday I woke up feeling pretty decent. Kind of like the way one feels after a good cry. It’s been years since I cried but after how low I felt on Thursday… Anyways, my prayers were answered a...
The Old Me in Current Events
I had told my therapist before he ended his practice that I wanted to be like the old me. That’s a complicated thing to get into on Prosebox but after my last entry, I am asking myself what would...
Sever in Current Events
I am really feeling it today. I’ve been inconsolably flustered all day. The day started with our toilet acting up. A lid the size of a Pringles container landed in there when I emptied a mop pail...
Menace in Current Events
Today I moped the floors. I was going to go for a run but there are menacing turkeys in the neighbourhood so I decided to stay indoors ALL day and watch Netflix. As you can see, my life is very o...
Human in Current Events
It has now been two weeks since I was fired from my job. A job that I had for the last thirteen years. I’ll be honest with myself and admit that I feel hurt. I know how my managers used to work a...
Flash Forward in Current Events
My nerves hit me so hard while I was browsing for job postings online. I narrowed it down to almost 20 places that I can apply for. The ones that I am the most qualified for and that pay the mos...
What do we say to the god of debt? Not today! in Current Events
I went an entire day without assaulting Prosebox with an entry. You’re welcome. I woke up yesterday in such a good mood. Somebody left a comment explaining to me how they have a moment of anxiety...
Balance in Current Events
It all hit me last night. I am unemployed and I have done nothing about it yet. I was fired last Wednesday and that feels like it was weeks ago. I do not feel strong enough to fight for my future...
Contingency in Current Events
Today is the day that I said I would start mapping out my next move. I want to be intentional and precise about what I do next. Preserving my mental health is still my top priority and that has b...
Backlash in Current Events
It would appear that my former employers were ready for a backlash when they fired me. My friend Hetal called me crying, they sat down with her and told her what they told everybody. “We understa...
Easier to cause pain than to feel pain in Current Events
So you know how causing pain is easier than feeling pain? And the stories that we tell ourselves is that we are, usually, the victim? I am still hurt and confused about how I was terminated so I ...
Day 2 in Current Events
Day 2 of Unemployment I had a long entry written but I decided to delete it because of something my favourite Guru said. I even tried to write about it and remembered that I could just post it lo...
Day one of unemployment. in Current Events
Day one of unemployment: I did lose some sleep over it. I keep playing that moment in my head over and over. I also had Demi Lovato’s sorry not sorry stuck in my head at the same time. I woke up ...
So... I got fired in Current Events
So it finally happened. Karamjeet told me weeks ago that she removed all my write-ups from my file. She said that she threw them out because they were so old… today, she and my bosses asked to si...
Five G's in Current Events
I believe in what is said in that video. However, I apparently have too much experience trying to help toxic people that I could hear them arguing every single word, in my mind. Perhaps, I am tu...
Funk in Current Events
I woke up the other day mad that I don’t look like an Instagram model again lol. I’m embarrassed. I do workout more than most people and I do not have the results that I want and I know that is b...
Yuh in Current Events
lol I woke up this morning mad that I didn’t look like an Instagram model. I don’t even know where that came from. My nephew is home. Vincent has only been home for two days and I seem to be abl...
Be Aggressive. Be Be Aggressive. in Current Events
My sister is home today. The baby is still in the ICU hooked up to dialysis. They had a boy, named him Vincent Mitchell. Mitchell is my younger brother who lives in BC so that was such a nice way...
She's more dramatic than me in Current Events
So Karamjeet has been saying all week that she did not want to work today. I told her that I promised our regulars that we would have enough staff on this Sunday, they even approached her about i...
