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Moon Day in Current Events
My mother was in a little car accident over the weekend. She waited a whole day before she told any of us. It’s so her to put that off to not ruin our weekend. She is okay, she will need some phy...
And I Oop in Current Events
I haven’t been the most productive in regards to advancing my goals. I am working with a life coach, I am rumbling with my procrastination issues. My issues with avoidance. I label it My Negative...
I'm Not Bitter, I'm Unsweetened in Current Events
I went to a couple of thrift stores yesterday. I felt compelled to look at books and I managed to score some that piques my interests. Encyclopedias about various religions, astrology, healing, r...
Mood Poisoning in Current Events
I’m pretty sure that I have a slight concussion from hitting my head on something at work. I have a permanent headache but I also get hit hard with fatigue throughout the day. It knocks me out. I...
Mood Poisoning in Current Events
I had to go full Karen the other day. I purchased a patio set for my balcony and when I went to build it there was no hardware in it. No instructions either. I called the store, and the dumb twat...
Air in Current Events
I’m really fighting with my mind today. It’s 4 in the morning! I get up this early for work. Anyway, I found a 5 piece patio set that is perfect for our balcony. I couldn’t get Toni to support me...
Shifting in Current Events
My life coaching session was awful. I was talking about things that I do not like to talk about. I was thinking about things that I do not like to think about. It wasn’t a bad thing, just an unco...
Blah in Current Events
The saga at work is not over, apparently. Linda broke her non-disclosure agreement, again, and ran her big mouth about our drama. Now the whole team believes that I called our aware line on our b...
Boring in Current Events
My hours have been cut and that is okay. I didn’t want full-time shifts, I just got comfortable with the checks. However, with gas prices and the cost of groceries, I should be prepared. I am goi...
Selfish in Current Events
The cat that Toni was catsitting was put down yesterday. His name was Scally. He was special. I felt a little bummed out about it while I was at work. Toni did not take it well. She is inconsolab...
Unpack in Current Events
Diana, a supervisor at work, told me that it was a sign that I am meant for bigger things when I didn’t get the position I applied for. That stuck with me because I had a plan before the world de...
High Road in Current Events
On my drive home with Linda, from work, I ranted a bit about our boss. The blatant double standards that she has. There is one set of rules for some and a completely different set for others. Lin...
Call me Tom Petty in Current Events
I wasn’t the selected candidate for that full-time position. I’m only gagged because Linda got it. She is literally the worst employee on our team. My boss had an ASM sit with us when she gave me...
Vent in Current Events
It no longer makes sense to live in the area that Toni and I live in because she is starting a new job closer to my workplace. We started looking for a new apartment or house to rent in that area...
Business in Current Events
I had to talk some sense into Toni, my roommate. She is not a very evolved person, to be frank. She has the emotional development of a child. This is why she has toxic codependence. She was about...
Drama part 2 in Current Events
I approached the store manager first thing this morning about what was going on within my team. Linda, the coworker I drive to work, is claiming that the full-time position we both applied for wa...
Philosophy in Current Events
There is truth. There is no my truth or a truth there is only the truth. Everything is subjected to it. You cannot have anything sustainable without it. No love, wealth, health, power, etc. Every...
Drama in Current Events
I haven’t had my interview yet for that full-time position on my team. Linda, the woman I am up against was already promised it. She couldn’t keep that secret to herself and everybody on my team ...
Woke Season in Current Events
It’s pride season. I was bracing myself for the right-wing cult to polarize with the left-wing cult but it still managed to strike a nerve. Self-awareness sucks, nobody wants to be aware, truly. ...
Derp in Current Events
I felt a lot lighter after I wrote my previous entry. I also bought a new audible about procrastination, I am hoping I gain something from it. It also talks about addiction and habits. The addic...
Forward in Current Events
I cannot organize my thoughts. In turn, I cannot organize my life. I don’t have a lot to put together but I don’t have enough structure. I am not goal oriented and I commit to procrastinating whi...
Venti in Current Events
Toni, my roommate, went on another tangent last night. We were talking about work and she responded with one of her insecure rants about how pathetic everybody is at my work for being lifers. Tha...
Ramblings in Current Events
I suspect that I will be in my feels today. My anxiety was high when I woke up yesterday. Depression usually follows. I’ll be okay. My team doesn’t work today. I picked up a shift yesterday beca...
Excursion in Current Events
Our excursion, as Leanne calls it, was quite quaint. We went to a small town up north to get out of the city. We checked out all of the shops and did a lot of walking. I got so flustered when a r...
Airing Out. in Current Events
I’m heading north with some friends today. Just to a small town to get out of the city. It should be a quaint time even though the weather is cold. I just want to feel heat already. I picked up ...
