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Get Down To Business in Writings
Within the next few years I hope to get something started. A few things actually. I may end up spreading myself a bit thin, but I’m hoping that one avenue gains enough momentum that it can take m...
When Having Hope Hurts in Writings
Sometimes holding on to a relationship that does not serve you does more harm then good. You may think having hope invested your desire to make it work is an admirable quality, because it shows p...
How To Get Out of Limbo in Writings
Are you stuck? Between a soft rock and a sweet place? Are you content, but yet you find yourself feeling unhappy? You know you have plenty of reasons to be grateful. You know you are blessed. May...
Kiss The Chains in Writings
(jan 27th 2012) Let us kill ourselves, dying every day we slave away. Let us pay our captors, and praise the very people who bind us to the facade that exists as us, covering the vision, distanci...
Worthless Paper in Writings
One man holds a piece of paper in his hands. He stops an unkempt passerby. With an excited look on his face he says to the other, “If you plow my land, I will give this to you.” He looks at it qu...
Quit The Machine in Writings
Let’s not scorn the sins we’ve built our children to commit within the walls that confine and encase our spirits the living dead the glorified fears we bow down to all the time that we exist onl...
Sow In Tears, Reap In Joy* in Writings
I’m cutting the cords. Pulling out all of the heart-strings that sting and ring even a little off-key… Replacing them with new chords, putting an end to the bittersweet symphony. Instead I’ll cre...
This is just a prelude to the strength in the end that I will gain. This is just me wasting my time, waiting for my wings. This is just the mercy that I will someday understand. This is just my...
Silently Off Key in Writings
Uncertainty pursues me like the shadow cast by the sun. Each revolution of the dial, spins webs that can’t be undone. Time is always trickling on, moments are swallowed by the past. Expanding to ...
Excerpts 2 in Writings
Along a barren road I travel alone without direction, I have been misguided, and have become lost in this abyss. The resentment that follows me is a daily dosage of the painful dagger of reality....
A Million Miles Of Moments Wasted in Writings
The distance I feel now is to great to measure with time, yet if measured in minutes would take me many miles. The lack of a heart is killing me, and the numbness can so easily crush all of the d...
Each Day As The Dagger in Writings
Let me down, each day as another dagger, straight to the soft spot, that we call our human hearts. Let me down, and each time let me fall further, until I reach the end of another day spent alone...
My Way To Peace in Writings
For the one who set has this day, and given me this mourning. For the one who wiped my tears away, when they came without fair warning. For the one who taught me pain, and has shown I must accept...
No Pictures In The Picture Frames in Writings
Heavy are the burdens, the haunting memories that drags me backwards. Preventing the movement of time. Standing still inside of moments, breathing only to kill time and reach an hours end. To rea...
My Eyes Speak For Me in Writings
Sometimes, I’m screaming inside, but my lips are silent.. and sometimes, my eyes speak for me, the tears rushing down my cheeks. No one can seem to hear me.. not a word that isn’t said. Not anoth...
Another Chapter, The Final Page in Writings
God, I don't want to be subject to yet another chapter of pain, I want to just close this book, .. reach the final page. Forgetting all the words, I have spoken or have written, Forgetting to eve...
Dead End Blindfolded in Writings
How dangerous is this road, I ask? As the warning signs do not appeal. Making my way around the remains, spread across the ground. I realize quickly I do not recognize my surroundings. However fa...
Contradiction in Writings
I am only beautiful, when the lights are turned down low. I am only staying here, just to watch you go. I am only happy, when the smile must be fake. I am always sad when theres a smile on my fac...
We Speak In Silent Paragraphs in Writings
I can't hear a word you say, so we speak in silent paragraphs, and continue the routine of anger and love, until one of us decides we have something to say. I'm the only one who speaks, and you d...
There's a million pieces, scattered in confusion.. I cannot decipher fact from fiction. Lost between the lines of dialog and comfort.. Between my aching heart, and my angry mind, tearing me in ei...
Anticipate The Pain in Writings
I am not wrong for being bitter, the words I say don’t cut like knives, cause what I say proves you’re the sinner, and the pain you cause is in the tears I cry. I am the heart that you are breaki...
Pieces Of The Past in Writings
A habit I cannot seem to break, And then I'm breaking my nails on your skin Digging deep a grave so shallow, All the while indulging in sin. Yesterday I knew pain, But tomorrow I do not fear I on...
Ever Broken in Writings
I’ve felt enough pain, but there’s always room for more, I shut out the world behind me, just to open another door, Pain lies hidden beneath these eyes, and it’s shown in each glistening tear. An...
Tears have Stained My Cheeks in Writings
Tired eyes, tears have stained my cheeks, Restless now, because I forgot to sleep, Forgot to fall in love, forgot to break your heart, forgot to sew my smile on, as you watch me fall apart. ... I...
A Curse In Disguise in Writings
How a blessing I thought, was a curse in disguise, and ruined me from all that I once was, tore me apart in so many ways, I was unrecognizable to myself, and to this day .. I still am. The image ...
