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confident milestones in 2017
March 29, 2017 5:11pm I want to write right now but I’m struggling to find any real motivation to say anything. Funny how I can pour hundreds of words out about a boy but I can’t seem to write a ...
just like yesterday in 2017
12:07pm So I have had some time to sit with things and I guess I can start reflecting on life and the universe and all that. CK called the office on Saturday morning and started saying all this s...
3:58pm Well, I definitely did not see that one coming!! I swear, if you ever thought I was kidding about how the Universe likes to mess with me, I’ve got more proof for you! You will not believe ...
reflection in 2017
It’s only been a few days but every thing’s always felt like a lifetime with him. I’m still learning patience even now I guess… I’m doing ok. Better than expected actually! Everything always happ...
spring fever in 2017
12:09pm Welp, I’m not sure if I really expected to be writing anything different in here today so I’ll just give the spiel and leave it as an important update to this thing we call life. It’s the...
the thing is this... in 2017
11:20am This isn’t really an entry. Just a place to jot down notes. I’m hoping to memorize them enough to not miss anything when the time comes. I’m setting up a time and place to meet with TF to...
guess what jerk in 2017
3:03pm Yesterday I wrote a really long entry and some how in the craziness of taking care of clients and leaving too many windows open, I came back on here and it was gone. Just disappeared into ...
Sunshine calls in 2017
9:51am Today’s a better day. A much better day! I’m starting to wonder if these mood swings aren’t in part due to the weather and lack of sunshine. I’ve just been stuck inside this office almost ...
I can't help falling in 2017
2:56pm I’m having another not so wonderful day. I don’t even know what’s wrong with me. I mean, I know, but it doesn’t make sense. I’m supposed to be doing really well right now. I have been in s...
where you are tonight in 2017
March 6, 2017 1:37pm I’m actually debating on whether or not I want to start this right now. My thoughts are mostly processed on the situation but I don’t want it to come out the wrong way. I don...
You are crazy though in 2017
March 1, 2017 4:00pm Another interesting day. Certainly not as busy as yesterday, Thank God. Especially today because it’s Ash Wednesday and I’m “fasting” so all I’ve had today is a piece of toas...
Silver Linings in 2017
Quick updates: I was in the middle of checking my email earlier, mostly staring at TF’s name across the screen [I seriously miss talking to him when he’s not around and I come in to work expectin...
distracting presence in 2017
5:53pm I want to say that I’ll keep this short today, but once I start rambling I can’t seem to stop myself. I do know that some day I am going to want to look back on this, even if it is all ram...
Give it back now in 2017
10:07am I feel today the way I felt back in November after the very first time I thought things were completely over between us. It kinda sucks that all these entries sound exactly the same. One ...
stay focused in 2017
2:49pm I can’t believe it’s Friday already. These weeks are going by so quickly, which is good. But then I think about all we have left to do and the short amount of time we have to do it. I know...
house on fire in 2017
4:12pm I don’t really have much to say today. It’s possible that I say that a lot, but I mean it this time. Unless I find something to ramble on about. Which is actually quite possible. We’ll see...
mystery rest in 2017
12:19pm I don’t really have much to say today. Just a quick rundown on goings on so that I can keep up my entry count for this year. ;) I had my first day off in 4 weeks on Sunday!! It was absolu...
long day partner in 2017
Feb. 17, 2017 11:20am It is a crazy rainy day today! We’re finally getting the kind of storms that will replace all the water we’ve been so desperately missing from our lakes and rivers. The bad ...
12:04pm Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts. I’d like to make them stop, but only if they stop because I’ve figured out what the heck I’m doing here. I received a note on my last entry that I kinda want...
around we go in 2017
2:07pm I wasn’t planning to write again so soon but there is so much running through my mind. How do you people do this relationship thing? My gosh it’s been so complicated for me that I’m on the...
kindness killer in 2017
3:33pm Well, I’m at work again. Another Sunday. Hopefully my last for a while. I really can’t handle much more than this. Like I thought I was doing ok but these last few days have been so mental...
We end again in 2017
Feb. 10, 2017 5:42pm I am mentally exhausted today. It didn’t help that the whole day was cloudy and rainy and I just wanted to be at home cuddled on the couch watching movies. Although there is ...
energy shift in 2017
11:19am Ok. Yeah. I have this super nervous energy running through my system right now. Add that to the fact that I’m having a really good day, and I’ve had almost all my coffee already, and I’m ...
Maybe I will in 2017
5:01pm I have this desire to type something up today but I know that I’m going to end up talking about the same ol’ stuff and it seems a little silly. The idea of going over the same topic consta...
Thrown at me in 2017
2:29pm Welp, I just got called out at work. Not like in a bad way, but in a mildly embarrassing-I’m probably not going to live this down-kinda way. I was just sitting around, minding my own busin...
