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"It has been said time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone."
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January 8, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
My boyfriend and I woke up around 11. We spent a little while cuddling until I got fed up with laying there. I noticed my mom brought our phones in there for us, it was really nice of her. We pla...
January 7, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
Boyfriend came over today. We spend most of the day cuddling and playing pokemon. We ended up taking a nap together (I had a nightmare, woke into another, and then again twice) and then watching ...
January 6, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
I woke up around 5pm this afternoon. We had pasta and sauce for dinner. It was the kind of pasta they use at Ci Ci’s for the macaroni and cheese pizza. It was yummy. I’d been texting my boyfriend...
January 5, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
I woke up around 3 today. We went to Wendy’s around 5:30. I spent the entire day texting my boyfriend and another friend. Which, again, was awesome. Boyfriend and I traded pokemon. I sent Juli a ...
January 4, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
Today I woke up late again. Gina and I hung out for a while so I could get something done. We went back to her house. Her mom agreed to be a reference for me on care. We made dinner and I got to ...
January 3, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
Today I spent the whole day watching House on the couch. Jonny slept until after 1. I woke up around 6:45. I found out that I’m possibly allergic to this awesome smelling wax melty thing, which ...
January 2, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
Today I only slept for a few hours before the dogs barked me awake. Apparently there was another dog in our yard, or something. An hour or so after I got up, mom, gram, Jonny and I went to Kmart...
You Know What? in In My World
I wrote out some daily, weekly, monthly, short-term, and long-term goals a few weeks ago. I’m going to modify those goals and then I’m going to make a plan to stick to them. I might write later a...
January 1, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
So, Last night Jonny and I were the only ones who saw the ball drop. Gram and mom were asleep. I was in a really bad mood because of that. Boyfriend and I were barely talking because he was angry...
I don't want to do this today. in In My World
I’m having a really bad day. My boyfriend isn’t texting me back, probably busy with something. The only other person I’ve talked to all week is sleeping and I don’t want to dump this on him anywa...
I don't know what to do. in In My World
It’s been over a week, the semester is officially over, and still no history grade. Assuming I passed, Awesome. I can go schedule classes. Assuming I failed, Fuck. I’ll be taking a semester (at l...
We'll drink up our grief... in In My World
The Walking Dead episode from today absolutely killed me. I don’t know how to explain it out loud, really.... ....but nothing fictional has ever hurt this bad. I feel like I lost a real friend. I...
Looking to the future. in In My World
Some nights I really wish I could get past college and all this bullshit and just move out to the country and start a family of my own. I want to travel. I want to settle down. I want to have a ...
Rant of the Day in In My World
Okay so. I have come tonight to write about something that really pissed me off at school today. You can feel free to ignore this entry if you so choose. I just am a flaming ball of anger. I was...
FUCK THIS. in In My World
So, Here’s the thing. Over the summer I had to appeal to get my financial aid back this semester. I was told that withdrawing is just as bad as failing. That’s bullshit. I don’t even understand h...
You're gonna make it through another night. in In My World
You might as well only read this entry if you care, It’s going to consist of all the pointless bullshit on my mind tonight, anyway. Nothing important. I feel off tonight. I’m trying as hard as I...
Aliiiive... maybe. in In My World
Hello… It’s been just about forever. I want to write but I really don’t know what to say. That seems to be a reoccurring theme here. I’ll be back sometime later with a real entry. I just wanted t...
It's like one step forward and two steps back... in In My World
3:44AM, September 7, 2014. I feel like my life is spiraling out of control…again. I can’t tell if it’s just the stress or if it’s something deeper… I’m angry and sad and just..moody? All the time...
Short Back-To-School Update in In My World
School started again… Woopty do. Actually, I really am excited.. I just don’t know if I’m mentally prepared to go through classes for 4 days a week for 16 weeks again....But that’s just 16 class...
I just can't right now. in In My World
I have never wanted someone to turn around and come back so bad in my entire life.... I feel so weepy.
Wow...I'm really bad at this. in In My World
Hey.... If anyone's still paying any attention to the fact that I've been gone, I deeply apologize. I haven't been home much in the last few weeks. I'll be home in a few days and I'll try and upd...
FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK. YOU. FUCK YOU. Okay, Now that that's out of my system. Cloud becomes fully mine tomorrow because apparently I've been "using" my friend (who I co-own him with) in ord...
Gone again. in In My World
I think I'm either going to write a few letters to a few people or do another one of those anonymous "Dear You" things because I just have a lot to say and I don't really know how to get it out w...
Weird Night... in In My World
Okay, so. There's this guy. His name is Alex. I went to high school with him, we had either two or three classes together senior year. He's in my graduating class. He's the jock type. We facebo...
I will return in In My World
So, I told two of my friends yesterday that I would write...and I didn't. I'll be going home tonight, though, and I'll have a few hours to write. I'll be back, I mean it this time.
