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"It has been said time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone."
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January 5, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
I slept until almost one and then napped at 6-8ish. I did basically nothing else today. Texted boyfriend and played some pokemon. We had beef stew for dinner. I don’t know what else to report fo...
January 4, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
I coughed so hard I gagged…twice this morning. It hurt so bad I was in tears in a desperate scramble to get some water. Funny how boyfriend’s little brother didn’t notice…too wrapped up in the ga...
January 3, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
Today I hung out with Codi, Ethel, Lizzie, Steven, Hunter and Boyfriend. We played Jackbox.tv games for a long while and just hung out and talked. It was nice and then it was annoying but all in ...
January 2, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
I’m still sick. Played Ark: Survival Evolved for a while. Hung out with boyfriend. Took a nap. Didn’t do much. My chest feels full and my head hurts. I think it’s bed time. Maybe I’ll give these...
January 1, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016
The Branford Fryers were at my house last night. Boyfriend and I made it back to his house 10 minutes before the ball dropped exactly. Lizzie, Steven, Ethel, Codi and I played fuck, marry, kill a...
Christmas Eve, Eve in In My World
I’m trying to make Boyfriend’s present impossible to open…so far I have layers of ducttape on a small box in a bigger box with more tape. I’m doing opposite facing grocery bags now and tying them...
Your guess is as good as mine. in In My World
Christmas is in three (technically 2) days and all I can think about is friendships that died out over 3 years ago. I had so many loose ends and burned bridges…but I don’t really know why. Maybe ...
Tmi- December 21, 2015 in In My World
I had a day from hell. Went out with Mom, Juli, and Gram. Had a freak out in ross because the top of my pad got folded over and I didn’t have another one…because they were supposed to get some ye...
Your hearts too big for your body. in In My World
December 20, 2015 in In My World
I wanted to write last night, so badly it almost hurt. I was stressed to the max and angry. Instead I slept. Such is life
December 18, 2015 in In My World
I panicked about failing the class today… And we went out to Hibachi Grill for my Grandmother’s birthday… My sister is here and my brother got home yesterday. I think that’s all to really say ton...
Maybe, Someday... in In My World
One week until Christmas. 7 days. 13 days left in 2015. This year has flown by. I had so much I wanted to get done this year and of course I accomplished nothing. Let me update you on what I can ...
Prosebox thoughts in In My World
I find it amusing that when I write an entry while in a bad mood, I get at least one or two comments, sometimes as many as 10 or 12....but when I make a good, happy, content-with-my-life entry, n...
This is what 63,504,000 seconds feels like ♥ in In My World
The clock just turned over to 2 am and I find myself in a familiar sense of an emotion I can’t quite grasp. I guess you could call it nostalgia or perhaps overthinking but right now it doesn’t re...
October 30, 2015 in In My World
Hello. I’m still here. I need to learn to take care of myself better or nothing is ever going to get done. That is all for now.
I'm too tired to give a shit. in In My World
I am sick. I am tired. I want to cry my heart out for god knows what reason. I think it’s because I am just so incredibly lonely. I’m 3 or 4 weeks behind in my only college course. My oldest dog ...
You know what? Trying to be a good friend just really isn’t worth it sometimes. Especially when you get belittled, ignored, and swept under the rug when all you’re trying to do is help. It’s bee...
4 Months Later in In My World
4 months. It’s been 4 months since I’ve written. Long story short I quit my job back in July. I haven’t found another yet. I’m back in school. Things have changed and life feels good…most days. ...
It's 5AM...again. in In My World
And this time all I can think about is how I would love to be making a quiet book or other fun activities for little ones. Sensory bins, craft projects, learning activities. I want to be working ...
A powerful sense of Wanderlust. in In My World
I want to get out. I want to leave. I want to go anywhere but here....and it’s always like this. How can I stay in this tiny town in Virginia if there’s a whole world out there? I will always wa...
I'm going to delete this entry in the morning. in In My World
I’m typing a few sentences here so that anyone who is not actually interested in what I have to say just reads the part they can see and then leaves it alone. I don’t wanna hear it tonight. I’ve ...
Pets, of any and all kinds, are not JUST animals. in In My World
I am so beyond pissed off about the fact that people think they can just treat an animal like shit because it “has no soul.” I’m tired of people giving up the animals they adopted for not goddamn...
Good Night, World. ♥ in In My World
I’m sitting listening to the TV and my boyfriend snoring quietly beside me. It’s just after 2:00AM. The room is dimly lit from a small lamp in the corner and the glow of the TV and my laptop scre...
Weird Dog Dream in In My World
I had a dream that I was in some sort of “arena” and there were people all around with me…we were all fighting off vicious dogs. Mine was a huge doberman, I’m talking 4 1/2 - 5 feet tall. I wasn’...
January 9, 2015 in An Entry A Day 2015
I slept until 2:30 today. I had an interview with Tanya around 3:30 to see if I would be a good fit as a care aid for her son. Honestly I’m not feeling so great about it, but I’m going back on Mo...
