Park Row Fallout ⋅ 41 ⋅

Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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Last night, I dreamt again. And I’m starting to sense a pattern. I was in a distant city in Iowa. It was flooding. And a very bad man that I was already after had gotten a job as a Police Offi...


Paper Bag Princess (whom I have known by other names) had a good point about analyzing the intangible benefits of the move. GRANTED I cannot nor will I ever be comfortable ignoring financial stab...


I keep wondering how in the hell people can exist in this world and not see what some others see. For example, the current scandal surrounding the Trump Administration’s ties to Russia. In the m...


1) If someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to? Read… I’d have to say “The Death and Life of Superman” by Roger Stern. Not because I am Superman but be...


Y’know what… while I would love to be paid more… and frankly think I should be paid more… it is important to realize that (especially in the law)… we are never paid for everything we do. I have ...


Today is Sunday. I should be doing things. Instead, I am trying to catch up on sleep and just relax. Because… cases have gone off the rails. One of my cases has gotten dangerously unstable. So wh...


Last night my wife was to get off work at 10. She called shortly thereafter in the hopes that she could vent about work on the drive home, so that the one or two hours we had together before I h...


Eye Appointment? Mild Glaucoma. Already significant damage to the optic nerves. Catching it early. Using eye drops. God, I hope that at least stops it. There is no way to reverse it. I’ll never...


(1) I am very happy that my eye appointment is today. No idea if I’ll get help but… my eyes are important and getting that second opinion is going to be a life saver. (2) My private client is… i...


Some days… things just don’t seem worth it. Last week I worked Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. I put in at least 3 billable hours every single one of those days (and ...


July 1. 6 years ago… this was the day before my wedding. Family gathering, plans settled. That night the family had the Reception and fireworks. It was a good night. Today? I woke up early and d...


My Prosebox is all political bullshit, complaining, and heavy Real World stuff. I should have a lighter entry, even if it still holds a high risk of offending someone. What is it about a Raven C...


Not that it is new but… my body and eyes hurt. I really hope that (after Wednesday) I can (1) get new glasses and (2) get eye drops to fix the high pressure. I honestly wouldn’t mind going bli...


Today is… a fairly pointless day. I’ve scheduled things. Things for tomorrow and things for Friday. Things for next week. But I haven’t done much TODAY. But instead of reading Prosebox (like...


(1) Because I am “fat” I try to work out. (2) Because I have fibromyalgia; working out hurts. (3) Because I have fibromyalgia and the job I do; pain lasts a long time. (4) I am in a LOT of pain r...


This morning I looked over my hours yesterday. It felt like I had worked a TON! So I added it all up. Over 7 hours of BILLABLE work! Awesome. Then my computer takes a shit and loses my billi...


Today is the last day of Being In Charge of the Office. I… have not gotten much done, from a “true conclusion” perspective. I still have Immigration Cases that haven’t been filed (because… of c...


I got into the Law because, frankly, injustice pisses me off. No, injustice is not “bad guys going free” and injustice is not “bad guys getting death sentences.” Injustice is three things (pers...


Apparently, I have a lot on my mind today. Which is good as there is a lot I want to get done today. But… of course… we’ll see how much (if any) I actually get done. Fingers crossed it is at l...


I am in a pretty shitty head space today. I have my list of things to do. I have the ability to do it. But I’m having trouble getting past the deep desire to sleep for a couple of days.


Up in the Ames Office. Chinese Boss is very upset about my actions. It is so… funny? Strange? Bizarre? I know I can do this job. White Boss knows I can do this job. Chinese Assistant 1 and...


(1) Yesterday, while I was at work… my wife and her parents enjoyed Des Moines. Shopping, Botanical Center, Restaurants. It was great for all three of them. I had a very rough day and came hom...


Yes, that was a potentially racist as hell statement. While I would certainly hope to avoid contributing to racism… I am becoming exceedingly comfortable with my own racist thoughts provided the...


I am so tired I could use a vacation Relaxation peace Bosses leaving soon In charge of the firm this week too much to do here Pain and misery too often my allies now A hurtful friendship An exten...


I know my Wife hates her job and by extension the majority of her life but sometimes… damn. My wife turned 37 on Friday. This Sunday is Father’s Day. Wife works all weekend. This has upset her...