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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life
Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.
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Erasing Positives in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
An assortment of hours, less than 36 hours. At Marriage Counsleing, our therapist said that we were doing really well. We decided to schedule our next appointment for four weeks away. We left t...
An interesting last many hours in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
BE FOREWARNED The following entry may contain “Too Much Information” and/or contain material of a graphic adult nature. While that means this could be entered into my more graphic book built for...
Weird Idea in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
I just had a weird idea for a story: Normal person, normal life, 3rd Shift Convenience Store Clerk, nothing special. They use a site like Prosebox to journal and read other journals. One day, th...
How Appropriate in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
This is appropriate. I can’t spend a lot of time on this site, but I need it for my mental state of calm. Rather like when I was studying for the bar exam. So like when I was taking the bar ex...
Survey in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
So… a little outreach can be helpful. JUst doing a survey to fill some time while I wait for a phone call: How old will you be in five years? I will be 40 days away from my 40th birthday How tal...
Thanks and More in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Thank you to people who left comments on my last entry. It helps. As does spending the weekend with my parents. In their way. My father still supports Trump in ways that should otherwise make...
All in All in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
When things go according to expectations… and that isn’t great. Got home. Tired and exhausted. Went to the gym. Tired and exhausted and still the same weight. Came home… nothing much of anyt...
As It Goes in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Oh holy hell. Another day of go GO GO GO GO Got here at 8… first “breather” was at 11:06. And that breather was rather forced to happen by me because I’d been going nonstop. It is funny. I...
Self Sabatoge in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
I want to start this off with a specific noise to express how I’m feeling right now but I can’t find the right letters on the keyboard to do so. Today. Has been. Busy. I got to work at a quart...
Don't Expect Much, Darlings in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Today is… an odd day. I woke up from a fascinating dream that I will share at the very end of this (as hearing people’s dreams can be a bit boring) and I noticed it was 4:50 a.m. And I was rathe...
Long Day Starting Rough in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
So… yesterday was St. Patrick’s Day. I had to start late on that… we worked out and I drank a bunch of water to try to counterbalance the sweat. So when I started drinking, I was drinking Double...
Ready Set Go in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Speed writing? Because this is going to be quick. This week promises to be busy, next week promises to be a fucking nightmare so we’ll see how much my writing and reading keep up or don’t. I am ...
30 Second Entry in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Just wanted to pop in today and say Halloooooo and everyone have safe St. Patrick’s Day festivities if you are in a location that celebrates this holiday with copious amounts of alcoholic beverag...
Beginning with a Question in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Question: Is it more respectful to not mention something you aren’t directly impacted by, or to acknowledge a tragedy and try to throw a few words out into the ether that could never matter or ap...
Kali-mah Thirsty Day in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
It seems spring is in the air. I’ll hold my breath and cross my fingers and hope it isn’t an illusion. After all, in the midwest it isn’t entirely uncommon for us to get snow as late as May… so...
Grumble in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
So… not surprising… and not new… but.... I need a vacation. Obviously. I’ve already said that exact thing this week. But I’m making “bad choices” in response and that doesn’t help anyone. You ...
For Kristo's Sake! in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
So… if you’ve read my previous entries… you know that today was going to be a tough day. A weekend filled with insomnia. A weekend filled with bad decisions in attempting to treat that insomnia....
The following was written in short bursts through the evening of the 9th, Morning of the 10th. This shall be quick and typically rather pointless. However, there will be photos and videos that s...
On Motivation in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Well, bollocks. This morning, I was in a mood to write in my Drafts Folder and put up something sexy. I’m trying to write some stories that effectively convey alternately the kind of Chat Experi...
Days that rhyme with Faith in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Happy Friday to everyone who gets to treat Fridays like the end of the work week! Notice: To those who participate in the archaic and arbitrary practice of Daylight Savings Time, we lose an hour ...
Sometimes you discover something in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
So I just heard of something I’d never heard of before. Screen Team. Now, I don’t want to say anything for or against any of the members of Screen Team or what they do. In fact, quite the opposi...
Days that end in Eventh in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Today is a strange sort of “nothing day” in that there is a lot of “nothing” on the official calendar but I certainly expect some stuff to bog up the day. We already had a meeting this morning wh...
Recaps and Bother in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Last night, I drove home and left the garage door open, as I do when it is a Workout Night. However, after getting her feelings out in her PB Journal, my Wife was not in a good headspace to go w...
Tuesday in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
It is funny. When I woke up today, strangely, I had no idea what day it was. I actually lay in bed debating myself on whether it was Tuesday or Wednesday. Strangely, the arguments that it was ...
A Need to Vent in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019
Oh, Holy Christ! I know it is only March but life takes planning. It doesn’t just happen. Especially as an Attorney that has things like trials. My life already has things scheduled for OCTOBE...
