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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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Question: Is it more respectful to not mention something you aren’t directly impacted by, or to acknowledge a tragedy and try to throw a few words out into the ether that could never matter or ap...


It seems spring is in the air. I’ll hold my breath and cross my fingers and hope it isn’t an illusion. After all, in the midwest it isn’t entirely uncommon for us to get snow as late as May… so...


So… not surprising… and not new… but.... I need a vacation. Obviously. I’ve already said that exact thing this week. But I’m making “bad choices” in response and that doesn’t help anyone. You ...


So… if you’ve read my previous entries… you know that today was going to be a tough day. A weekend filled with insomnia. A weekend filled with bad decisions in attempting to treat that insomnia....


The following was written in short bursts through the evening of the 9th, Morning of the 10th. This shall be quick and typically rather pointless. However, there will be photos and videos that s...


Well, bollocks. This morning, I was in a mood to write in my Drafts Folder and put up something sexy. I’m trying to write some stories that effectively convey alternately the kind of Chat Experi...


Happy Friday to everyone who gets to treat Fridays like the end of the work week! Notice: To those who participate in the archaic and arbitrary practice of Daylight Savings Time, we lose an hour ...


So I just heard of something I’d never heard of before. Screen Team. Now, I don’t want to say anything for or against any of the members of Screen Team or what they do. In fact, quite the opposi...


Today is a strange sort of “nothing day” in that there is a lot of “nothing” on the official calendar but I certainly expect some stuff to bog up the day. We already had a meeting this morning wh...


Last night, I drove home and left the garage door open, as I do when it is a Workout Night. However, after getting her feelings out in her PB Journal, my Wife was not in a good headspace to go w...


It is funny. When I woke up today, strangely, I had no idea what day it was. I actually lay in bed debating myself on whether it was Tuesday or Wednesday. Strangely, the arguments that it was ...


Oh, Holy Christ! I know it is only March but life takes planning. It doesn’t just happen. Especially as an Attorney that has things like trials. My life already has things scheduled for OCTOBE...


Super busy day. Likely won’t have much time to write: which is SUPER strange for me. Though, maybe for the best as I kicked my ass at the gym this weekend and need time for my body to recuperat...


I hope but cannot promise that at the beginning of each month, I will review my Yearly Resolutions and chart where I am. It is another way of keeping me honest, keeping me focused, and hopefully...


Song In My Head: All I wanna do is see you turn into a giant woman (a giant woman) All I wanna be is someone who gets to see a giant woman Transitioning from that to this: Guess what I did this...


WARNING: SOME OF THE FOLLOWING MAY UPSET YOU OR OFFEND YOU. FRANKLY, WHEN I’M WRITING LIKE THIS… I DON’T CARE. SOMETIMES A PERSON JUST NEEDS A PLACE TO VENT. That being said, I SUPER thank the ...


Welcome to Wednesday. My Wednesday originally had 7 things to do on it. 4 of them have been continued. The remaining were taken by Boss as they relate to his cases. I only have 1 thing left… a g...


So last night, I kicked my ass in the gym. Coming up on the end of the month, I want to make sure I’m making gains. I weighed 226.9 lbs at the beginning of February… I cut out Alcohol from my d...


February 26, 2019

ROFL in Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019

Me and my dumb dedication. So… weather has kicked our ass. Saturday night I couldn’t sleep because the wind outside was whipping every ounce of snow and ice around and you could actually watch t...


As much as I did not like the thought of rising from my warm bed and getting ready for work; I am ecstatic that this is Friday. The bloody foul weather of late makes each day feel longer. Thoug...


Lots of thoughts swimming around, Some of them that I’ll allow to spread their world to these words and allow the ‘net to be my world. LAST 24 I left work for lunch, grabbed some DQ on the way to...


My dreams are really starting to piss me off. Last night? I dreamed.... RANDOM TANGENT Prosebox Spell check says dreamt isn’t a word… from GRAMMARLY apparently, DREAMT is “more often used in Bri...


So… if you have access to everything I write… this will be the third thing I’ve written today. But that’s the curse, isn’t it? In too much pain to get genuine work done; can’t take a nap or lea...


Last night, I had a nightmarish bitch of a time trying to sleep. My body hurt and was itchy all over… just not pleasant. During the night, I had a nightmare. Now I can’t remember everything abo...


I get that this isn’t unique to me by any stretch of the imagination. But I’d like… really like… one morning where I don’t wake up sodding exhausted. Waking up exhausted is just… cruel. It is ...