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Sometimes I forget this journal even exists and I’ll be walking around checking my pockets, looking under furniture, not sure what I’m looking for, just sure I’m missing something. The artist fo...

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Two entries in a day? 1) no, I don’t have anything better to do and 2) I wasn’t done, but, I also didn’t want that sitting on my desktop indefinitely. As the old OD crowd who read my shit when i...

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I’M GOING TO WRITE ABOUT THIS HERE (PROBABLY) BECAUSE NO ONE READS THIS SHIT (DEFINITELY). Shit. I’m leaving the cap lock mistake up there because it speaks to my general wonkiness. It’s not that...

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True dreams west; that itch a man gets when the weight of time is unbearable. True dreams of ashen past and a western bent you just can’t straighten out. I was in this motel room in Sulphur Louis...

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“It’s that thing that hollows out a man’s bones, howls in his ear, send to the holler with a bellyful of hard corn and an eye to the devil …” “Wait, what thing?” “Time. Sex. Money. That thing tha...

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I don’t know if my life is boring now or if I’ve forgotten how to pick the interesting pieces out of a scene, an event a happening. For the last few weeks I’ve struggled with fatigue, hmmmm, I’ve...

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I’ve been kind of obsessed with commercials of late, obsessed in the most indifferent and lazy sense of the word, drawback of living in an attic I think. When I watch TV on my computer I can’t re...

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In approximately nine hours from now, that is what I am typing this moment, it will be another day. For business purposes it will be the same another day all over the world, even accounting for v...

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It’s late and I don’t know what to do with my hands. I would rather be asleep, hands tossing and turning but at least with purpose. I made a fake discovery or a real one. I was watching some weir...

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Ok kids, so I woke at the crack of noon, for the second, that’s woke twice not a two-noon day, yawned, scratched, made a little coffee and stepped outside. “Oh Shit,” I oh shitted and went back i...

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I went from at least a decade of not recalling dreams, not just content but whether or not I even had any, to, recently, being overcome with them. The practice of not even trying to remember thin...

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“Hey! Roll down your window.” “Hi. What?” “My mom used to sing that song.” “Oh. Nice. Why’d she stop?” “Vocal chords shut down.” “That’s terrible, how … here comes the guitar solo.” “She got shot...

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Few days ago, let’s call it Tuesday for the sake of continuity, I tripped on the stairs before dawn and fell hard and heavy on my ample and expensive butt. My ample and expansive (it’s expensive ...

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Not sure why but a line I heard in something has been bugging the shit out of me. Oh, I guess I could come at it sideways; a few days ago I was at this place called, I think, Sephora, messing wit...

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The day the world ended my watch stopped. No, no, sorry, I have that backwards. It was cause and effect. The watch no longer measured time, in a very real, but singular, relative way, all the hou...

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Sometime in the last fifteen years or so, I went to my niece’s graduation in Olympia; The Evergreen State. That’s the name of the school; The Evergreen State. There were all kinds of family there...

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I guess I go overboard when I start a new project. That’s the polite term for obsessive/compulsive. I’ve made three batches of balm and I sent away for exotic jars and butters and oils. Turns out...

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How long has it been since I’ve been here? A day? A week? A year? Maybe I’vew never been here, just having a case of logged-in-de-ja-vu. I was describing the balm I was making to this guy at a di...

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You know, it’s weird. Sure ya do. I was watching something that wasn’t very good and my mind was wondering to that old saw about going back in time and killing Hitler. I tried remembering the las...

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1 cup, give or take, coconut oil (cosmetic grade) 1/3 cup mango seed butter, give or take, raw 1/3 cup, give or take, shea butter 1/3 cup, give or take, cocoa butter 1 tblsn jojoba oil 1 tblsn vi...

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The good news is that I’ve been writing a lot, good news for me, I haven’t been posting it. Huh, I’ve been noticing that too; all it takes to be good news is it not being shitty news. It’s going ...

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I spent the weekend near Indianapolis. My little sister married her husband. Heh. They were married late last year, but this was the wedding for friends and family. I took my mom and GF in my car...

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Not very shocked, but all those entries I’ve been writing in my head? — they’re not here. It’s ok, most were extended play on words or too much the consistency of playdough or too good for the li...

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I picked up a bible kind of book thing a few weeks back, Isiah 53. Not to denigrate, but to summarize, it’s an argument to Jews about Christ being predicted and meeting all the criteria and occas...

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So, I had a very un-haredawg-like moment the other day. I went to a Medicinal Disperary for, among other things a topical and RSO capsules (Rick Simpson Oil, this guy had been using medical marij...

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