kiduse2dream

I have always been a dreamer. I dreamed I would get to star in a sitcom. I dreamed I'd be in a movie. I dreamed I could play stadiums to a sell out crowd. I tried to take opportunities but they were always just out of reach. What I have left is to write about what never was.

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Not complaining - except for the person in charge of pushing me.. I will complain about them. Not in an angry way - in a sarcastic playful way. Tonight I had a local show with 3 other bands. I...


Something has caused me the worst insomnia I’ve had in quite a while. At the moment, I’m going on 28 hours. I’m not tired and I’m not sure why. I sat and worked at my computer off and on for 18 ...


One of my favorite games as a kid because I was so good at it - hide and go seek. I’ve hidden so well before the other kids forgot I was playing and left. It’s true! I was so good at becoming p...


I guess I got in bed last night around midnight. I was trying to get to bed earlier than I normally do so I could wake up at 5 am and see the Blood Moon - Lunar Eclipse. I failed to factor in on...


Pretty much my entire life I knew, as a kid, that I grew up in the wrong time. I should have either been a teenager in the 50s (wouldn’t that have been the coolest?) Or I should be a teena...


I remembered I had purchased a frozen cauliflower pizza crust so I took it out and let it thaw. I had this bright idea to make my own pizza. I was pretty sure that if I went overboard on trying ...


February 19, 2026

Crossroads pt 3 in The Kid Used To Dream

I explained to the attorney who called, I just don’t think I can give 3 years of my life and 250k dollars in student loan debt to go back to law school and become an attorney. Like I told a ju...


February 19, 2026

Crossroads p2 in The Kid Used To Dream

A gentleman from Texas reached out to me. He’s been following my advocacy for the disabled. A few years ago, I worked at an office while I was putting myself through college. I took advantage ...


February 17, 2026

A Crossroads in The Kid Used To Dream

I was contacted by a gentleman that has taken an interest in my advocacy work for the disabled. I learned a long time ago that the only way to pursue my dreams was to help someone else. All I’ve...


February 15, 2026

Let's be honest in The Kid Used To Dream

How much did Valentine’s cost you? I’m embarrassed about it - but a memory was made and the smile has been non stop. Win-win


If I ever found myself having won the lottery - like the big one… The Billion Dollar One… Here’s one of the things I would love to do. You ever see the show Undercover Boss? I would want to do...


That’s what happened. Someone I am very close to pushed me to my emotional limit. It was so bad that we almost ended a long relationship over it. I reached my limit for being the one that carr...


February 06, 2026

No part 2 in The Kid Used To Dream

I give up


February 04, 2026

The Cruise in The Kid Used To Dream

I managed to leave for Florida a whole day prior to the beginning of the ice age. I drove to Gainesville FL and stayed for 2 days. I think I would assimilate well into a college town. There’s a ...


I settled into a hotel here in Tampa. My boat leaves tomorrow. I had to go to the lobby and print some bag tags. I began taking to the girl that helped me. She was asking about my flight and I e...


I am supposed to be on a Cruise Ship Monday. I had …HAD an airline ticket to arrive on the coast Sunday. I would have been leaving from a South Eastern US airport on Sunday as well. The airline ...


I was reading an entry about a person they met who was forward about their Christianity. The formed a relationship and then one day the person yanked an emotional rug from underneath them. I tr...


January 08, 2026

Did Something in The Kid Used To Dream

Step dad called and asked if I would climb up on his house and remove the leaves and limbs. I told him to call the oldest grandson - he’s around 25 or so… All I get back is - well, I don’t want ...


It’s probably exhausting for someone who is extremely serious about everything to be around me. I don’t subscribe that everything that happens is a 5 alarm fire. I know some folks like that. If ...


I did nothing.. I stayed home .. I played my guitar to an audience of one rescue hound dog and one Australian Shepherd. They loved it!! Lonely doesn’t bother me anymore… Liberating!!


Since it doesn’t seem like my mom is interested in her biological kids as much as she is her new 30 year old stepson - I decided to create my own tradition. So, for Christmas Eve, myself and a...


My mom planned our Christmas dinner with my sisters and the grands for tonight. It was originally for 3pm but she moved it. One of my nephews had to work so it was only right to move it down so ...


A month ago I was all excited about Christmas. There have been years in my past when I hated the idea, hated the music and just plain wanted the day to come and go. A month ago I set XM to Chr...


Didn’t get to leave home at 3pm on Thursday like I wanted. My ride or die companion kept working until 7. My 3 hour drive to Nashville put me at the hotel at midnight after I stopped for a bathr...


I leave tomorrow for W Virginia to be on a movie set for a cheesy comedy Christmas movie that’ll be out next year. I fly back to Nashville for a music video shoot and then back home on Wednesday...


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