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The Kid Used To Dream

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Did a show tonight and I can’t get it out of my mind. For whatever reason there were technical problems; there were issues with the crew..and the crowd was either not into the show, tired beca...


That’s what someone said to me today. If you saw the post the other day where someone said a church goer told them they were a disappointment for playing church music and country music - today...


June 17, 2026

In my feels

Sat down to watch a movie tonight. I love stories, heroes, screenplays, production - everything that makes a good movie. Now, I’ll say this - sometimes the movies with the worse critiques are my...


Had one of those weekends that, for whatever reason, wore me out. I didn’t do anything out of the ordinary - just a lot of moving around from place to place and yet - another cheap hotel. I am...


I was death scrolling TikTok and saw a video of an artist that said he was singing at a church and someone came up and said - you are a disappointment because he also sings country music too. ...


Had a friend I had made here on PB send a message that said their last entry would in fact be the very last. Sort of made me sad because I really enjoyed their entries. Why does that affect me...


June 06, 2026

I am feeling it again

Every so often I get tied up in my own self doubt. The numbers are in on some of my latest releases.. radio isn’t as friendly as they used to be. I can’t get one of PR guys to call me back. Fe...


June 05, 2026

4 hrs Of Sleep

I didn’t get to bed until 4am Thursday morning - don’t ask.. I woke up around 9am and was bombarded by a barrage of do this and do that …call this person and can you handle this personally.. (...


June 04, 2026

Wow - what a day

Worked at home … Didn’t get much done .. Been soul searching for 2 days and pondering a ton of biblical questions that would no doubt get me excommunicated from a good church. I think people...


June 01, 2026

Insomnia ahhhhhhhh

My sleeping patterns have been all over the map lately. I need to readjust something in my life and value naps and a good night’s sleep. Anyone ever ask you to do something then add something ...


May 28, 2026

Just dropped in to say

I miss all of you that haven’t posted in a while … That is all


Even though I ended up doing what I said I wouldn’t do - I actually still worked about 3 hours every day I was on vacation. Maybe it’s survivors remorse. Just me knowing that the people I advo...


May 23, 2026

Not too old!

You all know I’ve been in Orlando this week .. surrounded myself with family - a 24 yr old that proposed to his girlfriend at Magic Kingdom - I got to video for them; a 17 year old aspiring race...


May 22, 2026

Open letter of apology

If my last entry seemed in any way like spam or off the mark - I do sincerely apologize. Someone that doesn’t even follow me reported it as spam. I thought, these entries were supposed to our ow...


May 22, 2026

Time share hack

They entice you by giving you an expensive vacation for pennies if you agree to sit down for 90 minutes and listen to their spill. It sounds amazing - they make you feel like the most awesome ...


May 20, 2026

I Stand Corrected

I thought I’d seen it all after 10pm at Walmart - BUT - when you multiply that by 14k and hem them up in the greatest place on earth. That’s when it gets wild and scary. Let me tell you, THE...


May 19, 2026

Well

Walmart in Orlando at 10pm didn’t disappoint… Yikes!


May 18, 2026

Sunday Drive

Sunday was spent looking thru the windshield. I did find out that my latest release had been added to about 8 Spotify playlists on Friday. Not a bad start. I caught up on some podcasts - mostly ...


May 17, 2026

A familiar room

4th hotel room in 2 weeks - Tonight the hotel is across the street from an RV park and just up the drive from a local market with a restaurant, ice cream, coffee and produce market. It was nic...


May 14, 2026

It's not fun anymore

Next week I am traveling with family to Orlando for some much needed - get away time. I realized today that I’ll have to take my work computer with me and do some work while I’m there. It’s a bi...


May 12, 2026

Makes you wonder

I was scrolling thru Facebook and one of these posts came up that says - things you’ll never realize.. Someone secretly loves you more deeply than you could ever imagine. (I have doubts about...


I am becoming increasingly aware of what I perceive as opinion entitlement. Now, don’t get me wrong, you are entitled to have an opinion. However, your opinion only hold weight in the court of y...


If you have had the privilege of becoming a mother you are one of the more precious creatures on this planet. I sincerely mean that. There’s probably not a tougher job in the universe that compa...


May 06, 2026

I am in awe

It was a long day. There were several big name artists moving about the theater. I was already a nervous wreck because I wasn’t sure if my voice would hold up. I made it thru soundcheck and en...


May 05, 2026

Here I am again,

Found myself in another hotel room for 2 nights this week. It’s a stacked week. I have a phone call for a meeting in the morning, soundcheck for a show I’m doing Tues night at noon… Hit the stag...


Book Description

The path my life has taken has left me with more questions than answers. I always believed that whatever you dreamed and worked hard for it would happen. At some point I woke up and the 9 year old little boy who dreamed of selling out stadiums and playing music apparently, was never born.