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every moment since in Second 1st
Although I kept poise on the way home I didn’t talk unless it was about traffic. Rocky suggested we eat at the Burger King close to home. … just run through the drive through. I don’t know how m...
I’m embarrassed in Second 1st
For him… because of him.... So Rocky brought with him, and took any pain medicine/ muscle relaxers we could find. Right when we got to the hospital. It was a fair walk from our spot to registrat...
Just before in Second 1st
I haven’t read anyone’s entries :(. I do promise to catch up after Christmas. … on Christmas even.... as our lunch is tomorrow and I have nothing planned after that. We got out of work early yes...
Updates in Second 1st
Again.... I never feel like there are things to talk about until they pile up. Sammy is staying with us for week. He will be gone the 22nd. he broke up with his boyfriend and needed to be around...
Why so many? in Second 1st
Went to William’s and Nicole’s for Thanksgiving..... I’ll never do that again I think. There were a total of 14 children.... well 13 technically because it was actually Victoria’s birthday turnin...
A whole lot to say so little in Second 1st
I’ve been away.... so this one’s gonna be kind of long. I promised myself a real entry today. No matter what the today’s list of things to do looks like. As far as internet stuff. I’ve barely bee...
just a drop in Second 1st
I ended up taking last Thursday off work because of a migraine. I’m so over these. I know I’ve had them the whole time I’ve had Meniere’s it’s just now that I have the Meniere’s symptoms more ide...
pfft in Second 1st
Plan to clean the house this weekend before I start the new pallet (sort of). Rocky called a bug guy and scheduled him to come the 29th.... and even though my house is more cluttered than messy I...
morning thoughts this morning in Second 1st
Rocky’s been to a few doctors now.... the pain in his stomach is a ulcer. According to our PCP with strict diet that should heal in 1-6 months. Did I tell you about airspace disease? apparently r...
the not positive in Second 1st
So.... Rocky’s not working.... Why?.... why did he feel the need to quit the one job he’s been at for more than a year .... and how is it that he’s had this issue for at least a year and has not ...
Far to long for what little I had to say in Second 1st
Update to the last entry .... Kevin hadn’t responded till almost 8:30.... well into shift. I was hurting enough not to care and had gone back to bed so whatever. Rocky’s blood tests had come bac...
all I have energy for in Second 1st
Rocky actually worked Sunday. His orientation at the new job wasn’t Monday but Wednesday and Thursday. Work went okay that week… however.... Rocky apparently had some kind of attack at the orien...
the goings on in Second 1st
The shorter week went well. Tuesday I was on the chosen line (4) to run reloads. This is great because it reduces the possibility of faults needing to be fixed as you are not actually running th...
Long, take it in bites in Second 1st
I would have expected me to update sooner. With the change and all but.... well you know how I can be with updates so we should just all be happy I’m here k? lol So Friday.... I mean Monday cause...
I don't even know what time I go home today. in Second 1st
It’s the first day of the new shift. I’m a tad nervous. The higher ups work during the week.... I’m still going to refuse to wear the uniform as long as I can. I’m still going to wear this flag...
more change in Second 1st
Yesterday there was a tad bit of excitement. Today there may be a fair bit of change.... then Monday… more… so this should be fuN? I’m not entirely fond of change. Here I am trying to feel less o...
I don't wanna in Second 1st
Woke up a bit later because I didn’t get to sleep till a bit later..... thoughts of the change I’m not ready for.... i don’t know what time breaks are on the 4x10 .... OT going to be 4x12 or 5x10...
Brain dump in Second 1st
I felt like I didn’t have time to Write an entry but I’m forced. I will probably talk more about it in the morning as I plan on calling friends and family tomorrow. So I have had a good day rocky...
change of boxes in Second 1st
This weekend was great with work. I’m not being sarcastic, honest. We were able to “hit number and go home” each day. Now… we have next weekend off. My plans had been wiped away with the trip to ...
yesterdays ruined plans in Second 1st
I love Krystal but honestly I was kinda disappointed with our visit. I mean not really it was a normal visit. I talked a ton… I told her about feeling so overwhelmed though and she was like ÿeah ...
pfft in Second 1st
One year. That’s all it took for Rocky to decide he’s going to look for another job. Why? Because there is just one person in authority over him that he does not like. He’s heart set so it’s a ma...
I try in Second 1st
I was parts loader again Saturday. I don’t feel as broken as I did last week. I did almost cry though when I saw my name on the work list that morning and I did have major difficulty yesterday......
today's stuff in Second 1st
I make lists.... it helps me feel better. Even when the day seems like it’s going to be too much it’s nice to know what to expect. What to strive to achieve. I talked to Rocky yesterday on the w...
ignore it and it will go away in Second 1st
It’s not. This feeling.... of being in control of nothing. No matter what my schedule for the day is… how much I get done… This hopelessness. It’s been here a good while now. Since being diagnose...
Work stuff and plans for the week in Second 1st
Friday, when I didn’t go to work, one of the maintenance guys got taken to HR about his mask. Another flag print. He is now wearing it as a headband and says it came down to take it off or loose ...